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I swear you hit it the nail on the head every time, you just can't miss.

I just keep thinking the first thing Eclipse does when he wakes up with his new found sentience in Sun's head: "W-Where am I? Is that me outsi-wait....Why am I still here?!? We agreed to kill Sun, we agreed to kill this idiot!"

"Now he calls him brother???" Eclipse, ~sent from Sun's head~

This was from the ep we finally got to see Eclipse wake up and the entire thing was from Eclipse perspective told by Eclipse to himself really. So it's 100% honest to what really happened.

He said 'we' cause Old Moon at the time WAS aware of KC and from what we know he had some baseline form of communication. He made an agreement but then Monty came along and split them and gave them their own bodies but even when Moon was getting what he wanted he just...."Well I'm gonna dump this in Sun's head because he resets it naturally so whatever this is will be dormant in him and I'll never have murderous rage again. This will not affect me or Sun's future in anyway" Then when Sun went to the other Dimension where they never split, cause the computer thought it'd be funny to do un-anesthetized surgery on Sun and send his merry ass on his way to a literal hell on earth to meet a Moon so insane in the first second of seeing Sun he tries to bite his face off.

Brazzy Moon "No...I killed you! I killed you and I heard you scream! You...I don't know how you're here but I'll kill you again...I remember how you begged, maybe you'll do it again! it's the ONLY way I can be free! The only way I can be out!" *chases Sun around the daycare claws out ready to literally rip him apart*

You know I was mad steamed too when baby girl got home and all Moon really cared about was that Sun saw the darkest part of him in another dimension. He wasn't mad at Sun for being in danger, he was mad Sun had the audacity to learn about something he didn't want him to know about.

Yeah one can argue Old Moon genuinely didn't think leaving KC fragments in Sun's head might affect Sun...but like no. Just No. He was flat out being his usual harmful selfish self and we have proof of this from another Moon in another dimension who treats his Sun far better???

Sane Moon "When Monty split us I didn't leave the killcode in Sun's head, that would have hurt him. I know better then to do that. I just read my code and took it out via programming." proceeds to comfort this random extremely depressed Sun by lying to him and saying what he wants to hear. Our Sun met him by chance, but I don't think it was. Sun is slowly, painfully slowly, having to come to terms that Old Moon was awful and terrible for no justifiable reason. He didn't just harm him by accident. It was always intentional.

I really think it'll be so tragically ironic if Sun somehow is kidnapped and even brainwashed to serve Nexus (hee hee ANGST POTENTIAL) but even Nexus who is in his whole "I don't care who I kill" phase doesn't lay a single finger on Sun.

No matter how angry New Moon/Nexus ever got, he never hit Sun. He one time tried to hug him, to a big disaster (Sun was not in the mood to be touched and understandable I do not want to be hugged when I'm mad). Even when NM/Nexus was angry, down right pissed, he didn't even so much as insult Sun. He just yelled.

*Twirls my hair cutely*

Also Girl's supporting girls!!! Yes!!! Dark Sun was so happy to meet Sun finally, even if stinky Old Moon ruined it. Dark Sun seemed so genuine when meeting Sun. I heard actually emotions in his voice! Then Moon talked and his joy died.

I find it sooooo interesting he went out of his way to basically warn them about Nexus and tell them Nexus is going to do some naughty things. Almost like he's hoping to encourage Sun to knock some sense into his little brother.

I also noticed that cute little moment when Moon tried to get Dark Sun to say what kind of relationship he has with Nexus is, because they're not brothers, and Dark Sun got ooohhh soooo snippy.

Hee Hee he's hiding stuff oooohhh girllll Dark Sun you baddie, keeping your secrets.

I also loved how Dark Sun called Sun out too, "Eventually you'll grow a back bone" Because he knows Sun is still bottling everything up! Sun has so much to say but hasn't spilled the tea!

I still don't fully understand Sun myself! Please! I want to know your thoughts Sun! Project to the universe how you really think and feel!

I would also like to point out, there's a big repeating cycle of people coming back and telling Sun they'll include him. At first they do! He's consulted and included at first and usually has a lot to offer. Eventually though, the people who make those promises inevitably phase Sun out of the loop to keep him 'safe' and 'protected'.

Old Moon said to Sun he'd be keeping less secrets and I just finished ep Ruin and Moon's AGREEMENT in VR chat and guess who was not informed and I have a guess will never be informed? LMAO I don't even need to say it :)

Sun to Earth in the ep Earth checks in on Sun in VR chat

Sun: "Earth, he tried to kill you, it's ok to not forgive him. As bad as Old Moon was...he didn't want to kill me."

⚠️Me "Nobody tell him."⚠️ Still thinking about it honestly.

LMAO never forget

It's literally THE ultimate trump card to get Sun to leave Moon. Craziest thing is it's not a lie and it wouldn't even be manipulation at that point.

Just also finished Sun and Moon FIND Dark Sun in VR chat

Dark Sun: "I can't ✋🙄 believe how 💅naive💅 I was "

Sun: "😶"

Dark Sun: "Also 💛Sun💛, it was really 💋nice😉 meeting ~✨🔅you🔅✨~"

*cue glitter dust*

it really went like that I swear don't fact check cause I'm always right the meeting went like this.