Im Just Screaming Into The Void - Tumblr Posts

idk man i’m just screaming into the void

big feelings right now is there a way to just turn it off like a reset button i dont even know how to put it into words after 7+ years of infertility we decided to just not try anymore but not like 'not try' so hopefully something will happen like not try as in i got on birth control again and my hubs saw the doc about his low t which reduces sperm count if you didnt know now we decided to try again its always been me pcos/overweight/irregular periods/no ovulation the list goes on i dont want to do the meds again and the tracking my fucking cervical mucus and the scheduled sex i just cant handle it they took my husband off of testosterone which will increase sperm count and all that but what good is that gonna do if im broken i swore to myself i wouldnt feel like this again and here i am just big fat doing it anyway i probably shouldnt unload all my feelings on tumblr i’m just screaming into the void personal maybe too personal if you happen to have any extra good vibes send them my way

dude idk i’m just screaming into the void get things out use this as a public viewable diary may as well weirdly easier to say this shit to strangers than just....to people we know