&&. Ic : Zeke & Souta. - Tumblr Posts
mvxnn.
❛ You shouldn’t worry about those things. ❜ Souta had lived much too long to allow things to truly get to him. His friends were things he held dear to his heart , so it only made sense for him to worry about them. ❛ I’m your friend. I’m here for you .. be it questions on our kind or anything else. ❜ He crossed one leg over another before pursing his lips at the information. He knew of Zeke’s ex , yes , but him running away was something new entirely. ❛ Well .. I’ve never turned anyone myself. But I’ve heard of how precious kin can be to a vampire. ❜ Often they became obsessive , though after some time it began to fade. ❛ But to set out and kill you seems rash .. but it wouldn’t be the first time I’ve heard of it. ❜ He brushes a hand over his face , making sure to remind himself later to shower. ❛ Well there’s a handful of things we could do. Kill him though .. that is rash in it’s own way. Or we could confront him .. but that might leave us open for more attacks. ❜
" yes i know that now i was so young when we first dated i was just so lost. " he said letting out a soft sigh he’d pretty much regretted the whole thing having to involve the other male in what was supposed to be his personal drama only for it escalate to where the other ended up getting hurt just because he was being stupid for running away instead of facing his demons head on so to speak. all of this could have easily been avoided and the both of them wouldn’t here together only if zeke had sucked up and faced his said ex head on or at least somehow find them to talk things out between them instead of resulting things between them with violence like it currently was. " if only i knew what i know now all of this could be avoided instead of being such a coward i’m so sorry souta. " he added holding his head inside of his hands he couldn’t bear to even look at the other male not wanting to worry them anymore than he already has at this point. " don’t get me wrong friend i know you mean well , but i think i need to deal with this one on my own. "
mvxnn.
Love was such a complex emotion. One that Souta hadn’t bothered with until recently , but it still didn’t mean he understood it completely. He had been alive much longer than he ever expected , and things like love and affection were better left behind. Hunger and lust were things that seemed to keep him going , at least until he had met Nyx. ❛ Lost or not .. at that time it was what you needed and wanted. ❜ He didn’t believe in regretting things that you needed in the moment. Every situation was a lesson in more than one means. ❛ You’re blaming yourself for something you didn’t know at the time. Your ex though .. knew what they were doing and acting this way now is rather immature. ❜ A reckless vampire was dangerous , and Souta didn’t like to think that his friend was at risk. At the other’s dismissal he frowns , leaning forward to ruffle the other’s hair slowly. ❛ Telling me not to worry or not is useless friend. I’m going to help even if you don’t want me to. Hate me or not . .. but I don’t turn my back on those I care for. ❜
even if he knew that the other male meant no ill intentions in their words and just as he said they were just to help him out this situations as he obviously would be doing the exact same thing for the other if their roles were reversed without any questions or doubt in his mind he’d be doing and saying the exact same thing the other male was doing for him right now. but for some reason nothing was getting through that thick skull of his adamant that he should be dealing with his problems all on his own especially since he was clearly the cause all of this suffering and from his point of view he obviously had to correct of the wrongs his ex had committed tonight he almost felt obligated to do so as he obviously felt beyond bad that souta got caught in the cross fire so to speak when he should have been the one to be attacked earlier instead of his friend. letting out a soft sigh upon hearing their words thinking that there was no way that he could stop his friend from helping him now especially given how determined they seemed to lend a helping a hand towards him tonight so not wanting to cause any discourse between the both of them he reluctantly agreed to allow the other male to help him in order to solve the problem at hand. " fine then you’re right how do you propose we go about this then ?? " he never liked burdening others with his problems like this and always opted to resolve all if not majority of his problems all by himself , but as previously stated he didn’t want turn down his friend’s help at this point especially since they seemed like they were pretty much begging him to help him out of the mess the both of them were currently in.
