I Feel Disingenuous Like I'm Playing Some Character - Tumblr Posts

I'm scared if I indulge here too much I'll lose myself and my humanity. It's kinda frightening to not feel like you're a part of this world. It's not new to me per say but I don't enjoy the feeling. I was hesitant about making this blog because I'm ashamed and afraid I'm feeding some sorta delusion

Why did I want to make this? To express the deepest parts of myself somewhere.. Maybe a notebook would've been fine.. I'm doubtful