Imsomeoneswife - Tumblr Posts

Now whenever I watched romance movies I used to feel sad because it would be a scene where the man would realize he was indeed in love with the woman of choice and think to himself that he is willing to change for her. I envied that a bit that would explain why I felt sadness deep inside. It triggered me to think about my past relationships and wonder why I was never looked at like that when I did my job, I did everything right. I cooked, cleaned, understood when he needed to have a "night out with the boys", offered plenty of shoulder and back massages, ironed his clothes, just literally everything you seen in a 50s housewife I did that. And yet I was cheated on time and time again. Manipulated and used in every way possible.

But this time.....this time it's something different. This time I'm the girl in the movie who has a man that actually wants to change for her. It feels good for once to be that women I envied in the movies. It makes me feel wanted, worthy, loved, cherished. Etc etc all the good vibes.

There was a couple of concerns I had with my guy. And after bringing them to his attention and coming close to a breakup, it's like over night he changed and made Hella improvements. I told him I noticed the improvements and it meant a lot to me. The movies I used to call entertainment fairy tales are finally coming true for me. And it feels so strange to be honest. The scenes of the women becoming wives in these fairytales, is now going to be me. 🥰 the love Is definitely real and seeing it 1st hand is uplifting me every day.

Diary entry #2 complete.