It's Tough - Tumblr Posts

Don't think it this way that you'll have to "let him go" no. This is the time you cherish him more, love him more and wait. And when he returns he'll give all the love back with interest. Don't be sad they wouldn't like it. Just hmu hit me up when you feel sad. Cause even I feel like crying these days. Ik, its so tough even the thought of having to go through this again and again for ALL my boys is tough. But the actual time to not let them go and hold them tight in our heart. To remember that they're there for us like we are there for them too, in mind and heart.

Idk why am I writing this, maybe to get things off of my chest, but I just can't yet believe Hoseok is going already. we knew, we were ready but to actually go through the process of sending them off is so tough that I am not sure how it will leave me.

Being a introvert, I hardly ever make friends. I don't even want to meet new people and get to know them. I get absolutely 0 calls and texts from anyone other than my mum and dad. It is only @phenomenalgirl9 , who hits me up from time to time. hence, BTS plays the biggest part in pushing away loneliness from my life. And Jung Hoseok is practically someone hard to explain. He means so much to me that there are not right words to put it through. That man is not just an idol to me, I mean I am going to tattoo his name so.... yeah, he is a lot more.

Now letting him go like this, letting all of them go one by one, is tough for me. It's so damn tough. Idk what to do. I'm feeling extra emotional (maybe because I am on my period). I don't wanna work today. I wanna bang my head on my cubicle until my head cracks and cry out loud at the same time.

I'm finding it really hard to make anything right now, but I am finding it even harder to sleep, so take a Viede portrait