I Wanna Smash Her Nails With A Hammer And Beat Her Till Shes Bruised - Tumblr Posts

anarchoraver

4 months ago

fuck i am having such bad torture fantasies about one friend in particular. she’s so easily disturbed and she’s stated on multiple occasions that she’s genuinely afraid of me. and she disapproves of my sadism and wants nothing to do with it, which of course makes it 10x more appealing to me. she’d be so easy to break, she’s incredibly fearful and anxious and she’s bad with pain. i wonder if she has a limit and what happens if i pass it. i want to know how bad physical pain can fuck her up mentally. i wanna see her begging for mercy as we’re just getting started so i can laugh like we're fucking around and tell her that this is nothing compared to what else ive got planned. i would keep my demeanor light, like we were just hanging out and having a good time, like friends do. purely to freak her out. i think that would unsettle her.

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anarcho's journal i wanna smash her nails with a hammer and beat her till she’s bruised sew her mouth and eyes shut then make her rip the stitches through screaming you know. things friends do with each other i told her she’s gotta stop reacting in a way that sets me off and her reaction was something along the lines of ‘well maybe i’m vulnerable okay’ which was the exact wrong thing to say unfortunately for me and fortunately for her i like her so i put effort into caring for her and wil not freak her out on purpose also when someone tells me they’re afraid of me and in a negative way i get a huge ego boner. sorry

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