Im Gonna Fucking Lose It One Of These Days And End Up In Jail I Swear To God - Tumblr Posts
I need the smiling friends for real... Something's gotta change brother... They made me try to clean an ISO stat and I didn't want to tell them I think I needed to get refitted for N-95s. It was also my break soon too and somehow my anxiety just ramped up, my rage blinded me, I had went outside for a bit and decided to come back inside. I just couldn't do it, it would have taken over an hour to clean two beds, one wasn't even stripped and they had other shit in the room as well. I'm about to the point of quitting or going to another hospital building instead. They SAY they are really fucking desperate for people and yet they push me to my limits. I struggle to talk to people when I get REALLY upset. I just feel like breaking shit but I try so hard not to. I don't know what to do though because I love this job. It's the best I ever had. But sometimes... Eh. I don't like that... But I think Doctor Monster Allan made me smile... I think I need to sleep or something... And BEFORE all this shit. My coworker I was working with most of the day misgendered my other work friend. I kept using he, but she kept saying she. I didn't know how else to correct her because I didn't want to get heated with this old lady friend I have from working over the past couple of years. Eh. It is what it is I guess. I'm done.
