It's Just For Myself - Tumblr Posts

I really, really love the song Two Minutes by TAD, but I always try hard to avoid it because of personal triggers.

And now, while I'm working, it's on my playlist at random.

And, damn.

I went back to eight years ago, when I was forced to leave the man I loved with all my heart (and he loved me), but we tortured each other almost to death.

And so, mentally, I'm standing in this stupid autumn park again, where we loved to walk so much, in the middle of the night, and he shouts at me with tears in his eyes literally the phrase "if I'm good, will you come back?".

I'm shaking, but I think the abscess has opened up and I even feel better.

It turned out to be very therapeutic.