I Love You And I Miss You So Much Umpe Ko - Tumblr Posts

Day489: 22 and still searching for happiness...

On the 25th of April, after class I ate lunch with my friends from the nursing program. We went to Shogun had some sushi. As always, i had a (strawberry) margarita just coz i am with them. Tita Jo and Tita Janet gave me a purse. I was touched by their generosity for it has been awhile since i celebrated my bday with friends. Mylabs was there too. He actually greeted me when he saw me after their class. That time, i thought the world stopped spinning. It felt like it was just me and him. I was so giddy he actually went with us. I really thought he won't come. Thank god he did. It's a bonus! Lol And then on the 26th of April (yesterday), i celebrated my twin and I's 22nd birthday with the fambam. We had lunch at Red Lobsters. Then I watched Scary Movie 5 with my sister and Mark. I appreciate my family's effort to celebrate this day. Things would have been better though if Umpe was here too to celebrate my bday. It's the 2nd time already. I feel like I am missing something. And I know I will never have it. It will never be the same without you, Umpe ko. I try to be as positive like always but tonight i am feeling this emptiness more than ever. I love you and I miss you so much Umpe ko. Always and forever.