I Had A Whole Protocol For Shifting My Thoughts Written Down In My Diary - Tumblr Posts
10 months ago
I used to be afraid that if I talked about or looked at images of any characters I was fixated on, everyone would be able to immediately detect my embarrassing blorbo thoughts about them.
Picture an eight-year-old girl watching Animaniacs, completely poker-faced (or as best as a child that age could do while watching that show), because she doesn't want anyone to know she has blorbo thoughts about Wakko Warner, because they'd surely call her a freak and socially ostracize her. That was me.
Back then, I didn't have the vocabulary to express those thoughts, but I do now.
do you ever like a character so much that just looking at pictures of them is a bit embarrassing.
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the same thing happened when i got into pokemon and started liking team rocket
i had a whole protocol for shifting my thoughts written down in my diary
in case i had blorbo thoughts in public
or encountered any media of them
i was a strange little child
i got better
but i still get shades of it as an adult sometimes
like even the fact that i pronounce some words the british way
despite being an american
can trigger odd thoughts or feelings
when i think about wakko or pinky
or even james since he sounds british-y
jesus hades christ what is my brain