I Live For The Angst - Tumblr Posts
no deadass thats why i love reading like depressed percy fanfics cuz i needed that angst in his character considering his experiences
i wish percy had cried during hoo like full blown sat down and cried like idc if he did it infront of ppl but i wanted the stressfulnes of the situation to actually set in for him
bc yes hoo was very stressful for everyone involved but percy
won a war/killed and watched many of his friends die
had like 3 weeks to deal with that
woke up 8 months later with no memories and nothing but the clothes on his back and a sword to survive being attacked constantly by monsters
found a home
immediately seen as a burden and then sent on a quest from said home (cough good kid from the musical cough)
went on said quest and brought honor back to new rome all while getting his memories back (good and bad memories)
fought in a mini war
was reunited with the love of his life
loose said new home bc of someone else
went on a whole other quest
developed a fear of water/drowning
was separated again from the love of his life
fell into tartarus
got out and fought in another war
like the amount of stress he was under he not only had all this shit happen and had to deal with it as if it didn’t feel like it had happened a month ago (like the war stuff) he also had to keep up with everything that was happening and deal with what everyone else had problems with
he was so behind compared to everyone else jason had 6 (or was it 8 i forget) months to get used to the new camp and having his memories back and when he had woken up with no memories he was next to two ppl who took care of him-piper and leo had that time to get used to their new surroundings and make new memories with jason- annabeth had the same amount of time to move forward from the war and grieve - frank and hazel had that time to do the same- percy had none at most he had like a week
percy woke up on the run and never stopped moving until after everything was done he was just filled and filled with new trauma and had to re-experience old trauma he was literally living off of adrenaline if the moment he had down time he didn’t start sobbing then idk wtf he did—like when they got out of tartarus and they like laid on that hill in the sun ? mannn he’s a basketball player he shoulda been balling like damn
also the amount of unhealthy coping mechanisms that could have come out of this?? like i’ve seen hc bout percy stress eating but like if this was an adult series or like aimed for older teens- mmm im pretty sure there would’ve been some other things happening (and no i don’t mean drinking or drugs)
i want him to cry like they let steven cry at the end of steven universe
i could see him just breaking down about how unfair it was and how everytime he gets smth nice it just gets always torn away bc it does and it sucks and i hate it and i know he hates it and i know annabeth has thought about it while he was gone and i know she’s pissed about it and i know percy probably wonders if he did smth to deserve it and i know he’s angry and sad about it too but he never gets to show that and it’s so UGH i just want him to cry
i just realized that me 2 years ago wouldn't have thought that id enjoy angst fanfics....
i wish percy had cried during hoo like full blown sat down and cried like idc if he did it infront of ppl but i wanted the stressfulnes of the situation to actually set in for him
bc yes hoo was very stressful for everyone involved but percy
won a war/killed and watched many of his friends die
had like 3 weeks to deal with that
woke up 8 months later with no memories and nothing but the clothes on his back and a sword to survive being attacked constantly by monsters
found a home
immediately seen as a burden and then sent on a quest from said home (cough good kid from the musical cough)
went on said quest and brought honor back to new rome all while getting his memories back (good and bad memories)
fought in a mini war
was reunited with the love of his life
loose said new home bc of someone else
went on a whole other quest
developed a fear of water/drowning
was separated again from the love of his life
fell into tartarus
got out and fought in another war
like the amount of stress he was under he not only had all this shit happen and had to deal with it as if it didn’t feel like it had happened a month ago (like the war stuff) he also had to keep up with everything that was happening and deal with what everyone else had problems with
he was so behind compared to everyone else jason had 6 (or was it 8 i forget) months to get used to the new camp and having his memories back and when he had woken up with no memories he was next to two ppl who took care of him-piper and leo had that time to get used to their new surroundings and make new memories with jason- annabeth had the same amount of time to move forward from the war and grieve - frank and hazel had that time to do the same- percy had none at most he had like a week
percy woke up on the run and never stopped moving until after everything was done he was just filled and filled with new trauma and had to re-experience old trauma he was literally living off of adrenaline if the moment he had down time he didn’t start sobbing then idk wtf he did—like when they got out of tartarus and they like laid on that hill in the sun ? mannn he’s a basketball player he shoulda been balling like damn
also the amount of unhealthy coping mechanisms that could have come out of this?? like i’ve seen hc bout percy stress eating but like if this was an adult series or like aimed for older teens- mmm im pretty sure there would’ve been some other things happening (and no i don’t mean drinking or drugs)
i want him to cry like they let steven cry at the end of steven universe
i could see him just breaking down about how unfair it was and how everytime he gets smth nice it just gets always torn away bc it does and it sucks and i hate it and i know he hates it and i know annabeth has thought about it while he was gone and i know she’s pissed about it and i know percy probably wonders if he did smth to deserve it and i know he’s angry and sad about it too but he never gets to show that and it’s so UGH i just want him to cry
the scene where el says she’s a monster and mike says that she’s a superhero had me gagged
OMG IT WAS SO GOOD
