I Am However Still Feral For Op Taking It To The Extreme No Matter How Much I Am Holding My Guts In My Hands At The Mere Thought Of It - Tumblr Posts

Thanks for the rec! Just read and loved it. Here's a link for anyone else inclined (gen, Sam, Dean, Cas, ~4,300, S5-9 spoilers):

i want to see sam post-cage barely remembering dean. it’s been hundreds of years, he spent thirty with his brother. he knows it’s dean, logically at least, but his birthday is just “maybe winter”, he has no clue what car dean drives except that he calls it “baby”, dean calls him bitch and waits for his response and he just frowns, thinking that seems kind of rude and dean almost cries instead of stumbling over an explanation, apology, something. it takes sam years to fully understand english again past the basics- he can talk to cas but even that’s a different dialect that’s developed since lucifer fell. he wakes up screaming in the oldest form of the language of heaven taught to him by the devil and dean holds him tight and tells him stories he barely understands of events he doesn’t remember and people he doesn’t know anymore and every once in a while he almost, almost misses the people who can understand him and he never forgives himself for it