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I keep wondering why as an auditor I feel so burnt out and still anxious way after the busy season but then I remember the 12+workdays 5 days a week with extra hours on weekends and guys,I think my body got used to the torture and now I am an insomniac with constant chest pains and a lethargy that cannot be resolved by sleeping over 8 hours and doing nothing everyday. I thought I would feel less stressed and depressed after the busy season but the converse happened. I feel empty and purposeless (I have 3 exams in 2 weeks' time that I am yet to read anything about) and I have mental breakdowns everyday (Not exaggerating,any minor inconvenience triggers a depressive episode). I cannot enjoy my favourite hobbies eg F1 because any little mistake by my favourite driver spikes my anxiety. Anyways,do fellow big four auditors feel the same after the busy season? Please DM me with your experience and ways to combat this state. Or if you're in other high pressure jobs, please do so as well.