On Purpose - Tumblr Posts
Me: Okay my essay is due tomorrow morning so I should just start it now to make my life easier.
Me: Alright just gotta put on some music on my phone *see my Ao3 tab* well I’ll just finish this fic and then start
5 hours later
Me: Oh shit
why did I, someone who is very busy, think it was a good idea to check ao3
Having your own OC as your Blorbo is great because you will never have to see a bad Fannon brainrot take or awful but inexplicably popular ship involving them, but also I Have To Do Everything Myself Around Here Augh
Hey look, an Idea...
These are rare and here we go..
So I was just listening to songs on YouTube a few days ago and I stumbled upon this Sabrina Carpenter song on accident but ended up having it on repeat On Purpose ;) (Get it? No? Okay...)
So anyway, I just kept on listening to this entire song and had this idea just came into my for Chloe/ Nathanael, Mari/ Adrien, Alya/ Nino etc... To be at some sort of Masquerade Ball type and this song plays and everyone gets random partners and then they end up falling for each other. Anyways, so our three girls are besties and go out for coffee or something the next day and they’re all talking about the dreamy guys they met the night before of course Al, Mari and Chlo were prepared to hear stories of Alya and Mari thinking they fell in love, but no one, and I mean no one was prepared to find that Chloe “Never had a crush” Bourgeois to tell them that she fell in love. The trio is shocked and Aly decides that this is a once in a lifetime opportunity and declares they must find Chloe’s “Lover and pinch him to make sure he’s real and then pinch Chloe and make sure she’s real.”
Our three guys are friends also and are completely shocked when they find that their quite artist of a friend somehow managed to actually talk to a girl, gotten her to dance and miraculously fell in love during the process as well.
Anyways that’s what was in my head.
I will never make a promise that I can't keep // I promise that your smile ain't never gonna leave
I love this version of this Bruno Mars version by Sabrina Carpenter. She really brought her own flair to this song. I love the way her voice sounds and the little extra feminine flair she gives to the end of the chorus lines, and I love how she changed this song to make it fit her style and the acoustic setting.
that is us. that is what all this is meant for.
to love and be loved. to express love and have it reflected back.
we exist for love btw
Any collectors out there?
I'm a collector!
A collector of flowers and pictures and sea shells and kittens.
I'm also a collector of stories and moments and memories.
“What are you going to do about past crimes which have shattered your preconceptions about the nature of life?”
my guy. what.

Absolutely insane lines to just drop in the middle of an academic text btw. Feeling so normal about this.
[ A Critical History of English Literature, Vol. 1, Prof. David Daiches, first published in 1960 ]
Baie | she/they | unlabled | 18

– currently listening to: 'david melrose theme' by hauschka, smokey eyes by lincoln, along with elias hix, hozier, noah kahan, gang of youths – currently reading: all the light we cannot see by anthony doerr and phosphorecence by julia baird

welcome
hello :> it's general chaos around here. possibly some web weaving of my own floating about. but there's not much else to it
about me: australian!! 2006. lover of love and life. infj 4w5. very in love ᰔᩚ chaotic good! rediscovering and building my faith :) lqbtqia+
academia: graduated '23!! starting my double degree in ‘24! slowly self-teaching japanese ᰔᩚ. chaotic academia by blood
the goal: bachelor criminology and criminal justice + psychological science (and maybe cybercrime in the future?)

master list
(links are broken atm, but the tags are correct)
#poems and quotes
#ineptias loqour (my posts)
#study log
#media
#artwork
#music
#musings (a fav of mine)
#meme
#not a meme but that same category of posts
#on christianity
#letters to myself
#that one type of green
#web weaving
#anderson don’t talk out loud. you lower the iqueue of the whole street. (queue tag)
added this section with the tags i use most often so i can find posts later, everything else is just #on *thing* and frankly i can't be bothered with that.
will possibly add links to fandoms and reads... not sure yet. it would be good to have an active list of all the books i read and enjoyed enough to keep a list of…. here’s a short list of fandomesque things tho: sherlock, rwby, bts/kpop, d20, sk8 the infinity, good omens, epic the musical, lore olympus webtoon, loki series, fnaf,
books would include: archives of despair by caleb finn, hamlet, good omens, throne of glass series, embassy row series, the song of achilles by madeline miller, they both die at the end duology, the inheritance games series, shadow and bone+six of crows, everything by alice oseman
music as well perhaps? hozier, bts, ericdoa, noah kahan, glaive, cage the elephant, lizzy mcalpine, cave town, mccafferty, chase atlantic, brakence, eden, the front bottoms, (it’s all over the place… just not much country music tbh)

here’s the old intro post, haven't decided what to do with it yet
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ik this is a new account, but i’ve been here since july 2020 <3
for what i have done and failed to do i am sorry.
i think sometimes when ppl riff on low budget movies especially horror & horror comedy they forget that they’re self aware fairly often 😭 like half of the time that they’re mocking the line delivery they’re literally laughing at a Joke. that is funny on Purpose. u can’t compare every “bad” movie to the full dramatic sincerity of The Room (in fact just stop comparing everything to the room)
So ... they put him in a dress uniform. Then they put him in a green hat. Then they made him a cowboy. Then they put him in a suit.
I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING NAYLOR, YOU CAN'T FOOL ME!




Hear hear! To heavily paraphrase Sir Laurence Olivier: “My dear, why don’t you try directly, honestly, and kindly COMMUNICATING? It’s so much easier.”
Well, not for everyone, clearly.
I imagine people can flounder about and fail at this—even with the best of intentions—bc of their upbringing, bc of how communication was modeled for them as kidlins, bc of learned attachment styles, bc they were steeped in guess culture vs ask culture, bc “this is the way we’ve always done it”, bc they simply have blinders on, bc deep programming is deep. That doesn’t make it ok, but I get it.
Ask me how I know 👀💜
are you ever like damn why is literally everyone else scared of openly communicating and being direct and truthful and honest
fuck i am having such bad torture fantasies about one friend in particular. she’s so easily disturbed and she’s stated on multiple occasions that she’s genuinely afraid of me. and she disapproves of my sadism and wants nothing to do with it, which of course makes it 10x more appealing to me. she’d be so easy to break, she’s incredibly fearful and anxious and she’s bad with pain. i wonder if she has a limit and what happens if i pass it. i want to know how bad physical pain can fuck her up mentally. i wanna see her begging for mercy as we’re just getting started so i can laugh like we're fucking around and tell her that this is nothing compared to what else ive got planned. i would keep my demeanor light, like we were just hanging out and having a good time, like friends do. purely to freak her out. i think that would unsettle her.
Trying to chart out a border element from embroidery in a historical context

Accidentally created Godzilla instead