I Try To Fill This Awful Black Hole With Whatever's Available Like Junk Food Because At Least Then I'll Feel Bad And Not Completely Nothing - Tumblr Posts

i've never felt this alone before i guess. even when i felt alone there was always someone to talk to even if it was about nothing important nobody's ansswering my texts nobody's here i try to fill this awful black hole with whatever's available like junk food because at least then i'll feel bad and not completely nothing the void hurts after a while it's not just dissociation and numbness and filling the time with mindless activities it bcomes a physical pain eventually in my chest and lungs and neck and head tw food tw food mention TW depression tw: dissociation lyss talks lyss needs to stfu lyss needs medication

i've never felt this alone before i guess. even when i felt alone there was always someone to talk to even if it was about nothing important nobody's ansswering my texts nobody's here i try to fill this awful black hole with whatever's available like junk food because at least then i'll feel bad and not completely nothing the void hurts after a while it's not just dissociation and numbness and filling the time with mindless activities it bcomes a physical pain eventually in my chest and lungs and neck and head tw food tw food mention TW depression tw: dissociation lyss talks lyss needs to stfu lyss needs medication