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I just love drawing them dancing! I won't ever stop!

(OG pic)

What happened to Jamie after Leona and Vil graduated from NRC a year before he did? (That’s if Leona graduated with Vil seeing as he’s been held back for so long already.)

I hope this is okay to ask. I really love your content ❤️

Hehehehe *rubs hands*

So Vil and Leona do their fourth year, Leona can't afford to be held another year considering his brother's wife seems to have him by the b*lls.

The three of them try to plan a couple things to do during the holidays before they all get swept up with internships and classes. Sadly Jamil has to cancel all of them because of ~*work*~ (and also because he gets chewed up by his family and other servants for having outdone Kalim at school and he's not having a good time).

That year has very little contact between all of them. Vil has taken actor gigs again so he's very busy, Jamil has school, and Leona is a moping wet cat refusing to do more work than necessary and missing his boyfriends. When they see each other again it's by video chats and once by chance because all of their schedules miraculously aligned.

None of them is happy about that year. They manage to see each other during Vil and Leona's graduation and try to plan again knowing they all have terrible schedules that prevents them from enjoying dating. The three of them are nothing if not stubborn. Vil and Leona can handle now that they are completely free to chose their schedules (though Vil's still remain quite busy) but Jamil is far from done.

The next few years leading to them marrying and Jamil being freed from his duties, Leona and Vil regularly take holidays in the Scalding Sands just to have the opportunity to get Jamil for a few hours. Leona is the one hanging around the most, Vil still has his actor gig going on.

Once Kalim takes over House Asim he allows and even encourages Jamil to take holidays and be with Vil and Leona a lot more, but he's still technically duty bound.

Basically, it's a whole mess that ends with Leona's patience dissolving into nothing and proposing.

But yeah, tldr: it's a mess of terrible schedules and all three of them hates it and Leona ends up snapping and proposing coz it seems he has less patience than his boyfriends.

PLEASE THAT'S PERFECT THANK YOU FOR ADDING TO IT!!!

I'm very Jamil centric coz he's my beloved, and I tend to write things from his point of view since he is the new one in the relationship, but I love what you did with Leona and Vil so much.

I love it I love it I love it omg

i love the n2 squad 🙇🏻‍♀️ please spare any angst crumbs if you have some

"I love the n2 squad, please make them suffer <3" Sorry that made me cackle xD Same tho

Angst 1:

Jamil is obviously very self conscious about his position compared to Leona and Vil. No matter what he stays stuck in his own mind about being a servant while they are (basically) royalty, being only vice Housewarden while they are Housewardens, being in second year while they are in third year, etc. He's seen with his own two eyes what Vil and Leona are capable of too.

He's not self-deprecating so much as he is frustrated. He wants to be worthy of them, he knows he can hold his own beside them. But he's still very self conscious and he hates it.

It comes in little things, but one of the scenario I've thought about is "kneeling" (no, not that kind, perverts /jk). Vil, while being the most perfect goddess ever, isn't actual royalty, and Jamil has knelt for him a few times while dancing and caring for his feet after wearing new heels for too long. With Leona though? Nope. He completely blocks. Just the thought makes him resent himself and Leona. But also Leona despises how obviously Jamil treats him and Vil differently.

(How do they resolve that? Well first they talk it out despite both being wound up. Vil acts as mediator.

And then Leona shocks everybody by kneeling to Jamil. He tries to even things out even though he can't change their situation. Yet. Because in truth he's such a sap that his very first thoughts about marrying his boyfriends happen here. He can even things out.)

(“Do you want a massage ?”

Leona and Vil’s attention crash on him with a weight that sends Jamil off balance. “What ?” he asks.

“You wish to massage my feet ?”

And Jamil realizes the implications of what he just said. There are massages and there is kneeling at one’s feet to attend to them. And Jamil has sworn to himself that he would never kneel again, that he would find a way to get back on his feet to stand as high and proud as Kalim, that no matter what he would never fake submission again.

It’s not fake here. Submission ? Maybe. Worship ? Definitely. But it’s not fake. Jamil would gladly go down on his knees for Vil, any and every time without a second thought, without shame. Because Vil wouldn't ask that of him. Vil doesn't need to belittle anyone to be able to stand over them, Vil would never belittle Jamil like that.

So Jamil goes down on his knees and lays a hand on Vil’s calf. “It’s alright,” he reassures them, and for once he means it. “Here.”

Vil only hesitates a couple more seconds before he gives one foot to Jamil.

While his hands work the blood flow inside Vil’s feet and calves, he takes a side look at the heels. They are brand new, Jamil sees, not even a single sign of wear on the soles. They have cut into Vil’s heels a bit so Jamil avoids the area and mentally notes to check into the bathroom for a first aid kit.

Vil sighs, melts into his seat, and Jamil smiles to himself.

And then Leona huffs. And it doesn't sound like a good thing.

Even Vil redresses in his seat to send an inquisitive glance at him. Leona just shakes a lazy hand toward them and turns on the bed for a nap. “Ignore him,” Vil says to Jamil. “He’s being petty.”

“Why, do you want a massage too ?”

Leona snarks a sardonic laugh. “As if you’d drop on your knees for me.”

And…

Jamil wouldn't. His hands halt on Vil’s feet. Jamil doesn't think he could kneel for Leona like he does for Vil, at least not without feeling resentful. The last thing Jamil wants is to find any reason to resent Leona. But things as they are, Leona’s status reminds him too much of the Asim.

He could kneel for Vil without feeling ashamed of himself. That man was no man, but a deity descended to earth in the form of the most gracious and beautiful being they could find. He has hordes of people willing to stand in lines for a second of his time, helpers all around him adjusting his clothes and makeup and hair. He worked hard to end where he is.

Leona is a prince. Born into royalty, possessing servants, and any time Jamil thinks too hard about them he’s unnerved.

Of course he loves Leona. Of course he’d do almost anything for him. But Jamil has been conditioned to serve and Leona is used to be served and Jamil just can’t.

He can’t.)

(Drabble I've had in my drafts for a while.)

Angst 2:

Another LeoJami but it's just too easy to imagine them at odds.

The first few months are... difficult, to say the least. Because while Jamil is very good at forethought, he's also used to have a very open and talkative ward. Leona though seems to be unable to express himself properly, barely saying a word, talking in riddles, etc.

Of course Jamil explodes at some point. "Can't you just be clear for once?! Do I have to play mind games whenever I talk with you?!"

Oh, but it's not just between those two. As I've once said, communication is a pretty difficult thing for them all. Vil isn't faring any better. He does keep things to himself far too much until he reaches breaking point, keeps his hardships from the other two until they have to physically restrain him into bed so he can take a break and talk to them.

(“Why are you kissing me ?”

Jamil thinks Leona has fallen asleep once more until the man finally moves, just enough to show his face to Jamil without actually releasing him.

He looks positively unimpressed.

“You are very slow on the uptake, Viper. Not the first time I guess.”

Jamil feels like punching him. Is that a quip about how long it took him to understand Leona's intentions back in Tartarus ?

“Contrary to popular belief, I cannot read people's minds,” Jamil says with gritted teeth. He's just good at guessing what Kalim wants from him since they have done it for so long, and people started thinking that's just a thing he does with everybody.)

(Short excerpt from my LeoJami fic)

Angst 3:

Also, for a few weeks after they start dating, Jamil is... very confused about Leona and Vil's flirting. When he talks like that to other, it's certainly not because he likes them, so it just sounds like they are fighting to him. It makes him a bit anxious for a while before he eases into the relationship and gets used to their love language and banters.

Plus, in my own headcanon Leona and Vil have been something for some time now, so Jamil also has the fun ordeal of carving his place into the relationship. Try to be with them and not with them. Leona and Vil have to learn to change their habits to make some place for Jamil, while Jamil has to assert himself. It... becomes angsty really fast until they are forced to tackle this issue.

(Jamil has never felt more awkward.

He’s in the back with Vil, Leona acting as their personal chauffeur, holding a manicured hand in his like it is the most natural thing in the world. And he feels awkward.

Vil and Leona have been bickering (flirting) ever since they got in the car and Jamil just doesn't know what he’s supposed to do. They have a snark in their flirting that Jamil could never reciprocate. He’s been bitchy with Leona a few times but that hadn't been flirting at all then. Leona just got on his nerves and Jamil had to exteriorize his annoyance somehow, it’s been in the form of arrogant remarks and biting threats that never once deterred Leona.

And he won’t even try with Vil. There’s no way he’s baring his fangs at him, even for a flirt or a joke.

So here he is, listening to a flirting Vil and Leona must have honed for years, and he feels like a complete stranger. He might as well not be here, he’s not even sure Vil and Leona would realize if he vaporized into dust.

It's not the first time he feels like that in only a week. Vil and Leona are assertive, Jamil is not. Vil and Leona have history. Jamil is brand new. Vil and Leona have their habits. And Jamil… well, his habits are to stay quiet to the side until the big shots ask something from him.

Jamil isn't complaining. They have been nothing but fantastic all week with him, Jamil must have reached the gates of heaven and been allowed in to enjoy such wonders. He wouldn't trade that for anything.

But… At times it feels like it's only Vil and Leona, and Jamil doesn't know how to dance around that. He's not sure if he should carve his way into their walls until he is completely nestled and they couldn't possibly remove him, or whether he should let them be just Vil-and-Leona, even when Jamil is around.)

(Drabble I've had in my drafts for a while)

Angst 4:

No, actually I'll keep this one for later 😏 Just know it involves a STYX rewrite with @aria-faye and it is veeeeery angsty (and soft. And angsty. And soft. And very angsty)

(Sneak brainstorm arts from the project fufufu)

Saw that angsty drawing you drew of Jamil crying in a dark corner saying he’s sorry over and over again…SOMEONE COMFORT HIM-

DONT WORRY HE HAS TWO BOYFRIENDS WHO WILL COMFORT HIM!

Imma blame @aria-faye for that one.

Don't skip leg days guys o/

Bonus

Have you thought of gender bend N2?

My dear, I think about it all the time.

You know, I regularly see Genderbend-Vil drawn super feminine and all (and don't misunderstand me, I love it! Slay Queen!), but the whole point of canon Vil is that he's the most GNC guy in the whole school. His whole vibe is that he makes everybody rethink their sexuality. I feel like Fem!Vil would be the same. I wanna see her in suits and turn girls into lesbians.

Also sporty Fem!Jamil owns my life. Bye~

THE STYX REWRITE PROJECT IS HERE FOLKS!

Oooh I'm so excited. Here's the little N2 squad angst project with @aria-faye I've been hinting at for a while. Be mindful, it can be a bit heavy at times, but it's so good I swear! If you're into it, can't wait to know what you think of it o/

Under cut are spoiler arts from the chapter (in case AO3 struggles to display pics) and a couple of brainstorming arts:

(Read left up, left down, mid up, mid down, right up, right down)

(Bonus: Rook, Epel, Idia and Ortho at the rescue)

(Bonus bonus: brainstorm art of Leona losing it)

New Fic Collab!

If any of you have been following @mellosdrawings and their Loser/N2 Squad art, this fic is for you! Mello and I have been working on this project together for a while, and we're currently 44K words and several dozen illustrations deep - though we're far from done! All the same, we've agreed to start uploading slowly while we work on the back end.

Without further ado...

An illustrated N2 Squad fanfic, by me (words) and Mello (art)!

Enjoy!! There's plenty more to come!

~N2 Beach Day~

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5

SECOND CHAPTER IS UP Y'ALL!!

We're getting on the healing and mushy part <3 Slowly but surely!

Like last time:

Spoilers arts for this chap under the cut

New Fic Collab!

If any of you have been following @mellosdrawings and their Loser/N2 Squad art, this fic is for you! Mello and I have been working on this project together for a while, and we're currently 44K words and several dozen illustrations deep - though we're far from done! All the same, we've agreed to start uploading slowly while we work on the back end.

Without further ado...

An illustrated N2 Squad fanfic, by me (words) and Mello (art)!

Enjoy!! There's plenty more to come!

~N2 Beach Day~

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5

~N2 Beach Day~

"I would've just used a wind spell to project myself out of the water."

"YOU DON'T HAVE YOUR MAGIC PEN ON YOU, JAMIL!!"

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5

I low-key want to ask hair headcanons of the 2nd Place Poly or LeoJamiVil

Like do any of them have specific routines for their hair, play with each other's hair, do they trust one more than the other to do his hair?

In terms of actual haircare, Leona does the bare minimum, Jamil has a semi complicated haircare though he spends most of the time taking care of them just remove the tangles, and Vil obviously is the one with the most intricate haircare.

(In the Future!N2 AU, Vil developed a whole haircare products set for Leona and Jamil to use. Their hair are ~*shining*~ thanks to it.)

Vil plays with Leona and Jamil's hair ALL THE TIME (or at least, whenever he manages to catch Leona and force him to be his playdoll). He brushes their hair, finds cute/handsome hairstyles to try, styles their hair for them, etc. Leona likes to play hard to get but both he and Jamil are more than content to let Vil have his fun.

Jamil sometimes play with Vil and Leona's hair too, so he is less patient that Vil and tends to rely on magic.

Leona really can't be bothered to style any hair, not even his own, but he does know how to do braids if Vil or Jamil can't do them by themselves.

(In the Future!N2 AU, Vil is the one who styles Jamil and Leona's hair every morning. When Vil is away on a movie set, Jamil purposefully leaves his hair down and only decorates it with some jewelry. It's kind of a love language between them, to leave the other do their hair.)

Overall they all trust each other with their hair. It's more about who wants to do it this time (and it's mostly Vil) than about who is capable.

~N2 Beach Day~

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5

My brain switched to silly time and I must know, if the N2 squad somehow end up in a tickle fight, who would win over who? Would tickle fights even be a thing??

Jamil is probably the most ticklish of the bunch. It seems the more anxious someone is, the more they tend to be ticklish, so he's probably the kind to immediately slap/punch/kick as soon as someone tries to tickle him.

Leona would be the exact opposite. Jamil tries to tickle him as revenge and there is absolutely no reaction from Leona. He just opens a lazy eye and goes back to sleep right after.

Vil would be somewhere in the middle. Ticklish in some places and not at all in others. He knows to defend his weak spots.

Conclusion: Jamil would totally lose a tickle fight (unless he knocks the other two off before they can even touch him lol)

~N2 Beach Day~

If you think two seconds about it, those three are some of the worst to put in a beach setting haha

Alright, that's the last part y'all! Coming back soon with more Wings!AU angst!

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5

THIRD CHAPTER IS UP!!

Spoilers arts for this chapter under the cut

And the bonus~

New Fic Collab!

If any of you have been following @mellosdrawings and their Loser/N2 Squad art, this fic is for you! Mello and I have been working on this project together for a while, and we're currently 44K words and several dozen illustrations deep - though we're far from done! All the same, we've agreed to start uploading slowly while we work on the back end.

Without further ado...

An illustrated N2 Squad fanfic, by me (words) and Mello (art)!

Enjoy!! There's plenty more to come!

The N2 Children

Koffi

A spry little girl who has far too much energy.

After a lengthy discussion, the N2 squad agreed to try for a kid. Leona now being the only one who doesn't mind mingling with another partner (polygamy is a staple for royalty in Sunset Savanah), he finds a good lady within the palace (probably a high ranked guard, very independent and energetic) that agrees to bear his child.

Koffi spends most of the time with her fathers but she does regularly hang with her mother too, though she calls her "Auntie" since Vil is her "Mama". Vil and Jamil are very friendly with Koffi's mother and they regularly have meals together.

Between her mother, Jamil, and Leona, Koffi has all the fighting training she needs to protect herself (and her brother).

Jamil is very good at handling Koffi since he has ADHD himself and is always moving (plus he is still used to Kalim’s antics.)

Urcon

A very curious and sweet child.

Vil just came home from a shooting one day with him in tow, and neither Jamil nor Leona questioned it.

Urcon learned cooking from Jamil and can't have enough of it. He also has a very weird obsession with poisons that neither Jamil nor Vil are responsible for, so they both have to regularly warn him against poisons. It doesn't seem to work at all though.

While he isn't one to fight, too busy having fun in nature to bother with annoying people, regularly wrestling with Koffi and Leona has taught him the basics. He is already pretty tall for his age and, as he grows up, the regular training gives him a rather impressive muscle mass.

Urcon gets along VERY WELL with Uncle Rook.

Koffi takes her role as big sister very seriously and regularly tells bullies off from her baby brother. She can be a bit loud and obnoxious about her role, sometimes butting in even when she is not needed.

Those two can become very competitive, to the point their fathers have to bodily separate them before they start throwing hands.

Most of the time though, Urcon is the one to keep Koffi from fighting. He drags her to come check anything he finds interesting, from little animals to his baking. Koffi doesn't always understand Urcon's interests ("Why are you showing me an acorn?") and can lose patience fast, but she does her best to still be supportive.

Mama and papa were fighting 😦

Yeah I had them fighting once too,

And Vil and Jamil too,

(He stares at you like that coz he wants to-)

But DAMN Leona and Jamil just keep fighting ALL THE TIME!!! (AND I TOOK NO SCREENSHOT so here are old doodles instead)

Hair swap part 1

Leona's hair is... something. And Vil looks naked without the half up, it's so weird...

[Part 2] - [Bonus]

(Jamil looks perfect, as usual)

Hair Swap part 2

I feel like I've done Vil so dirty!! I'm sorry my queen!

[Part 1] - [Bonus]