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sometimes i wonder if i’ll ever really be loved the way i love. like, i’m sure it’s common and if i bring it up everyone will tell me how much worse they have it, and who am i to not believe them but like. i genuinely don’t think that anyone could feel the soul consuming, “i’ll feel this way until i die no matter what happens” feeling, about me. and i think that’s it’s like, so unfair that i have to feel like there aren’t enough stars in the sky to even come close to how much love i have for people, and they get to go about their day like it’s nothing and everyone one else gets to have someone who doesn’t think it’s nothing and the only one whose feelings get to amount to nothing are mine. i just don’t understand why i’m so hard to love.