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You know what? I'm just gonna do this out of pure boredom.
Hiya, I'm rainyskys but I'm also known as Tatiana. I don't care what pronouns you call whether it's she, he, or them but just don't use any names or pronouns that might make me uncomfortable. I'm fine with nicknames like hun, sweetheart, Darling but for the love of god please do not call me mommy or anything like that, just no. Same thing with pronouns, just don't.
Some info about me, I'm person who's willing to try new things like listening to new genre of music or activities or i can just be an open ear for anyone to listen or talk to. but i can't always be an open ear because i have a life of my own but i am willing to speak to anyone, just be chill and all really. Irl i am a completely different person than i am with the internet which I'm sure lots of you can relate- i am a quiet and shy person irl but online with friend's I can be really talkative. Having to chat with others through voice can be difficult for me to handle because people can be scary- but I'm lonely so i want to be able to make friends. Texting is no big deal but i still have difficulties because people but it isn't that bad unless i make a typo then yeah, I'm going wild.
Some hobbies I do. I love to sing during my free time which is a lot or I sing to friends and give them free concerts but it's rarely I ever get to do that for them. Singing is one of the only talents that I have currently. Back then when I was younger I used to play violin but it's been years so I'm Rusty at it. besides that, singing is how I help manage my emotions and cope. I don't know how to say it but.. let's say, whenever I feel down and I have nobody to talk to I sing. I put my emotions into my voice which really helps a lot because I'm somewhat distracting it? But also I'm able to sing it in a way how I feel like let's say mad or happy. I really do not how to explain it I just hope you can understand it.
Writing. Y'know when you're just laying down in bed and you're just making up fake scenarios in your head? Yeah, that's what i do but i write it down. Writing is one of my favorite things to do because it's just fun to make up and think about things like a crazy criminal story or rivalry. I have wrote down some story's just for fun and oc's i made based off of me or i just make. I'm willing to listen to anybodys story's or oc's and just listen. It's not that i want to steal ideas to reassure you but it's hard to find people who'd do this kind of thing with you. I currently have only two friends who do this with me. The reason why there isn't much is because people just don't understand us or because they aren't really interested. In other words it's just fun to do and talk about.
Last but not least, some facts about me? Idk.
I used to have difficulties going to sleep so how i fixed that was i used to listen to alot of lo-fi. The reasoning why was because it's music smooths me to sleep like a lullaby so i guess why that was because at that time i was going through stuff and alot of people especially my friends say that i am a baby (in a good way) or a literal pure child.
This sounds bad but i am a really picky eater so i haven't tasted alot of food that you guys might know like Chinese food or Mexican food but I'm really trying my best to taste new food. Its icky and it sucks because theres alot of foods i see and think "they seem tasty" when in reality i (most of the time) know that i might not even like it or won't even try at all. It sucks but I'm trying and I'm kinda glad because i get to figure out what kind of food i like and don't. If you got any questions or recommendations please feel free to ask me, I'm willing to try new kind of foods.
Rock music. I dunno if its just me but Whenever i listen to rock, a part of my body like my hand or legs start shaking. Its not a bad thing but it's a good thing because the music hypes me up so much that a part of me starts shaking with excitement or i just start shaking without any reasons.
I'm pretty sure some people do this but i love to hug or cuddle something when going to sleep. It's just so comforting even when you're that much of a lonely person. Usually i cross both my arms and legs to sleep but that's when I'm in a car or somewhere else than my bed. I dunno but it just helps me sleep when I'm without a hed. Cuddling or hugging something either makes me sad or happy or both because one, lmao lonely, two i just like being held in a embrace so it makes me happy and three, lmao why not both?
It's currently 12:19 AM and I'm kinda tired. It was fun making this because I'm hoping to meet new people and even make some friends and if that doesn't happen oh well, I don't mind. What I'm thinking is since this account is friend-free of all my other friends I could just post whatever I want. I don't know why I don't post things with my friends following me but I'm planning to use this account to just post random things mainly my thoughts late at night. Kinda like a Journal. Whelp I'm drained.
Before i log off i just wanna say goodnight to you people and sweet dreams. good morning to you people i hope you had good sleep. Good afternoon to you people i hope your day goes well. Most importantly make sure to eat food, not junk food. Drink plenty of water to stay hydrated and love yourselfs. You need it.