Its My Responsibility Or Whatever And Its Like No! You Dont Owe Anyone Anything. But Ig Ts Parmak Said About Him Feeling Compelled To Fix - Tumblr Posts
6 months ago
AU if Amsha and Richard were millennial parents with a Youtube channel:
“Life with the Bashirs!✨👨🏽🦱👩🏾🧑🏽🦱✨”
Forcing Julian to do toy unboxing videos
Amsha house tour
Richard launching a different snake oil product every three weeks
A day in the life video where Amsha drags Julian on errands around town and when he predictably gets overwhelmed and has a meltdown in a Tesco, she films it instead of being a parent
The “We’ve decided to homeschool” video
The “Julian’s autism is making homeschooling more of a challenge than we thought” video
Richard announces he’s launching a podcast
Prank video that ends with Julian crying
The apology video after they get cancelled for child abuse
Channel deleted. They’ve moved on to Tiktok.
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thinking about julian as a very small child will never not make me so fucking inconsolable holy christ
he ! fucking! deserved! so much! better!!!
he never got a chance to normal not once in his miserable life. they took everything from him including his very intrinsic personhood
‘theres no performance tonight’
is a perfect example of how they exploited him and made him perform for their own egos every chance they got
he was a doll for them to parade around and put on display and its honestly a wonder hes as normal as he is
bc the weight of the expectations and the secrets and the never being able to just be yourself is something that will follow you all ur life
its what made him fall in love with garak. its what made him go after s31 out of spite and some sense of ‘if I can fix this I can fix me.
its my responsibility’ or whatever and its like no! you dont owe anyone anything. but ig ts parmak said about him feeling compelled to fix
the world is why garak loves him is true. he wouldnt be him otherwise.
anyway I hate them both so much for what they did to him and I want to beat their fucking asses rn
crying over julian bashir’s tragic life again