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smol i am working on these In such a weird order tbh

i've been playing totk nonstop so i thought it would be fun to make a little sunkel au for botw... featuring a whole lot of mari and kel friendship and genderfluid sunny supremacy

the basic premise is that kel is the wielder of the master sword and mari's bodyguard. the two of them end up being very good friends and also how she meets hero, too. mari has trained her whole life for a power she cannot seem to harness and a voice she has never heard.

after the failure at the shrine of wisdom on her 17th birthday, mari dedicates all of her time to praying and helping with calamity prevention. this puts a bigger strain on her and takes time away from her younger brother, sunny, who is unknowingly the true incarnation.

when the calamity falls upon hyrule, mari orders kel to find and escort sunny to safety, who is fortunately away from the castle and oblivious to mari's inevitable fate. the last memory plays very similarly, with sunny awakening in order to save kel's life… and yeah!!! ⛹️‍♂️💥💥💥

my new icon(its me!!), i experimented with colored line-art and hair highlights. Not sure if ill stick with it tho. 

01|Threesome Naru/Sasu/YN

(A/N): I forgot how to write smut I think lol

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"Man, I still can’t believe it," Naruto said, hands behind his head, his usual grin plastered across his face. "You are getting married tomorrow. I figured you'd be more likely to become Hokage than settle down first!"

Sasuke rolled his eyes but didn’t bother responding. Naruto had been poking fun at him ever since they’d arrived, and he knew it wasn’t going to stop anytime soon. His best friend was never one to let things go easily, and this whole trip was just another excuse for Naruto to act like a clown. He wasn’t annoyed though—he was used to it by now.

(Y/N) walked beside them, his hands stuffed into the pockets of his jacket, a slight smirk on his face. He was the more level-headed of the three, but he wasn’t above teasing either. “You’ve gotta admit, it’s pretty weird. You’re not exactly the romantic type, Sasuke.”

Sasuke huffed. “I’m not the type to throw away my life for the sake of stupid jokes either, but I still let you two drag me out here.”

Naruto let out a loud laugh. “C’mon, teme! You didn’t ‘let’ us drag you anywhere. You wanted this. You just won’t admit it.”

They arrived at the hot spring they’d reserved for the night, a private spot secluded from the rest of the resort. The steam rose thick from the water, and the air smelled of fresh pine and minerals. The peaceful atmosphere seemed almost surreal to them, a far cry from the battles and missions that had filled their lives.

As they stripped down and sank into the hot water, Naruto stretched out with a loud sigh, clearly enjoying the moment. “This is life. You should’ve made Sakura come too. We could’ve made it a double date or something.”

Sasuke shot him a look, half amused, half irritated. “That’s not the point of a bachelor party, idiot.”

Naruto shrugged. “Well, (Y/N)’s here. I’m here. Close enough, right?”

(Y/N) chuckled, leaning back against the edge of the spring. “Close enough? Last I checked, Naruto, we aren’t together.”

Naruto splashed some water in his direction. “Yeah, yeah. But we’ve been through enough that it almost feels like we’re married. I mean, I’ve basically had to deal with Sasuke’s brooding and your yapping years.”

Sasuke was silent, his eyes focused on the rippling water in front of him. The warmth of the springs was relaxing, but there was something on his mind; something heavier. He wasn’t usually one for this kind of thing. But here, with Naruto and (Y/N), it felt right.

(Y/N) glanced over at Sasuke, picking up on his quiet mood. "You nervous?"

Sasuke looked up, his expression unreadable. "No. Just thinking."

"About what?" Naruto asked, scooting a little closer, his curiosity piqued. "I know you’ve been all quiet lately, but you don’t usually get this weird unless something’s bothering you."

Sasuke took a breath, the steam swirling around them. "Just... about tomorrow. Everything’s going to be different after this."

Naruto grinned. "Duh! You’re getting married. Of course things are gonna be different. But that’s a good thing, isn’t it? I mean, you love Sakura, right?"

Sasuke nodded slowly with a slight frown. "It’s not about that. It’s just... life. I’ve spent so much time fighting. Revenge. Pain. And now... it’s over. I guess it feels strange to leave it all behind." He mumbled while sinking more into the water.

(Y/N) nodded in understanding. "I get that. It’s like the end of one chapter and the start of something new. We’re not the same people we were when we were kids. But that’s okay. You deserve some peace, man."

Naruto, floating on his back, splashed his arms through the water. “Yeah, exactly! Besides, you’re not leaving anything behind. We’re still here. Sakura’s always been there for you, and we will be too. We’re all moving forward together.”

Sasuke closed his eyes, leaning back into the warmth. Naruto had a point, his annoying optimism always had a way of cutting through the noise. Despite everything, he wasn’t alone. His life was about to change, but not in a way that scared him. If anything, it felt like a release, a way to move forward without losing who he was.

(Y/N), always the calmer voice, added, "And hey, it’s not like you're giving up who you were. You’ve just grown. Tomorrow isn’t the end of anything—it’s just a new step."

Naruto sat up, grinning. “Exactly! Plus, we’ll still have plenty of time to hang out. Just because you’re getting married doesn’t mean you’re turning into some boring old guy.”

Sasuke chuckled softly. “You’d know about being boring.”

Naruto gasped in mock offence. “Me? Boring? Please. I’m the life of every party.”

(Y/N) shook his head, smiling. “If you say so, Naruto.”

The three of them fell into a comfortable silence again, the steam rising around them as the night grew darker. The sky overhead was clear, the stars slowly beginning to show themselves. Sasuke glanced up at them, feeling a strange sense of calm. He wasn’t used to it. This feeling of everything being in its right place.

The night deepened as the three friends settled further into the hot spring, the cool evening air contrasting with the warmth of the water. Bottles of sake sat on a small wooden tray at the edge of the pool, beads of condensation rolling down the glass. Naruto was the first to reach for one, pouring a drink for each of them with an eager grin on his face.

"Alright," Naruto said, holding his cup high. "To Sasuke’s last night of freedom!" He laughed, the sound loud and unfiltered in the quiet night.

(Y/N) raised his cup with a smirk. "I’ll drink to that."

Sasuke shook his head, but there was a small smile on his lips. "You guys are ridiculous."

They clinked their cups together and drank, the warm sake sliding down easily. Naruto, predictably, gulped his down and quickly poured another. "You know," he began, swirling his cup lazily, "it’s crazy to think how far we’ve come. I mean, us—sitting here, like this. Feels like yesterday we were just dumb kids fighting each other."

Sasuke glanced over at Naruto, his expression softening. "We still are dumb kids, Naruto."

"Speak for yourself," (Y/N) added, grinning. "I’m the responsible one here."

Naruto snorted. "Yeah, right. You’ve caused just as much trouble as we have."

(Y/N) shrugged, not denying it. He took a sip of his drink, his eyes drifting from Naruto to Sasuke. There was a kind of tension in the air now, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. Maybe it was the sake, or maybe it was just the fact that they had all been through so much together, but things felt... closer. Different.

As the night wore on, the conversation became looser, the laughter louder. Naruto leaned back against the side of the spring, his cheeks flushed from both the heat and the alcohol. "You know," he started, his voice a little softer, "I always wanted to be like you, Sasuke."

Sasuke raised an eyebrow, taking another sip from his cup. "What are you talking about?"

Naruto smiled, though it wasn’t his usual loud grin. "You know, cool. Calm. You never let anything get to you. I always thought if I could get your approval, maybe I’d be... better."

Sasuke looked at him, the usual smirk fading. He wasn’t good with words, especially when it came to anything emotional. "You didn’t need my approval, Naruto."

Naruto shrugged, his eyes a little unfocused. "Maybe. But I wanted it anyway."

(Y/N) watched them, his gaze moving between the two. There was a strange intimacy to this moment, something that went beyond words. He always liked the way Naruto could say things that others wouldn’t, and how Sasuke would respond in his own way, quietly, even if he didn’t realise it.

(Y/N) took a long sip from his cup, feeling the alcohol warm him from the inside out. His gaze lingered on Sasuke for a moment, then on Naruto. They had both always fascinated him in their own ways.

Sasuke with his intensity,

Naruto with his brightness.

He had stayed with them because, in their chaos, he had found something he didn’t get anywhere else. A feeling he can’t quite describe. Or doesn’t want to describe.

The conversation drifted again, this time to old memories, their shared battles, their past mistakes. At some point, Naruto had moved closer to Sasuke, their arms brushing against each other. Sasuke didn’t pull away. If anything, he leaned in just slightly, as if drawn to Naruto’s energy, even in this quieter moment.

Isa noticed the subtle shift between them, the way Sasuke’s usually guarded expression softened just enough to be noticeable. There was something unspoken between them, something that had always been there but never acknowledged.

Naruto poured them another round of sake, but his movements were slower now, more deliberate. His hand brushed against Sasuke’s as he passed the cup, and for a brief second, neither of them moved. Their eyes met, and there was a pause

A charged moment that neither seemed ready to break.

(Y/N) watched, feeling something stir in his chest. He wasn’t sure if it was the alcohol or the intimacy of the night, but something about the way they were all together like this felt... different. Closer. He shifted in the water, moving just a little nearer the other side of Sasuke.

Naruto was the first to break the moment, but not in his usual loud way. Instead, he leaned forward, pressing his lips against Sasuke’s without warning. It wasn’t rough or rushed; it was almost hesitant, like Naruto was testing something he wasn’t sure of. For a second, Sasuke froze, but then, surprisingly, he didn’t pull away. Instead, he kissed back, just briefly.

When they pulled apart, Naruto looked at Sasuke, his expression a little dazed, his breath coming out in a soft laugh. "I didn’t think you’d let me do that again."

Sasuke’s eyes flickered to red, to remember every crevice of the blond’s expression and he shook his head slightly. "Neither did I."

(Y/N), watching from the side, felt his heartbeat quicken. There was something raw about this moment;

about seeing two people he cared about so much cross a line they had never even acknowledged existed. Before he could think too much about it, (Y/N) leaned in as well, pressing his lips to Naruto’s shoulder, then to his neck. Naruto shivered slightly but didn’t pull away.

(Y/N) moved closer, his hand brushing against Sasuke’s, and for a moment, the three of them were connected, the heat of the sake and the steam from the water blurring the lines between friendship and something else. Something they have been desiring longer than they thought.

Naruto let out a low chuckle, his voice softer than usual. "You too, huh, (Y/N)?"

(Y/N) didn’t answer, at least not with words. Instead, he leaned forward, kissing Naruto’s face, inches away from his mouth, then turned his head slightly and kissed Sasuke too, just briefly. It was slow, tentative, but the tension was undeniable.

Sasuke, usually so controlled, didn’t pull back. He met (Y/N)’s kiss with a quiet intensity that was new, unexpected. There was no need for words between them, no need to explain or define what this was. In the heat of the springs, under the stars, it didn’t matter.

After some time they parted, every one of the boys had a different reaction.

One had a love struck smile,

the other looked as if a weight has been off his shoulders and

the last one looked horrified by his actions and with what his soon to be wife would do to him and his friends.

Naruto stood first, stretching, his movements somewhat sluggish, the alcohol making him feel languid. "We should probably head back," he said, his voice low, almost husky. He glanced at Sasuke, then at (Y/N), a smirk tugging at his lips. "Wouldn’t want the hotel to lock us out."

Sasuke, leaning against the edge of the hot spring, watched him with half-lidded eyes. He nodded but didn’t say anything, his usual cool demeanour still intact, though something in his gaze had shifted. (Y/N) followed Naruto’s lead, pulling himself out of the water, droplets trailing down his toned chest as he grabbed a towel.

The night air was cool against their skin as they dried off, the heat from the spring still clinging to their bodies. Naruto slowly slung his Yakuta around his shoulders, letting the two other guys enjoy the view. He smirked at them and was the first to break the comfortable silence, slinging an arm lazily over Sasuke’s shoulders as they walked back towards their hotel. His touch was familiar, casual, but there was a weight to it now; a closeness that may have been there before even all this ordeal. However now the ravenette knew certainty that their past kisses weren’t enjoyed one-sidedly.

Sasuke didn’t brush him off like he might have in the past. Instead, he allowed it, his own hand briefly grazing (Y/N)’s lower back as they all walked side by side, an unspoken connection hanging between them.

The walk back to the hotel was slow, none of them in a rush to end the night. The streets were quiet, the only sounds coming from the distant rustling of trees and the soft hum of the nearby springs.

They reached the hotel, its soft lights glowing warmly in the night. As they stepped into the lobby, the atmosphere seemed to shift again, the quiet of the space amplifying the tension that had been building between them all night. None of them spoke as they made their way to their room, the silence filled with the sound of their footsteps and the distant murmur of water from the springs outside.

Once inside the room, the door clicked shut softly behind them. Sasuke moved to the window, looking out over the serene view, while Naruto flopped down onto the bed, the cushions giving way under his weight. (Y/N) leaned against the wall, watching them both with a curious expression, his eyes lingering on the way Sasuke’s body moved as he stretched, the moonlight casting shadows across his pale skin.

Naruto rolled over onto his side, propping his head up with one hand. His eyes flickered between (Y/N) and Sasuke, a slow grin spreading across his face. "So... we calling it a night, or what?"

Sasuke turned from the window, his gaze meeting Naruto’s, then lingering a bit lower. There was something unreadable in his eyes, something that spoke of all the unspoken feelings that had been simmering beneath the surface for so long. He didn’t respond with words, but the way he moved,

the way he walked slowly towards Naruto, his hand brushing against Naruto’s leg as he sat on the edge of the bed, said enough.

(Y/N) pushed off from the wall, stepping closer, his eyes never leaving the two of them. He could feel the pull between them, the way the air in the room seemed to thicken with every passing second. Without thinking, he reached out, his hand resting lightly on Sasuke’s shoulder, the warmth of his skin under his palm grounding him.

Naruto’s grin softened into something more serious as he looked up at Sasuke, their faces just inches apart. "You’re being weird tonight, Sasuke," he said softly, though there was no bite in his words. He reached out, his fingers brushing against Sasuke’s jaw, a touch so light it barely registered.

Sasuke didn’t pull away. If anything, he leaned into it, just enough to show that he didn’t mind. He glanced over at (Y/N), his expression unreadable, before shifting his attention back to Naruto. "Maybe," he muttered, his voice low, almost a whisper.

(Y/N)’s fingers tightened slightly on Sasuke’s shoulder, feeling the subtle shift in the room, the way they were all balancing on the edge of this situation completely escalating. He moved closer, standing just behind Sasuke, his chest almost brushing against his back. His breath was warm against the nape of Sasuke’s neck as he leaned in, close but not quite touching.

While his lips were ghosting Sasuke’s nap, a small groan was pulled from the Uchiha.

Naruto’s eyes flickered between them, something stirring in his chest as he felt the weight of (Y/N)’s presence just behind Sasuke. Without thinking, he tugged Sasuke‘s Yukuta down with him.

The silky material fell off the slim raveonettes body, teasingly slow, revealing his pale body to two hungry pairs of eyes. One of (Y/N) calloused hands creeped down his back, which let Sasuke lean down more, meeting Naruto’s warm mouth with his chest. The blond let a moan out at the contact and flicked his tongue against the pink bud. Naruto let Sasuke hover over his clothed lap as (Y/N) loosed his Yukuta and leaned down to cage the two friends on their shared bed.

“Guys, hurry up” Sasuke whined embarrassed and letting a small moan out as Naruto hummed on his chest. These vibrations send electric jolts down his proud standing dick, ready for attention from his two ‘friends’.

(Y|N) looked down at the two and frowned slightly at the blond. Naruto only looked confused at him as a response, with his big innocent eyes even while doing such taboo thing. However the raveonette seems to understand the train of thought of the boy behind him and he leaned back to loosen the blonds orange Yakuta.

Sasuke's cold hand wrapped around the blonds neck and their lips met in a slow dance of passion. The other one sat down beside the blond and admired the two halves. (Y|N)’s hand found itself between the two. He traced some veins of the two dicks with his index finger getting quiet moans as a response for his good actions. Sasuke broke the kiss with the blond and sat down fully on his lap. He hid his face in Naruto’s neck and took the (h|c) hand and wrapped it around his dick. He guided (Y|N)’s hand while avoiding eye contact with the two, embarrassed of his own actions.

Naruto and (Y|N) looked startled at their friends' bold behaviour.

While the two whispered soft praises at the raveonette, the latter trembled between them in their hold. “Aww is the strong Sasuke ashamed, that he likes his friends more than his fiancée” (Y|N) taunted. He felt Sasuke's hand tighten around him and all motions stopped.

After a moment of starring in each others eyes, Sasuke got off Naruto’s lap and pinned the (h|c) on the bed. Just before (Y|N) could protest, he got silenced by a rough kiss from Sasuke.

Naruto laughed at the raveonettes' attempt to be more dominant. He got up from the bed and got some oil to prepare the bottom of the group. (Y|N) threw his head back while Sasuke's and his dick were held in their hands together. “Fuck- Sasu…~” a loud groan came from the back of the lying man. Meanwhile Naruto positioned himself behind Sasuke and shared a look at (Y|N) as a silent agreement for the rest of the night.

(Y|N) pried Sasuke's legs open. “What do you think you are doing!” Sasuke snared and looked into these (e|c) where he always got mixed feelings. But now he felt humiliated by the mocking look he got.

“Why fight it, Teme? We know you are a bottom” Naruto mocked. Simultaneously the slightly cold oil is being poured on Sasuke's back. The sudden change in sensation let the Uchiha squeal out, but promptly relaxed and arched his back to the blond, accepting his fate.

The oil travelled up the raveonettes spine and up his nap. His friend who is still under him slid back to the headboard and leaned his back on it. At the change in position the Uchiha looked at the man in front of him with big eyes; anticipating his next move. What he didn’t expect was that he would get ignored, in favour of the blond. The two tops just talked over his head like he wasn’t there. Naruto prepared him as if it was an everyday task. It annoyed Sasuke to no end.

Sasuke couldn’t even believe his own actions, however their dismissive behaviour hurts more than he likes to admit. Even Naruto’s long and slim fingers couldn’t distract him from his own mind.

He puffed his red cheeks slightly and started to nuzzle against (Y|N)’s dick. The former didn’t even give him a glance. At that Sasuke got bolder; with some kisses here and there, kitten licks around the veiny length; he was so focused to get the other’s attention to him that he didn’t even noticed how the (h|c) jaw started to tighten, his thighs flexing or his hand twitching.

“Sasu- open your mouth more” (Y|N) groaned out. That starlet Sasuke and he looked up with eyes holding more love to the two than he ever looked at the pinkette. An unoccupied hand found its way into the black locks. It draws soothing circles on the scalp of the Uchiha. He relaxed into the hand and opened his pink lips more up, taking the pulsing heat of (Y|N).

The hand tightens around his hair and guides him at a slow pace. (Y|N) rolled his hips to meet Sasuke's mouth. The latter moaned and his throat tightened slightly, getting (Y|N) to his climax.

“Sorry-“ (Y|N) breathed out looking sheepishly at the disbelieved man under him. Sasuke only coughed a little and crawled up to sit on (Y|N)’s lap, trapping their two dicks between each other's abs.

While the two shared some more heated kisses with lots of moans from being able to taste each other, the raveonette forgot the blond was still behind him. (Y|N)’s now warm hands found themselves on Sasuke's hips. Their grip hardened around Sasuke; nearly bruising him as he tried to grind his hard dick on the softened one of his one friend. ”Too soon.” (Y|N) said.

He got a little cute pout which turned quickly to a slightly surprised frown with a drawn out moan in return. “Teme, don’t tell me you forgot me ‘bayo ahhh-!” Naruto breathed out besides Sasuke's while breaking the tight ring of muscle and getting engulfed in a blissful warm sensation he doesn’t wanna lose. Every one of them stayed still; one getting used to the tightness, the other one getting used to the forner intrusion and the last basking in the aftermath of his first given orgasm.

After getting used to the feeling Naruto started to trust experimentally. He quickly set a nice pace, drawing a pleasured reaction from the two under him. He leaned down to the now sweaty back of Sasuke, sandwiching the older boy between himself and the exhausted one.

“Shiiittt. I’m close, I’m close I’m closeI’m closeI’mclose fu-“ Sasuke wined out and gripping (Y|N) pecks for support, forming harsh red lines on the skin and arching his back so the blond behind him hits his bundle of nerves heads on making the poor bottom see stars as the two others kissed and praised him just like before.

Naruto delivered a particularly harsh trust, caging the two under him completely and pulled out fast, painting the now slightly red ass with his pearly white sin. “Oh, what I would give to have the sharingan right now. You look breathtaking” Naruto breathed out lightly. Sasuke hid his face in the crook of the neck of (Y|N) and the two felt a sticky mess pooling between.

“Guys I’m gonna miss this” Sasuke mumbled before passing out. The other awake friends only shared a smile and looked down at the peaceful looking Uchiha.

(Y|N) wanted to stand up to get his clothes though the Uchiha was relentless in his hold; he even added chakra in his hold unconsciously. (Y|N) gave up and just closed his eyes. Seconds before drifting away he felt Naruto’s strong hold between him and Sasuke, cuddling up against him, in their hot and sticky mess.

so- here i am- and i hope you are ready for this cause i don’t even have the words to express the bomb of emotions i’m having right now <3

but before i start telling you all MY FAVORITE PARTS i really want to say THANK YOU💗 for this, this masterpiece, i’m so in love with it, every part, every word of it. it’s really is so incredibly beautiful. and as i said the last time, now that it’s over (kinda cause you have no idea how excited i am for the bonus chapters) i have no idea what to do with myself, i feel like a good part of my heart left with this story, and tbh i’m happy it did ✨ but now let’s move on to me being a complete fangirl of this amazing, spectacular and beautiful final part –i think i’m going to drive you insane with everything i’m about to say but we both now i can’t help it– so here i go!

‘’Bucky, please come back. Please.’’ You beg as panic rises through you, your voice is strained from the pressure on your throat.

You see something flicker in his eyes, it was so quick you thought you had imagined it but he finally lets go of you, letting you fall to the ground.

i’m telling you i panicked when she got hurt, i don’t think i’ve ever been more nervous in my life than i was in this part 😭😭 and when she wakes up and even tho she’s all messed up she only cares about him OMG 😭😭😫

‘’I know, but that’s not where we’ll find her. Trust me.’’ He nods for her to follow him and the next time they stop it’s in front of Bucky’s bedroom door.

OF COURSE SHES THEREEE I MEAN 😭😭

‘’The last thing I said to him is that I was going to bring him back. He was ordered to kill me and yet I’m still breathing. Bucky’s still in there, I know he is. I can do this.’’

and then this i just- i can’t 🥺

‘’Jamie.’’ You say softly, not looking away. ‘’Don’t let him win.’’

‘’You need to listen to me. You are not the Winter Soldier. You’re James Buchanan Barnes. You’re Bucky. Buck. You’re my Jamie. You’re Steve Rogers’ best friend and you’re my best friend too. You’re Sergeant Barnes, a soon to be Avengers. You’re an amazing person. You don’t hurt people, you save them.’’

‘’You know me.’’ You pull away from the car and take a few steps towards him. I’m your baby doll, remember? Your baby.’’ You take another step forward. ‘’I need you to come home now. Remember when you made me pinky promise that we would never go to bed angry, sad or hurt? If you don’t come back you’re going to break that promise, and you don’t break a pinky promise.’’

He looks at you with wide eyes, completely frozen. His heart is beating so fast, he doesn’t even know what’s happening to him. His breathing becomes shallow, he has trouble getting air into his lungs.

“i’m your baby doll, remember? your baby.” GOD he has no idea, i need to hold him, NO, YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME 😭😭

He closes his eyes and starts breathing the way you showed him. You let go of his hand on your chest and cupped his cheek, gently stroking it. His eyes opened suddenly and what you saw in them made you shiver, tears blurring your vision. Your breath caught in your throat, almost making it impossible to speak.

His eyes are filled with emotions, you could almost see everything that he was thinking which could only mean one thing.

‘’Jamie.’’ You whisper, barely audible.

His focus turns to you at the sound of your voice, like he hadn’t noticed you were there until you spoke.

‘’Baby.’’ He says softly and wraps his arms around your waist. ‘’My baby.’’

I THINK I JUST DIED I HONESTLY- MY HEART CANT TAKE THIS, ITS TOO MUCH BUT I- OH GOD IM CRYING SO HARD 😭😭😭

‘’You brought me back. You actually did it.’’ He mumbles against the skin of your neck, eyes closed, trying to keep the tears from pouring down his cheeks. ‘’You stayed. You’re still here.’’

OF COURSE BUCKY BABY, IM NOT GOING ANYWHERE, LET ME JUST HOLD YOU FOREVER PLEASE 😭😭😭💓

Bucky wants to stay away from you, he needs to stay away and protect you but why does staying away feel so wrong? Everything in him screams to hold you and never let go again.

they need to stay together, they need each other, don’t push her away baby 😭😭😭😭

He pulls you away from him and makes you look at him. ‘’Bullshit. I wanted to leave, maybe even more than you did. I fell for the trap too, and at least you realized what was happening. I just stood there and did nothing. That asshole would have gotten to me at some point. None of it had anything to do with you. You did everything that you could and you brought me back. If it weren’t for you, who knows how many people I would have hurt. You kept me safe, now it’s my turn.’’

one of the many things i love about this is their urge to keep each other safe, their NEED to do it so they could FEEL SAFE, i strongly love the connection this two have, cause they know how the other one feel, with the anxiety and all, i think is just beautiful (i hope i made myself clear, am literally a mess rn 🥺🥺)

Bruce shakes his head. ‘’No. Her need to protect you was so strong that her brain never released the hormones. She knew that if you tried to hurt her, you’d be the one who’d get hurt. Worst even, if you had lost control completely and had tried to kill her instead of just knocking her out.’’

THIS IS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT YOU SEE? god she did that FOR HIM LORDDD 😭😭😭

Bucky takes in a shaky breath and pushes the palm of his hands on his eyes, trying to keep the tears from falling. He can’t remember the last time he cried this much.

by now i was crying so hard i needed to stop for a second lol 😭🥺

‘’I understand why you want to stay away from her, but she’s a lot safer with you than you think she is. She might have gotten hurt, but even in your brain-washed state you were protecting her and keeping her safe.’’

Bucky sits in a corner and watches as everyone works. His mind racing with a million thoughts. He can’t believe that you let yourself get hurt because you didn’t want him to get hurt. He’s mad at you, furious even while also being in awe of how much you love him and care for him.

HOW THEY CARE FOR EACH OTHER IS ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IVE HAD THE PLEASURE TO READ, I LOVE THEM 💗

Bucky sits up in his chair and watches you. He had woken up next to you more than enough times to recognize the little signs that you were just about to open your eyes.

“and all those little things” that was i could think about, this is so sweet 😭😭

Bucky brushes his thumb against your bottom lip and leans back in, this time kissing you. You smile against his lips as you kiss him back and rest your hand on his bicep as he strokes your jawline with his fingers. He finally pulls away when you run out of air and both your eyes slowly open.

‘’I’m never letting you go, you know that?’’

You chuckle. ‘’I would hope not.’’ You smile.

You simply nod and try to turn around but Bucky stops you, stealing a quick kiss from you. ‘’Now that I can do that, I don’t want to stop.’’

I HAVE CERO WORDS FOR WHAT JUST HAPPENED. my head, my mind and my heart can’t- i just oh goood this is just beautiful 😭💗 and when he confessed that he already knew she loved him awww 😭😭

He looks up at you and smiles back. He has the sudden urge to touch you, he raises his hand up to gently stroke your cheek with his thumb; making you shiver.

The look in his eyes alone gives you goosebumps. You don’t think you’ve ever seen anyone looking at you with that much love in their eyes, it almost takes your breath away.

Bucky could never perfectly explain how much he appreciates Steve and his help, he could never thank him properly for everything that he has done for him since they found each other again. He gave him his memories back, he gave him a place to live, he gave him a purpose and thanks to Steve, he now had you.

a STUCKY MOMENT??? no but seriously haha thank you for this, their friendship through this story was very present and important and i just love it 💗

His girl. His missing piece. His home.

and- i think that’s it hahaha 😭😭 I KNOW it’s a lot, and i’m so sorry but like i said before, this fic has my entire heart, i love it dearly, it makes me happy, it brings me comfort, i mean what else could i ask for? this is everything 💗 ngl this was me while reading this over and over again at 2 am in the morning (noo i can’t put any more pics lmao 🥺)

i think i said pretty much everything i needed to say, again THANK YOU SO MUCH for this work of art, i’m definitely reading it again, i love this so so much, you’re amazing, ilysm 💖💖 (and again, sorry for the spam <3)

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Summary: You promised Bucky that you would bring him back and you're ready to do anything to bring him home to you.

Pairing: Beefy!Bucky x Reader

Word Count: 7.4k

Warnings: Violence (nothing graphic/explicit), wounds & broken bones (again nothing graphic/explicit), angst, fluff

Notes at the end.

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The Winter Soldier is getting closer and closer to you and you’re terrified.

‘’Come on Jamie, now would be a good time to come back to me.’’ You plead.

You decide not to move and just watch as the soldat circles around you, like a predator and its prey.

You take deep breaths to try and stay calm, you don’t make a move just in case it would set him off and you keep watching him from the corner of your eyes.

After what felt like forever, but in reality was only a few seconds, the Winter Soldier stops moving around and attacks you.

You have never been more grateful for your training as you are now. You are able to avoid getting hit several times, you even manage to get a few punches in but your strength is nothing compared to the Soldier’s, he barely feels anything. You fight as best as you can, avoid as many hits as you can and stay on your feet as long as you can.

You are holding your own pretty well for a non super soldier, but unfortunately you are getting out of breath and your body starts to slow down.

He finally manages to overpower you and slams you against the wall, knocking the wind out of your lungs. He punches you with his right hand and for the first time in your entire life, you feel the skin break. You raise your hand to your face and touch your cheek. You pull it away and see blood on your fingertips.

‘’How?’’

You are so surprised that for a few seconds you forget where you are and what is happening, until his right hand closes around your throat and he lifts you from the ground.

Instinctively both your hands grab his wrist as a desperate effort to pull yourself free.

‘’Bucky, please come back. Please.’’ You beg as panic rises through you, your voice is strained from the pressure on your throat.

For some reason, he’s able to hurt you which means he’s also able to kill you and if he doesn’t let go soon you’re going to run out of oxygen.

‘’Bucky.’’ You cry out. ‘’Please.’’ You try pulling yourself free as your eyes fill up with tears from the lack of oxygen and the sheer terror running through your body.

You see something flicker in his eyes, it was so quick you thought you had imagined it but he finally lets go of you, letting you fall to the ground.

You grab your throat with both hands as you inhale sharply, trying to get as much oxygen as possible back into your lungs and ignoring how much it burns every time you breathe. You cough a few times and quickly look up. You were sure that Bucky was back, it was the only reason why the Winter Soldier would let you go but the fist connecting with your jaw and knocking you out cold would convince you otherwise once you’d wake up.

Your body hurts so badly. Your skin, muscles and even bones feel like they are on fire. You hear voices around you, but they seem so far away, you can’t hear what they are saying. You groan and slowly open your eyes. You blink a few times and look around you.

You’re still on the ground in the warehouse and you notice how the sun isn’t shining as brightly as it was earlier, meaning that it had probably been hours since you were knocked out.

When your eyes finally come into focus, you can see Steve, Natasha and Bruce rushing to you.

‘’I thought she wasn’t able to get hurt!’’ Steve almost yells at Bruce.

‘’She isn’t!’’

‘’The blood and bruises on her body tells me otherwise, Bruce.’’

Steve rapidly kneels next to you and gently takes your head between his hands. ‘’Toots. Look at me.’’

You still feel a little dizzy and it makes it hard to focus, but you put all your focus and energy on lifting your gaze up to meet his eyes.

He sighs with relief when he realizes you can hear him. You try to sit up but he quickly stops you. ‘’Toots, please don’t move. You’re badly injured, we need Bruce to check you out before you can move, ok?’’

You nod, at least you think that you did.

Bruce grabs his medical kit and with the help of Natasha, he starts assessing your injuries.

‘’Can you tell me what happened?’’ Steve asks you, keeping his voice soft. ‘’Where’s Bucky?’’

It hits you.

Your mind has been a little fuzzy from the hits but everything comes rushing back and your heart is racing in your chest.

‘’Bucky!’’ You cry out, sobbing.

Steve’s eyes widen at your reaction. ‘’Where is Bucky?’’ He asks you again, this time his voice wavers from the fear of what you are about to say.

‘’A man ambushed us and he said words-’’ A hiccup cuts you off. ‘’and Bucky was go-gone.’’

Steve’s heartbeat is rapidly increasing and he feels bile at the back of his throat. ‘’What do you mean he’s gone?’’

‘’He’s the Winter Soldier.’’ A sob shakes your entire body. ‘’Bucky’s gone.’’

Steve freezes and, for a moment, he stops breathing. He turns his head and looks at Bruce. ‘’We need to get her out of here, now.’’

Bruce nods quickly. ‘’Nothing’s broken or fractured. There’s a lot of bruises and some cuts but otherwise she’s ok for transport.’’

‘’Come on, toots. Let’s take you home.’’ He says softly.

He puts one arm behind your back and the other under your knees and he lifts you up from the ground. He carries you to the quinjet and lays you down on a small cot. He covers you with a blanket and kisses your forehead.

‘’Natasha, can you stay with her while I get us back to the compound?’’

‘’Of course.’’

She moves to sit beside you and takes your hand. ‘’You’re going to be ok, sweetheart.’’

You close your eyes at her words. You don’t care about yourself, you care about Bucky.

You must have fallen asleep because when you open your eyes again you are laying in a hospital bed in the med bay of the compound.

You look around, no one is in sight. You pull back the sheet that covers you and sit up.

You slowly get out of bed as you stand up you notice how your body aches, the pain makes you groan but you push through it having more important things to do than lie in bed.

Looking down, you see that you are wearing clean clothes, probably thanks to Steve.

You walk out of the bay and move toward the one place you know you’ll find everyone; Tony’s office AKA the conference room.

You’re not even to the door and you can already hear people talking frantically, speaking over one another.

You open the door and walk in, instantly all eyes are on you and everyone goes silent; Steve, Sam, Bruce, Tony and Natasha were all staring at you.

‘’Toots, what are you doing here? You need to go back to bed.’’ Steve moves to shoo you out of the room but you stop him by raising your hand in front of you.

‘’Have you found Bucky?’’

Your throat had been crushed hard enough to leave a bruise and your voice was hoarse because of the trauma, every word made your throat burn.

‘’Not yet but-’’

‘’Then I’m not going back to bed. We need to find him.’’

‘’Toots…’’ Steve pleads.

‘’Don’t.’’ You abruptly cut him off. ‘’It’s my fault if he’s the Winter Soldier again. I’m the one who fell for the stupid trap and I promised to Bucky that I would bring him back.’’ You clear your throat to get rid of the lump in your throat that was caused by the tears fighting their way to the surface. You blink away the ones that manage to reach your eyes. ‘’What do you have so far?’’

You look at Tony.

‘’We’re going through security cameras from streets, buildings and highways. I think we’re close to finding him.’’

‘’I’m gonna change into my gear, then.’’

‘’Look, sweetheart I know you want to find him and I promise we won’t stop looking until we do, but you should really get some rest and let your body heal. Go take a nap and we’ll come wake you up as soon as we find him.’’

You eyed him suspiciously, not believing that he really will wake you up.

‘’I promise. The minute we find him, we’re coming to get you. I know how much he means to you, I wouldn’t lie to you.’’

‘’The minute you find him.’’

Tony nods. ‘’Not a second later.’’

You sigh. ‘’Ok.’’

You turn around and slowly walk toward the door.

‘’I’ll walk you to your room.’’ Steve says, following you but you stop him.

‘’No. Stay here and help. I’ll be ok. Please.’’

Steve hesitates. ‘’Are you sure?’’

You nod. ‘’You need to find him Stevie. He must be so scared.’’ Your voice breaks and a stray tear rolls down your cheek. You quickly wipe it away.

‘’Ok.’’ Steve agrees. ‘’I’m staying.’’

‘’Thank you.’’ You whisper.

He kisses the side of your head and watches as you leave. He closes the door behind you and turns back to look at the others.

‘’We really need to find him before guilt eats her alive. I don’t know what happened exactly, but she’s blaming herself for everything. Then we need to figure out how the hell she got hurt.’’

They all agree and go back to work.

They looked for him all night and finally found him a little after sunrise. He was with a man that they hadn’t been able to identify yet.

‘’We have to be quick if we don’t want to lose him.’’

Steve agrees with Tony. ‘’Nat and I are gonna go get toots and then we’ll leave. Sam, I need you there with us, in the sky. Tony and Bruce I need you to stay here and monitor his every move and update us as he goes.’’

In any other situation they would have made fun of his ‘’Captain America voice’’, today no one thought it was funny as tension rose in the room.

Steve and Nat left to get you and walk toward your room. Natasha stops in front of it but Steve keeps walking.

‘’What are you doing, Steve? Her room’s right here.’’

‘’I know, but that’s not where we’ll find her. Trust me.’’ He nods for her to follow him and the next time they stop it’s in front of Bucky’s bedroom door.

Steve knocks softly on it and opens the door slowly. He looks inside and feels relieved when he sees you’re asleep. He walks over to the bed quietly and kneels on the floor. His heart breaks when he sees the state you’re in. You have a gash on your cheekbone from the first punch and a big bruise on your cheek from the punch that knocked you out, not to mention your throat that was a dark shade of purple.

He lifts his hand to your hand and gently strokes your hair.

‘’Toots,’’ He whispers. ‘’Wake up.’’

It doesn’t take long before you open your eyes.

You meet Steve’s eyes and your heart starts racing. ‘’Did you…’’

He nods. ‘’We found him. We gotta go.’’

You quickly get out of bed. ‘’Is he ok?’’

‘’He seems to be.’’ Steve stands back up and helps you out of bed.

‘’Good. That’s good.’’ You take your gear that you had laid out on the bed before going to sleep. ‘’I’ll be right back. Wait for me.’’

You disappear in Bucky’s bathroom and come back out dressed.

‘’Ready?’’

‘’Let’s go.’’

The fastest and easiest way to get to Bucky is by car, but because of your injuries Steve won’t let you drive. Thankfully Nat takes over for you and you leave the compound, following Tony’s instructions. The pain was mostly gone, except for your throat that was still throbbing. Thankfully your mind was focusing on one thing right now and the pain was pushed at the back of your brain.

You finally come to a stop and Nat turns off the car.

‘’He shouldn’t be far from your position. There are civilians, proceed with caution.’’ Tony says over the comm.

You get out of the car as fast as you can and you start looking around. Your heart is pounding so loud, you can barely hear yourself think.

Steve and Nat join you, all three of you looking in every direction to find him.

‘’Sam?’’ You look up to the sky. ‘’Do you see him?’’

‘’Hold on.’’ He says.

He speaks again two minutes later.

‘’Three blocks down from here.’’

You start running, listening to Sam as he tells you where to go.

Finally, you see him. You stop running and shortly after Steve and Natasha are standing by your side.

‘’You both stay here, I’m doing this alone. Do not intervene unless I ask you to.’’

Steve grabs your wrist before you have time to move.

‘’Are you sure you should do this alone?’’

‘’The last thing I said to him is that I was going to bring him back. He was ordered to kill me and yet I’m still breathing. Bucky’s still in there, I know he is. I can do this.’’

Steve lets go of your wrist and squeezes your hand instead. ‘’Be careful.’’

‘’Always am.’’ You squeeze his hand back and take a few steps towards Bucky.

He has his back to you and it seems like he is waiting for someone. Probably the man who triggered him. He’s standing in front of a building and the closer you get, the harder it is for you to breathe.

You stop in the middle of the street and think of a way to get his attention. You probably should have come up with a plan before you needed one. In hindsight, you probably could have done something better but you were desperate so you did the one thing that always catches attention: you screamed.

‘’BUCKY!’’

He slowly turns around and it takes him a few seconds to recognize you. He tilts his head to the side and takes out the knife from his thigh holster and flips it in his hand a few times. You hadn’t realized that he had taken back his weapons after he knocked you out. He slowly walks over to you, never breaking eye contact with you.

You rapidly start talking before he gets a chance to reach you. ‘’Bucky I know you’re in there, I know you can hear him. I need you to fight for me, please. I’m begging you. You need to come back.’’

You only move out of the way when he tries to hit you. You ignore the pain that shoots through you every time you move and focus on Bucky’s eyes.

You manage to move out of the way, again, a second before you could get hit, losing your balance with how fast you moved. He takes advantage of your loss of balance and pins you to the car behind you, holding you by your shoulders.

With the new proximity, you’re able to look Bucky directly in the eyes.

‘’Jamie.’’ You say softly, not looking away. ‘’Don’t let him win.’’

It doesn’t seem like the Winter Soldier appreciates you turning soft on him, he pulls you away from the car just enough to be able to slam you back against it. Your body slightly shifted when he pulled you from the car, and it was just enough to break a rib as you collided forcely with the car again. You scream in pain, not being used to getting hurt you feel like all your nerve endings are on fire.

The sound of your scream makes the Winter Soldier freeze up. You notice the sudden change and feel a sliver of hope that Bucky was making his way back.

You knew that Bucky was scared of two things: turning back into the Winter Soldier and hurting you. Now, both of his biggest fears were unraveling and it seemed to be just enough to break the soldat’s barrier.

Steve has been watching the whole fight and not being able to intervene is driving him nuts. The moment he hears you scream, he makes up his mind: he can’t just stand and watch anymore. He has to do something.

You can see Steve running toward you from the corner of your eye. ‘’Steve, no!’’

He stops running. ‘’He’s hurting you!’’

‘’I know, it’s ok. Just let me do this.’’

You raise both of your hands to the collar of your jacket, wincing because of your rib, and you unzip it just enough for your throat to be visible. By doing so, you make the giant hand shaped bruise that’s covering most of it visible, too.

‘’Look at my neck.’’ His eyes flicker down to your throat. ‘’You did this to me.’’

You feel absolutely awful saying that, you know it’s not Bucky who did this but it was the first time that you were able to get to Bucky since he disappeared from his own body.

He lets go of you and stumbles back a few steps as if you had just punched him.

Your heart starts racing as you realize that you almost have him. You have to be very careful with what you say or do because if you do the wrong thing or say the wrong thing, you could lose him for good.

‘’You need to listen to me. You are not the Winter Soldier. You’re James Buchanan Barnes. You’re Bucky. Buck. You’re my Jamie. You’re Steve Rogers’ best friend and you’re my best friend too. You’re Sergeant Barnes, a soon to be Avengers. You’re an amazing person. You don’t hurt people, you save them.’’

You look into his eyes and you finally see some life back into them, so you continue.

‘’You know me.’’ You pull away from the car and take a few steps towards him. I’m your baby doll, remember? Your baby.’’ You take another step forward. ‘’I need you to come home now. Remember when you made me pinky promise that we would never go to bed angry, sad or hurt? If you don’t come back you’re going to break that promise, and you don’t break a pinky promise.’’

You smile at him with as much sincerity as you can muster in this moment.

Very slowly, you move your hand to hold his vibranium hand. You stop breathing as you wait for him to go crazy at your touch, but nothing happens and you exhale.

‘’You told me that you loved me and that you were sorry you waited until it was too late to tell me, but it doesn’t have to be too late.’’

He looks at you with wide eyes, completely frozen. His heart is beating so fast, he doesn’t even know what’s happening to him. His breathing becomes shallow, he has trouble getting air into his lungs.

You look at him for a few seconds, noticing that something is wrong. At first, you are scared that you are losing Bucky again then it hits you; the Winter Soldier is having a panic attack and you could have cried right then. You take his right hand and put it on your chest. You hold it there as you get closer.

‘’Close your eyes and breathe. Like I showed you. Inhale as deeply as you can, hold it for 3 seconds and exhale slowly.’’

He looks like he’s fighting himself; one part wants to close his eyes and listen to you while the other part doesn’t want to do what you tell him to. You hold your breath and wait to see who’s going to win.

He closes his eyes and starts breathing the way you showed him. You let go of his hand on your chest and cupped his cheek, gently stroking it. His eyes opened suddenly and what you saw in them made you shiver, tears blurring your vision. Your breath caught in your throat, almost making it impossible to speak.

His eyes are filled with emotions, you could almost see everything that he was thinking which could only mean one thing.

‘’Jamie.’’ You whisper, barely audible.

His focus turns to you at the sound of your voice, like he hadn’t noticed you were there until you spoke.

‘’Baby.’’ He says softly and wraps his arms around your waist. ‘’My baby.’’

He hides his face into the crook of your neck and you feel like you can finally breathe again.

You put your arms around him, holding him tightly. You couldn’t care less about the pain from your broken rib.

Bucky lets out the most heartbreaking sob you’ve ever heard and you can no longer hold back your own tears. You are clinging to each other like your lives depend on it and when Bucky’s knees give out from under him, you follow with him.

‘’You brought me back. You actually did it.’’ He mumbles against the skin of your neck, eyes closed, trying to keep the tears from pouring down his cheeks. ‘’You stayed. You’re still here.’’

‘’I’m not going anywhere, not without you.’’

He pulls back to look at you, holding both sides of your face in his hands. He feels bile in his throat when he sees the state you’re in. ‘’I- I did this?’’

He takes his hands off of you as if he had just been burned.

‘’Bucky, no. It wasn’t you.’’ You try reaching out to him but he shakes his head and you let your hand drop to your side.

‘’I thought you couldn’t get hurt. Why are you hurt and I’m not? I should be the one that’s hurt, not you.’’

‘’Jamie, it’s ok. I’m ok. We don’t know how it happened but I’ll heal. The important thing is that you’re back.’’

‘’I can’t believe I did this.’’ He looks away and whispers to himself.

He notices Steve and Nat standing not far from them. ‘’You need to take her to Bruce.’’ He says to his best friend. ‘’Then you need to lock me up somewhere secure.’’

‘’Wh- What? No.’’

‘’The guy who did this to me, he’s still out there. I can’t risk hurting you again. What if the next time I actually kill you?’’

Steve walks over and offers Bucky his hand to help him stand up. Once Bucky’s up, he looks Steve in the eyes. ‘’I’m serious Steve. You need to restrain me and put me away. Keep her as far away from me as possible.’’

He wipes his cheeks with both hands and walks over to Nat.

You stay on the ground, staring into nothing. In less than 5 minutes you have managed to get Bucky back and lose him again. You feel completely numb, you couldn’t even feel your injuries anymore.

Steve crouches down next to you. ‘’Toots? Bucky’s right, you need to see Bruce.’’

You hum to let him know that you heard him but you make no efforts to move, whatsoever. Everything seems to be hitting you at once, all the emotions you had been pushing down come rushing in and you feel overwhelmed. Your entire body aches, but the part that hurts the most is your heart.

‘’Come on.’’ Steve stands up and grabs you under the arms to pull you up. As soon as he moves you you let out a little yelp.

‘’Steve, let her go!’’ Bucky yells at him and rushes to you.

Steve puts you down, confused. ‘’What’s wrong?’’

‘’I- I think I broke her ribs when I…’’ He trails off, not being able to say it out loud.

Steve understands and nods.

Bucky takes you in his arms and slowly stands back up, carrying you. ‘’It’s ok. I got you baby.’’ He whispers and kisses your temple.

Sam shows up a minute later in the van you had left behind a few blocks down. Bucky sits in the back with you in his lap while Steve sits next to Sam and Natasha sits completely in the back.

Bucky wants to stay away from you, he needs to stay away and protect you but why does staying away feel so wrong? Everything in him screams to hold you and never let go again.

As if you could read his mind, he feels your head resting on his shoulder.

‘’Please don’t push me away.’’ You whisper.

He looks down at you and sighs. He raises his hand to your cheek and gently brushes his knuckles against it. ‘’I’m not pushing you away, but until we find whoever brought him back you’re not safe around me. I don’t want to hurt you more than I already have.’’

‘’I’m so sorry Bucky. This is all my fault. I never should have fallen for the stupid trap. If I hadn’t made us leave the safe house, none of this would have happened.’’

He pulls you away from him and makes you look at him. ‘’Bullshit. I wanted to leave, maybe even more than you did. I fell for the trap too, and at least you realized what was happening. I just stood there and did nothing. That asshole would have gotten to me at some point. None of it had anything to do with you. You did everything that you could and you brought me back. If it weren’t for you, who knows how many people I would have hurt. You kept me safe, now it’s my turn.’’

He kisses your forehead and lets you rest on his shoulder again.

The 3 others try not to listen in, which is physically impossible with how close you are all sitting. Everyone knows how close you and Bucky have gotten but no one has actually seen you have little moments like the one they just witnessed.

Soon enough, Sam pulls up to the front door of the compound where Bruce and Tony are waiting for you.

‘’Are you ok to walk?’’ Bucky asks you and you nod.

Bruce opens the door and Bucky gets out first. He offers you his hands and helps you out.

‘’Can you check her ribs?’’ Bucky asks Bruce, averting his eyes.

‘’What’s wrong with her ribs?’’

‘’I-’’

You cut him off. ‘’I think I broke one.’’

‘’You think?’’ Bruce raises a brow, curiously.

‘’I’ve never broken a bone before… I don’t know.’’

‘’Fair point. Well, let’s get you inside and we’ll check it out.’’ He walks back inside.

You nod and follow him, Bucky is right beside you still holding your hand.

‘’Barnes.’’ Tony warns him.

Bucky sighs and lets go of your hand. You stop moving and look at him.

‘’It’s ok. I’ll come see you later.’’ He kisses your cheek and gently nudges you towards Bruce.

You follow Bruce to the med bay and sit on a bed, waiting.

After some x-rays, Bruce confirms that you indeed broke a rib but it’s a clean break so he doesn’t need to operate.

‘’Do you mind if I take some blood samples?’’ He asks you. ‘’I’d like to figure out what happened and why you suddenly can get hurt.’’

‘’Sure.’’ You shrug and hold out your arm.

Once he’s done with his tests and patching you up, he helps you settle comfortably in the bed and covers you with a blanket.

‘’I’m going to give you something to help you sleep, ok? You need to rest if you want to heal.’’

‘’Ok.’’ You whisper and watch as he injects something in your IV tube.

Bruce stays with you until you are deep asleep and he goes back to his lab to look at your blood work. He asks FRIDAY to tell him when you wake up or if your vitals change.

It takes him 2 hours to figure out what had happened and once he does, he goes straight to the group.

‘’I figured it out!’’ He says as he walks in the room.

Everyone turns to look at him, confused.

‘’Figured what out?’’ Tony asks him.

‘’Why she got hurt.’’

‘’Tell us, then.’’ Steve encourages him.

‘’Yes, right. From the first blood tests I did after we found out she couldn’t get hurt, I figured out that her abilities were directly linked to hormones her brain would release in fights or life or death situations, that’s how she protected herself. Those hormones could be seen in her blood hours after she came home. When I took samples earlier, it hadn’t been even an hour since she fought Bucky. None of those hormones showed up in the results.’’

‘’What does that mean?’’ Bucky asks. ‘’She lost her abilities?’’

Bruce shakes his head. ‘’No. Her need to protect you was so strong that her brain never released the hormones. She knew that if you tried to hurt her, you’d be the one who’d get hurt. Worst even, if you had lost control completely and had tried to kill her instead of just knocking her out.’’

Bucky’s brows furrow, absolutely lost. ‘’Hold on. I knocked her out?’’ His mind was fuzzy and he couldn’t remember most of what happened.

‘’Yes.’’ Steve answers for Bruce. ‘’The Winter Soldier was ordered to kill her and from what she told us they both fought for a while and when she got too tired, he knocked her out and left.’’

Bucky looks up at Steve.

‘’You saved her life, Buck. I know you think that you and the Winter Soldier are one and the same, but that’s not true.’’

Bucky takes in a shaky breath and pushes the palm of his hands on his eyes, trying to keep the tears from falling. He can’t remember the last time he cried this much.

‘’I understand why you want to stay away from her, but she’s a lot safer with you than you think she is. She might have gotten hurt, but even in your brain-washed state you were protecting her and keeping her safe.’’

Bucky drops his hands and looks at Bruce. ‘’Is she going to be ok?’’

‘’Absolutely. She already started healing. I gave her something to help her sleep to make sure she didn’t feel anything while her body worked. I’m going to monitor her, she should stay asleep until morning with the dosage I gave her and then she should be fine.’’

Bucky nods. ‘’Thank you.’’

‘’It gives us about,’’ Tony looks down at his watch. ‘’9 hours to find the man responsible. Otherwise we all know she’s going to want to come look for him with us.’’

Everybody nods and starts working.

Bucky sits in a corner and watches as everyone works. His mind racing with a million thoughts. He can’t believe that you let yourself get hurt because you didn’t want him to get hurt. He’s mad at you, furious even while also being in awe of how much you love him and care for him.

Bucky ended up helping the rest of the group after he finally got his mind straightened up.

Unfortunately, even though they tried really hard, they weren’t able to find the man and before they knew it Bruce was walking in to tell them you were going to wake up within the next hour.

‘’You should go be with her, be there when she wakes up.’’ Steve tells Bucky after Bruce leaves the room.

‘’Are you sure? We still haven’t found him.’’

Tony shakes his head. ‘’Go, Barnes. She needs you more than we do, if we find anything you’ll be the first to know.’’

‘’Thank you.’’ He stands up and leaves. He decides to go take a shower before going down to the med bay and changes his clothes.

When he walks into your room, he’s relieved to see that all your bruises were gone and what was left of your wounds were faded scars that would probably be gone by the end of the day. He takes the chair that was in the corner of the room and drags it next to your bed. He leans down to kiss your forehead and sits down. He takes your hand and holds it with both of his. He brings them to his lips and peppers the back of your hand with soft kisses.

He then lays down his head on the mattress next to you and keeps your hand in his. He closes his eyes and finally lets himself relax.

He dozzes of a few times but always wakes up a few minutes later, too scared to miss the moment you’d wake up.

The monitor next to you beeps more regularly as your heart beats faster, a sign that you are waking up.

Bucky sits up in his chair and watches you. He had woken up next to you more than enough times to recognize the little signs that you were just about to open your eyes.

He smiles when he finally sees your eyes flutter open.

You look around, slightly confused as to where you are. You feel a weight in your hand and look down to see what it is. You’re surprised to see another hand. Your gaze drifts up the arm and you see whose hand it is.

‘’Jamie.’’ You whisper, a smile forming on your lips.

‘’Hey, sleeping beauty.’’ He stands up and sits in the little space next to you where his head was a few minutes ago. ‘’How are you feeling?’’

He raises his free hand to your head and gently pushes back a few strands of your hair.

‘’A lot better. Tired.’’

He nods and smiles. ‘’Bruce says you’re fully healed.’’

‘’That’s good.’’ You look in his eyes. ‘’How are you feeling?’’

‘’A lot better now that I know that you’re going to be ok.’’

Bruce walks in your room, keeping you from answering Bucky. You both turn your heads to look at him.

‘’Welcome back, agent. How are you feeling?’’ He smiles brightly at you.

‘’Much better, thank you.’’

‘’She’s still tired, is that normal?’’

Bruce nods. ‘’Absolutely. If she gets enough sleep, in a few days she’ll be in top shape.’’

‘’Good. She’s not moving from that bed until then.’’

‘’I’m fine.’’ You roll your eyes. ‘’How long was I out? Did you find the guy?’’

‘’You slept for about 9-10 hours.’’ Bruce answers your first question.

‘’We haven’t found him yet.’’ Bucky answers the second one.

‘’What are we still doing here, then?’’ You sit up quickly and lift off the blanket.

Bucky stops you and shakes his head. ‘’I’m serious, you’re not moving from this bed.’’

‘’Oh, come on.’’ You groan. ‘’I’m fine! Right, doc?’’ You look at Bruce.

‘’As your friend, I’d prefer if you got more rest and sat this one out but as your doctor, you are clear for duty.’’

Bucky glares at him.

‘’Sorry.’’ He says to Bucky, shrugging. ‘’I’ll leave you two, call me if you need me.’’

‘’Thank you, Bruce.’’

You watch him leave and try getting up again, Bucky stops you once more.

‘’Are you sure that you’re ok?’’ His eyes soften up as they meet yours.

‘’I promise.’’

He sighs and helps you get up. You stretch your arms above your head and for the first time in days, you don’t feel any pain as you move.

‘’I’m gonna go take a shower and change, I’ll join you and the others in a little bit.’’

‘’I’ll walk you to your room.’’

‘’Buck, I’m ok.’’ You remind him.

He glares at you.

‘’Fine.’’ You yield and let him walk you to your room.

It took a lot of convincing, but he finally accepted to go back to the others while you showered.

15 minutes later, you walk in the room where everybody is currently working on finding the asshole who hurt Bucky.

‘’I got him!’’ Steve almost yells, pointing at his screen.

You move over to his desk and stand behind him to look at the screen. ‘’Yes, that’s him.’’

With now a clear image of what he looks like, Steve’s able to put him through the facial recognition program and within seconds you have all the information about him you need.

‘’Helmut Zemo.’’ You read aloud and turn to look at Bucky. ‘’Does it ring any bells?’’

‘’Not a single one.’’

‘’You two are staying here.’’ Tony points at you and Bucky. ‘’The rest of us will go handle him.’’

‘’Why can’t we come?’’ You ask, surprised by his decision.

‘’I think the two of you have been through more than enough over the past 48 hours. Stay here, stay safe. We’ll get him, I promise.’’

‘’It’s probably best if I stay away from him.’’ Bucky admits.

You agree to stay, only because Bucky isn’t going either. You help them gear up and watch as they leave.

‘’They won’t be back for a while. We probably should try and get some rest.’’

You look up to Bucky and nod.

He puts his arm around your shoulders and guides you to the elevator, then to his room. He opens the door and turns on the light. He looks at his bed and frowns when he sees that one of the sides of the bed is unmade.

‘’I slept in here two days ago.’’ You confess.

He smiles and closes the door. ‘’I should have guessed that.’’

You both crawl into his bed and he turns off the light. You lie on your side, facing each other.

He takes your hand and brings it up to his lips, placing a few kisses on your knuckles. ‘’Baby?’’

‘’Yes?’’

‘’Why did you let me hurt you?’’

You bite your lower lip and shrug. ‘’Because it was better me than you.’’

‘’Did you know that you could do that?’’

‘’Honestly, no.’’ You chuckle. ‘’You should have seen my face when I saw that I was bleeding a little bit.’’

Your laughter dies down when you see the guilt in Bucky’s eyes.

‘’I’m so sorry.’’ His voice breaks.

‘’Don’t you dare apologize to me.’’ You say sternly. ‘’It wasn’t you who did this to me. The only time it was you was when the Winter Soldier was holding back. I told you you were strong enough to fight it, and you did.’’

You gently grab his chin to make him look at you. "You aren't him. He isn't you. You might share a body but you definitely do not share the same mind or the same heart."

He smiles and you let go of his chin. He leans down and presses your foreheads together. He brushes the tip of his nose against yours and lifts his hand to your cheek, stroking your skin with his fingertips.

"You know, I meant what I said."

"Which part?"

"I really do love you. So much."

Your breath catches in your throat and your heart flutters in your chest.

"I love you too, Jamie."

He smiles and looks into your eyes. "Oh I know."

"What do you mean you know?" You frown.

"Steve told me and Sam."

"I didn't even tell anyone!"

"Apparently you didn't need to." He tucks a strand of your hair behind your ear. "You're just soooo in love with me that you can't hide it." He smirks, teasing you.

You roll your eyes. "Is it too late to take it back?"

"Yup. You're officially stuck with me, no take backs allowed."

You sigh. "Fiiiine. If I don't have a choice."

You both grin at your far from funny jokes.

He leans back to take a good look at your face, that is now completely healed.

Bucky brushes his thumb against your bottom lip and leans back in, this time kissing you. You smile against his lips as you kiss him back and rest your hand on his bicep as he strokes your jawline with his fingers. He finally pulls away when you run out of air and both your eyes slowly open.

‘’I’m never letting you go, you know that?’’

You chuckle. ‘’I would hope not.’’ You smile.

He keeps looking at your face, trying to memorize every little detail, Bucky can tell that you’re fighting sleep and he looks at you fondly. ‘’Let’s get some sleep. I think we both need it.’’

You simply nod and try to turn around but Bucky stops you, stealing a quick kiss from you. ‘’Now that I can do that, I don’t want to stop.’’

You laugh and kiss the tip of his nose. ‘’That’s good, because I don’t want you to stop.’’

This time he lets you turn to your other side. He wraps his arm around you and pulls you until your back is flush against his chest, like he has done dozens of times since he met you. He waits until you put your hand on top of his hand that’s laying flat on your stomach, before hiding his face in the crook of your neck. He kisses up your neck until he reaches your ear.

‘’Good night. I love you, baby.’’

He closes his eyes.

‘’I love you too, Jamie.’’

You close your eyes, and soon after both of you have fallen asleep with a smile on your faces.

Bucky expected to wake up multiple times throughout the night with vivid images of what he had done as the Winter Soldier, he was more than surprised that Steve was the one to wake him up hours later as he knocked on his bedroom door.

Both of you were startled awake and Bucky groaned.

‘’What?!’’ Bucky is annoyed that someone had just ruined the best night of sleep he’s had in weeks and he’s not hiding it.

‘’It’s Steve. Can I come in?’’

Bucky sighs and drops his head on your shoulder. ‘’Come in.’’

Steve opens the door and walks in, looking at the two of you.

‘’Do you always sleep like this?’’ He chuckles.

Bucky pulls you closer to his chest and lifts his head to look at his friend.

‘’Yes.’’

‘’Stevie, I love you but please get on with it so I can go back to sleep.’’ You sound desperate, which at this point you are. You just want one night of sleep. From night to morning with no one or nothing waking you up. That’s it. That’s all you ask for.

‘’We found the guy, Zemo. We arrested him and I just got confirmation that he’s now at the Raft, in his own little cell with nowhere to go and nothing to do.’’

You’re both suddenly very awake and very interested in what he has to say.

‘’What does that mean for Bucky?’’ You sit up to look at Steve.

‘’His name has been cleared. Everyone now knows that he had nothing to do with the bombing and all footage of him as the Winter Soldier from yesterday has been erased.’’

You look down at Bucky with a grin.

He looks up at you and smiles back. He has the sudden urge to touch you, he raises his hand up to gently stroke your cheek with his thumb; making you shiver.

The look in his eyes alone gives you goosebumps. You don’t think you’ve ever seen anyone looking at you with that much love in their eyes, it almost takes your breath away.

Remembering that Steve is still in the room, Bucky drops his hand on the mattress and sits up next to you.

‘’It’s over then?’’

Steve nods. ‘’It’s over.’’

As soon as the words come out of Steve’s mouth, Bucky feels like it’s easier to breathe. Relief washes over him and he’s more relaxed than he has ever been over the past couple of weeks.

Without any hesitation he’s quick to take your hand in his own and kiss the back of your hand, the biggest grin on his face as he does so.

He looks back to his friend, not letting go of your hand.

‘’Thanks, pal.’’

Though it wasn't spoken, both men knew that he was thanking him for more than just helping him tonight.

Bucky could never perfectly explain how much he appreciates Steve and his help, he could never thank him properly for everything that he has done for him since they found each other again. He gave him his memories back, he gave him a place to live, he gave him a purpose and thanks to Steve, he now had you.

His girl. His missing piece. His home.

The end. I am extremely nervous to be posting this. I really hope that the ending is satisfying for everyone. This is not the end of the line for this story, I still have requests for bonus chapters to write and there might be more of them to come at some point, moving along the MCU timeline. Let's say that this is the end of Volume One!

To think this all started with what was supposed to be a one shot and here we are, 14 chapters later and thousands of words. Incredible.

Thank you so much to all of you who stuck with me until the end. The love and support I've received for this story is beyond anything I could have ever imagined. When I started writing a few months ago I didn't expect to have any followers and now there are hundreds of you. It blows my mind. I love you all, you've been incredible to me and I hope to see you on my next projects!

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SEBASTIAN STAN as BUCKY BARNES The Falcon and The Winter Soldier (2021)

20 YEARS SINCE HARRY POTTER AND THE PHILOSOPHER’S STONE (2001) DIR. CHRIS COLUMBUS

Lady es una señorita de clase, por lo tanto su medio hermano debe de serlo también a su lado~

Blax © @little-geecko

Lady Ribbon © me

Villainous © Alan Ituriel / CN

I’ve told this story ten thousand times and I will tell it for the ten thousandth and first: whenever I think about wearing a costume to work on Halloween, I remember the time I saw a doctor breaking what must have been devastating news to a sobbing patient while the doc was dressed as a ketchup bottle.

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summary: after the occupation of mandalore, maul has a lot on his plate. you pay him a late night visit, and affections boil over into something more sticky. pure porn with a lot of feelings. pairing: reader x maul, from my fic of emancipation and trust. rating: nsfw, 18+ warnings: inter-species sex ft. a “spiked” penis (click here for reference), oral/fingering, heavy petting, and a lot of tender dirty talk. lack of uppercase? does that count? word count: 6k a/n: no, i’m not sorry. gif from this set.

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