Im Back In Brisbane And The Busy City Used To Bring A Comfortable Invisibility - Tumblr Posts

But back in this city i am left feeling small. once this would have been comfortable, the chameleon daydream was something I so longed for.

here in a city i once would have died to move to, i want nothing more than to be packing up doddi in a town with no service, no power and shitty weather.

something changed. i met a girl who saw me, and maybe it wasn’t such a bad thing. maybe, just maybe, i wanted to be seen.

you see me. you actually see me, and not just some version of me that you want me to be.

suddenly the chameleon city is the furthest thing from what i want.

so i smile, breathe in, breathe out, and just listen. i hear the chatter of my found family,

…and the chameleon city shrinks.