My Stupid Life - Tumblr Posts
Level of moral exhaustion and nervous overload - I drink yogurt straight from the bag and eat the soufflé with a fork. Lying on the floor. Making Chewbacca’s sounds.
Oh Gods, I took the plunge and ordered the bard from the second season from Funko, but I was so worried that I paid for the order twice 😅 This is just all me. GIVE ME MORE JASKIER, I should have all the Jaskiers in the world 🤣
I can't. my cat folded his paws like he was having a very serious conversation with me
I feel so bad that I can’t talk to anyone about music on a level of emotion. Well, I feel it somehow in my own way, and I am surrounded by people who know it academically. and break it down into techniques and notes, or, well, they hear, but don’t feel, or don’t listen at all. I started crying again today over Tchaikovsky’s Adagio from The Nutcracker, for example. and I have no one to share this with.
Last night I just went out to the store and slipped so badly on the ice that I think I broke my leg. I'll go to the doctor tomorrow. And today I move around, jumping around the house on the other leg with tears in my eyes.
Fuck you 2023.
Sublimating anxiety into cleaning the house is, of course, good for the house. But I got so carried away that I forgot to eat. And tomorrow I have a day off again, and only the ceilings remain unwashed🫠🤔
I really, really love the song Two Minutes by TAD, but I always try hard to avoid it because of personal triggers.
And now, while I'm working, it's on my playlist at random.
And, damn.
I went back to eight years ago, when I was forced to leave the man I loved with all my heart (and he loved me), but we tortured each other almost to death.
And so, mentally, I'm standing in this stupid autumn park again, where we loved to walk so much, in the middle of the night, and he shouts at me with tears in his eyes literally the phrase "if I'm good, will you come back?".
I'm shaking, but I think the abscess has opened up and I even feel better.
It turned out to be very therapeutic.
To celebrate that our lilacs, buttercups and dandelions bloomed at the same time, I sniffed everything I could and... now I’m sneezing all evening due to an allergy attack.
I don't regret anything 😑
OK, have you ever gone to the supermarket to the music from The Witcher: Wild Hunt?
I was just looking for a shelf with dairy products with Hunt Or Be Hunted, never before has buying yogurt in my life been so epic😅
I don’t know why this is here, but I’ll leave it for the sake of memory (the day when I was an opera extras actor😳)
One day, I'm gonna be asked the same question and answer in a similar way, only to tell them that the ear piercings were something I got at the age of 20 because I was sick of feeling like a total pussy for letting fear hold me back.
found an old comic (circa hot guy p.i. #2) that i never finished so