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stress reliever (m.)
pairing ⇢ kim line x reader
genre/warnings ⇢ smut | accidental voyerism | foursome | double penetration | anal | oral (f & m receiving) | toys | mxm | panty stuffing | cum eating | squirting | use of slut, whore, etc | pussy slapping? | unprotected sex | multiple orgasms | guys i’m c r y i n g while writing these warnings
words ⇢ 5k
summary ⇢ the boys have some creative ways to relieve stress
notes ⇢ MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! i don’t celebrate it but i saw a post about the kim line and i can assure you that I do celebrate that
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No, Seokjin was the epitome of calculated control, had you eating out of the palm of his hand with one simple word. One look and you were his.
And fuck, if that didn’t make you melt.
To be honest Ash, you made my heart melt.
I actually read this last night, but I was a bit too tired to type out my thoughts which is why I’m here now. Before I started typing this though, I reread the story again to recollect my thoughts and figure out what I wanted to say, but first, I would like to mention how excited I was to read this. I mean, I kept checking back to your account and making a mental note of when this was dropping so that I could be prepared for it, but even with all of the preparation down, my feelings were all over the place. It was like watching the Super Bowl or something (but I don’t like football, and you and your writings are eons better than that), but honestly, thank you for this story. Seriously. It made me so happy to get your notification that it was out, and I was speeding through the rest of my studying to get to read this last night.
Okay, rambling aside now, I knew that this story would be good, but after rereading it again, I still can’t help the jitters I feel every time I think back upon it. Like this story was so. Damn. GOOD! Ash, I know that you said that this story was supposed to be half of what it is now, but thank goodness for allowing me to be able to stay in their world a little bit longer. Let me feel all the things I felt for just a little bit longer.
I loved how you wrote Seokjin. Carnal and sexy, but also sweet and charming and just an overall loveable character that I would do anything for. I loved how you took your time building up their characters even after that first intense scene, and having Seokjin sort of build a boundary for himself to not hurt her and take care of the main character was a treat and something that I loved as well. Having him establish boundaries through communication not only through sex but just in their general relationship was also heartwarming to read and I know that you took your time on creating that. The ending where she asked if she was her boyfriend made me giggle. That was cute, and it was a good segway from their love-making to just show who they are as friends, and as people who care about each other.
Thank you so much Ash for this. This truly made my night/morning all the better, and I’ve always enjoyed writing to you. The way you create characters, establish relationships, and build worlds is nothing less than phenomenal and you seem to always raise the bar each and every time. Thank you again Ash!! ILY!!! And I’m sending you all of my love.💕
In the Dead of Night
banner courtesy of the wonderfully talented @dee-ehn !
Word Count: 14.5k
Pairing: Vampire!Jin x Reader
Genre: Vampire!AU, friends to lovers, smut, fluff
Warnings: dom!Jin, sub!Reader, non-gory blood and knife injury (it’s there, but mostly humorous and/or with very little specific description), biting (like actual biting), vampire compulsion (nothing concerning consent-wise), marking, hair pulling, grinding, size kink, spanking (hand), fingering, praise, oral (f receiving), unprotected sex, creampie, aftercare
Rating: 18+
Summary: Courtesy of my roommate, who summarized my story much better than I ever could:
A/N: It’s finally here! I meant for this to be about half the length and be released more than a week or 2 ago, but as you very well know, things don’t exactly go as planned in 2020. Regardless, I enjoyed writing this fic a lot, so please let me know what you think!
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Saturdays at 3 am were supposed to be peaceful.
Well – at your apartment, that is. You couldn’t account for whoever elected to roam the streets of downtown at night.
But what was definitely not supposed to be happening was being awoken from your deep slumber by furious pounding on your front door.
Oh, for fuck’s sake.
When you glanced groggily over at your alarm clock and saw the time, you could have screamed.
Just as you reached for your phone to call the cops on whatever psychopath was probably waking up your entire floor, your screen lit up with a text.
Suckjin [03:19]: plz open ur door
Oh, for fuck’s sake.
Sliding out of bed, you hissed as your bare feet hit the cold hardwood.
This had better be fucking worth it.
Plodding out of your bedroom on tiptoes to avoid as much contact with the floor as possible, you made your way to the front door without even bothering to throw on shorts under your oversized t-shirt.
Whatever. You were sure that brat has seen thighs before.
While the knocks had thankfully quieted for a moment, he started up again just as you reached the door.
Before he could even dare bang his fist against the wood again, you were turning the deadbolt and whipping the door open, readying your fiercest glare for the broad man standing before you.
Right as you opened your mouth to start cussing him out, he sprung towards you, hands pushing you further inside your apartment and shutting the door before you could even blink.
When he turned to face you again, hands on his stomach, you prepared for the verbal onslaught you were about to send his way.
“Just what in the absolute hell do you think you’re-”
When your eyes naturally followed the path of his arms down to his stomach, what you saw there shut you up immediately.
Wide-eyed, you took a step back, eyes never leaving the sight before you. He-
As your breath quickened, a (miraculously clean) hand shot out to cover your mouth gently, though you were sure he was ready to clamp down at a moment’s notice.
“Please don’t scream.”
When you were finally able to break your gaze from his abdomen and look at his face instead, pleading eyes locked with yours, his skin paler than usual.
As frightened as you were, you calmed some when you processed the fact that he seemed to be standing before you just fine, albeit the fact that his eyes appeared somewhat unfocused.
You nodded, reaching a shaky hand up to remove his from your face, shivering at how cold and clammy he felt.
When you could speak again, you spent a few moments collecting your thoughts before you opened your mouth again.
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Your lips meet like wings brushing against each other: soft and fluttering, finding a path through the air with ten thousand questions etched into each feather. He wraps one of his long arms around your back, spreading his fingers wide and pressing you lightly into his chest, all the while his opposite hand brushes so lightly and tenderly against your cheek, guiding you ever closer, ever deeper into his affections.
“You,” he whispers against your lips, “are an absolute gift.”
There aren’t a lot of stories that have put me in this position. Me, reading this hours earlier, then reflecting over it (enough to make me take a nap in the middle of my thoughts), and finally come back to read it over again to where I am now. Writing to you, still partially stunned but at least my thoughts are somewhat more tangible.
Even though I kind of knew what was coming a few weeks earlier when you mentioned this in the discord chat, I feel like it did nothing to stop the blow to my heart that I felt once I finally got my hands on this. Everything was just so...sweet and raw and enchanting. You can tell how much Seokjin likes the main character. The way he tends to her, the way he touches her. Soft and supple. Controlled and conscious for the sake of his rank, but of course, emotions don’t always lie in blatant actions, now do they? And the main character is clever and bright. Knowing where to prick and prod to get the answers that she is so desperately wanting to hear. And I would too if I were harboring a crush for four years! (her acting skills were A+ too if I do say so myself). She’s a romantic at heart. Seokjin is as soft as he is charming, and he is most definitely very charming, and everything was just so….Gaahhh! You know?
And I know that I literally say this every time I read a story of yours, but I want to repeat myself again because you blow my mind again and again: Your writing, your words, are art. They make me feel so much no matter what time of the day, or what I’m doing. There are so many lines that have made my heart leap to my throat because of just how evocative they are:
He continues to stare at you, eyes tracing the shadow of your brow, the press of your lips, the mound of your warm cheeks. Your confidence crumbles in his silence.
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Finally, his eyes flick up to yours. It’s there. The answer. But he remains silent, his breath moving through his chest, and then through you. The stillness of the moment — being held by the man you can’t get out of your mind — mixed with the bitter taste of a lingering question. You can’t. You can’t hold it all, not in one body: the tenderness of his being and the acrid promise of his rejection.
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You wait for the sound of the doors to your bedroom slamming shut and Jin leaving, but you must be so lost in yourself that the sound never comes. It’s just the wind, howling. The beating of your heart in your chest. The bite of something that tastes like regret nibbling at your throat.
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It’s too difficult to resist reaching up for him, pressing your fingers lightly against the arc of his neck and drawing his lips back to where they belong: against yours. You’re not sure how, but each time he kisses you it’s a whole new world. This time, it’s spring. Ice melting against the promise of warmth. He melts against your touch and you wrap your legs around his waist.
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He holds you like he has so many times before, but this time there’s a new edge to his gaze. Trust. He knows you’re his. Knows that the blossoming purple on your neck and the breath coming quickly from your lungs are marks of him. That even if the red blessing of dawn tears him from your bed and your arms that this moment is marked, is held, by him.
And so many more that I just wanna rush over to you and give you the biggest hug and all of the smooches in the world because I want to know what is going on in that beautiful brain of yours.
There was something so unbelievably soft about this story. Like cotton candy and vanilla. Enough to make me as if I was wrapped in a warm hug and make my throat tight with just the pure indulgence of it all. This story is classic blue and coral mixed together: the standing of what their relationship is supposed to be by the external eye served as a background for how intense their true feelings are for one another. It’s passionate and sweet. Their lovemaking was so passionate and sweet that it could outdo the Twix bar I was eating earlier with how weak I was in the knees I was getting. And the ending!! It was so sweet. It was oh so sweet and soft and funny, and I just adore them so much. I wish the best for them. Truly.
Thank you so much Willow for making my day. My heart has grown 10000000% bigger in my chest. Thank you for nourishing it. I’m so unbelievably thankful and grateful for you. I’m sending you all of the love in the entire galaxy even though that is far less than what you actually deserve. One day though, I’ll find a way to give you something even more magnificent. 💕
the bodyguard | ksj
pairing: bodyguard!jin x reader
genre: smut, fluff
rating: explicit
wc: 5k
summary: As your bodyguard, keeping you safe from the world comes with rules for Kim Seokjin. But you’re used to getting what you want, and you want him.
warnings: nudity, pining, makeout, YN always gets what they want, public sex, exhibitionism, unprotected sex (pls be smarter than these fictional characters), creampie, fingering, oral sex, multiple orgasms, fluff, oh my god so much fluff.
AN: The first part of this fic was written entirely wined up with the INTENTION OF IT BEING A DRABBLE. The second part of this fic was written with the intention of showing all the love to Jin, but then came the idea of smut and bam here we are. 1 million thank yous to @jin-fizz, who beta’d this at the very last moment and helped me rearrange some things. SMOOCHES to you, you lovely!
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“something about him makes you flounder for words in a language that has become more familiar than the sound of your own name.”
Cha, I know that you said that this drabble was just something “random,” but to me, it is so much more than that.
Whenever I come across a piece of yours, I always find myself startled by the way you write. By the way you touch my heart and pull on its strings. Every word of yours is something to be cherished. Held. Remembered for time. You make me want to reflect upon everything, and this is no different.
You make falling and being in love feel so free. So light. It’s like the refreshing feeling of the morning when you’re laying in bed, and your mind is clear, and the oncomings of the day haven’t settled yet. It’s peaceful. Quiet. Soft. Comforting. Bright and brilliant. Everything that you would associate with that time of day, and I can understand why the title of this drabble fits so harmoniously. I love the way that Seokjin and the main character express their love. Even though this was only a drabble, I felt so full from not only your words but the in-between. The things that aren’t there, but you feel deeply inside even so.
Thank you so much, Cha for making my heart and mind feel so at ease. I adore you! Thank you, and I’m sending you so much of my love💕
on my pillow | ksj x reader (M)
pairing: seokjin x reader
rating: 18+
genre: fluff, smut
word count: 760
warnings: brief mentions of sexual situations and activities - including oral sex and penetrative sex, language. summary: you see him. you are lost for words. 6 years pass. you see him again. you are lost for words again. stuff follows.
a/n: story based completely on this particular picture. i have severe writer’s block and am struggling to finish the fics that need to be posted next week. but for now, here is a random drabble. this is for the lovely miss mai @jinpanman who was utterly distracted by the seokjin dicon video. ily mai.
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This took alot longer than necessary. Mainly because I was trying to think of a Christmas pun for this story and totally blanked, so I’ll just let Namjoon and Yuna take the reins (ba dum tss!😂) (That was totally unplanned for btw..I’m sorry that was cheesy LOL!!!)
This story was so well done. From the beginning, I was hooked. The conversation with Hoseok at the grocery market was so entertaining and even though I’ve never been in the situation first hand, my friend has. So when the main character was shaking her phone, I could see that so clearly in my mind and I giggled, which also made my mom question what exactly was so entertaining for me...Ha😅
Anyways, all of the characters in this story were so animated, of course in their own ways. You have, of course, the main character who is trying (and failing) to hide her feelings about her ex-husband, Seokjin, who is without a doubt so wonderfully construed. Then you have Namjoon, the main character’s co-worker who’s a bit awkward but has this attractiveness about him that slowly seeps in certain moments (the part when he squeezed the main character’s knee under the table??!? I know that that was supposed to be reassuring, but that made me blush a little). And then of course, you have Hoseok who is trying to keep everything together for this party and Yoongi whose personality is just the best. I love him and his humor so much. He was literally the definition of this the entire time.
Oh, and I can’t forget Yuna and Jungkook sneaking in. You know, at first, I thought that Yuna was metaphorically young. You know, young in the way that some people may think someone who is in their late twenties/early thirties may be confused for five years younger because they know how to take care of their skin and live as unproblematically as possible but nooo. She's like...young young (I laughed when you called her a “sexpot”). I also didn’t know what an actuary was and had to look it up, but I’m clapping for her. I also hope that Yuna and Namjoon continued their relationship after because they seemed to really hit it off. They're cute.
The entire dinner scene, with Hoseok looking between the main character and Seokjin like this 😐😑, Namjoon trying to prevent first-degree murder, and Yoongi...being Yoongi was oh so genius and entertaining. That was honestly my favorite part, and I'm smiling even now as I remember it.
I also really loved the build-up to the end. I mean, you know that it’s going to happen because of your amusing tags (can I add “quarreling during coitus”?), but it was nice feeling the tension between the two steadily boiling until it reaches its climax. Like Ana, this part?!?!?
“Are you insane?” you pant, taking a step back.
Seokjin advances on you until you have nowhere to go, back flush against the bathroom sink.
“If I am,” he growls, eyes flashing, “It’s because you made me this way.”
Good lord! In my head I was screaming not only during this, but during the rest of the scene. Oh, and this:
“Always have to have the last word,” Seokjin pants, “You are a pain in the ass.”
There’s little heat in that barb.
If anything, there’s something fond about the way he says it -- something fond about the way he looks at you when he leans forward to anchor the fingers of one hand deep in your hair. The fingers of the other hand grip tightly against the edge of the sink as you run your tongue against the underside of his cock.
Even though they’re at each other’s necks, both figuratively and literally, it was sweet in the way they were pointing out each other’s habits/ pet peeves, but you could still feel how much they like each other and how they might possibly still be in love with one another. It was sexy and intimate, but in their own way and it was nice to read.
And the ending with the socks😂😂😂 LMAO!!!! That was really cute though, and I'm glad that they're giving Seokjin and her are giving their relationship a second shot. They deserve it and I hope that they stay happy together.
Thank you so much Ana for your wonderful words. I adore you so much. You take my breath away each and every time I read a story of yours, and this was no different. I hope that this holiday season has been treating you well. I’m sending you all my love.💕
last christmas | ksj x reader
summary: it was bound to happen, eventually. after months of near misses at barbecues and birthdays, there’s no avoiding your ex-husband at hoseok’s annual christmas bash. but it’s fine, totally fine, because you’re both adults – and you’ve both brought dates and booze. what could go wrong?
pairing: seokjin x reader
word count: 9.0K
rating: 18+
genre: exes to lovers, smut, snark, snarky smut, extra snark
warnings: SNARK, neurotic!hoseok, instigator!yoongi, angelic!namjoon, one super sexy baby lady, emotional constipation, sexual repression, one ill-timed waxing, bickering during banging, sniping during smutting, fighting during f – let me not beat a dead horse here – unprotected sex, bad manners, inconsiderate behavior, terrible accounting jokes, no actual sweaters were harmed in the making of this fic
a/n: hey, you! wanna read something super silly and smutty? FANTASTIC. this is my contribution to the “rockin’ around the christmas tropes” collab. my trope is EXES TO LOVERS and this is my take on the madness. i really love and admire the authors in this collab so much @untaemedqueen @ladyartemesia @ppersonna @underthejoon @yeojaa @snackhobi and the boo who is not an author but still every bit as vital to our stories, @hobi-gif 💕
“We’re one week out and you still haven’t told me what I can bring, Hobi.”
You drop a bag of tomatoes into the basket hooked into the crook of your arm as you balance your phone between your chin and shoulder.
“Bring booze,” Hoseok mutters. He sighs deeply before adding, “Bring a lot of booze, actually.”
The little old lady trailing behind you is unprepared for the abrupt stop you make in front of the bananas. She scowls as she’s forced to sidestep and you shoot her an apologetic look.
“Hoseok,” you drag his full name out slowly, carefully. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
Your knuckles go white around the onion in your hand as you wait through his uneasy silence.
“It means… that Seokjin is going to be there.”
The tantrum you have right in the produce section of Dongdaemun Market is quick and soundless – just a few frantic seconds in which you rip the phone away from your ear and shake it violently mid-air. Beside you, the old lady goes from scowling to smirking as she grabs her bananas.
You shoot her another look – this time dirty – as you press the phone back to your ear and do your best to sound casual.
“Oh?”
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If the world had its fair share of handsome men, then you were satisfied with your cut of laying eyes on Kim Seokjin five days a week, and even the odd Saturday of deadlines and overtime.
Hi Kay!
I know that I told you that I was already on like chapter 3 when I first messaged you, but I actually binge read all of the chapters, and now I’m here. Rereading this story again so I can make my thoughts more cohesive and less KAYDAHIHDIJDAJJDKKPDAKP-like. Not that “KAYDAHIHDIJDAJJDKKPDAKP” is bad, it’s just I have a lot to talk about, and I’m not sure that could condense all of my feelings into one (though it comes pretty damn close to it). This was a personal choice though, one that I made once I realized I had dug myself into a fairly deep hole and nothing except for sleep and the digits on my clock were going to hold me back from continuing reading this phenomenal story.
I was constantly toeing the line of thinking, "If you can still understand these words, then read another chapter", and the grip that this story had on me (and still does have on me) is unmatched. Effleurer reads like a movie. I've never been so captivated by a story, by a plot and its characters, by some of the deep and sentimental connections that I too have encountered at one point in my life, and others that I’m excited to touch upon since it’s new and I wanted to have time to flesh them out in these reviews. So, without further ado, let's go.
On Twitter, I always see you and our mutual friend's tag and talk to you about this series, and over the past year or so, this story has been one that has been kept near the front of my mind but I haven't had the perfect time to read this. Now though, I'm oh so glad that I have and that I did.
The main character is like fire. From the combined knowledge due to me reading ahead, I can say that she's so bright and vibrant and beautiful even though she can be dangerous to touch (something that Seokjin just so happens to be experiencing at the moment). She's logical and charismatic, but she also likes to let her emotions guide her in ways that (mostly) end up being quite fruitful to her in the end.
It was no wonder everyone loved theorizing how he must have had a secret life filled with some measure of debauchery. Maybe he was into drugs and prostitutes, or maybe he was in the witness protection program. Maybe he was using the business in a grand money laundering scheme. The most popular theory involved him spending many a late evening with the CEO's daughter. Someone always had a new titillating story that made up for his all too perfect persona.
Seokjin is someone who I didn't think would tilt my world on an entirely different axis, but he has and I cannot stop thinking about him. (also, have you seen the concept photos?!?! OMG)
No, because this is ridiculous.
Anyways, there's a softness about him even during the times where he is...not so soft. He's just as comforting as he makes my mind go blank later on in the series, and the way you shaped and molded him throughout is so wonderful! He's truly a gold coin, charming in the way that he's someone that you made my heart beat a different rhythm for and my heart cannot become any more full of adoration because of that.
Now, when it comes to Namjoon, I will fully go out and say SSKSKAKAKAKAKKAKAL AAHHHHHHH!!!!! He could ruin my life and I'd say thank you. Okay, that's all for now.
And oh, Sehun, uhhh...what an ass! I already know that he’s going to pop back up somewhere spewing bullshit👀, but he's a character that I think is needed, and you did such a wonderful job setting him up in the story. He's someone that I love to hate, and I'm oddly grateful to have that connection to him in that way.
I'm kind of going a bit off the rails now because these are a few extra things that I noted, but when it came to this part:
"So does that mean you won't mind if I take tomorrow off?" You already knew his answer before he spoke, but you asked anyway to keep up pretenses. Most people in your company had to give at least two weeks advance notice for days they planned not to show up. But you and the three other account managers under Seokjin never had to worry about it. You couldn't count the times on your fingers that Seokjin had told you no because he never had.
“Well when you ask me so nicely, how could I possibly say no?” he responded, fingers already at his keyboard scheduling your time off in the system.
...How ironic. And this:
"I heard he took a vow of celibacy," Jihye said in disgust.
I’m biting my tongue😶.
And tell me why I thought that there was an actual kidnapping and that this fic was going to turn dark, but it was just Seokjin and his humor lol.
The card for Luxe is beautiful as well!! It reminds me of my playlist aesthetic and it even has the same name (kind of), but I was just so in awe with everything in the story that I couldn't slow myself down. I also listened to the song you recommended for this chapter, 9lives, and it is the perfect song for this. The lyrics, especially the intro, were a good setup to possibly foreshadowing what's going to happen next😉.
Thank you so very much Kay. Sorry that this was so long-winded, but I can't wait to come back and write to you about the other chapters. See you soon!! 💕💕💕
éffleurer | 01
There were always whispers in your office about what secrets Seokjin hid behind his clean image. Now, you knew at least one of them.
Chapters: 01 02 03 04 05 06 07 08 09 10 11 12 13 14 15
Pairing: Seokjin x Female Reader
Genre: CFO!Jin AU; Smut
Word Count: 4,900+
Warnings: Profanity, mentions of sex, mature themes
Notes: Sections entirely in italics denote a flashback
At your illustrious accounting firm, Seokjin was only known to be an all-around good guy, the type to spend his weekends attending charity events where he handed over huge checks or buying backpacks filled with supplies for school drives. Last year, he had even headed a project to help local businesses fix their struggling budget books, saving countless small shop owners throughout the district.
And with luck on your side, after being hired into this proverbial den of wolves, you found yourself blessed with a boss whose kindness and good looks were only overshadowed by the trust the CEO seemed to have in him and the results he brought in for the company. Results you now had the pleasure of helping him bring in. And if anyone was more than pleased with making Seokjin happy, it was you.
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《"Only you"》
To be completely honest, I've been holding onto my notes for the rest of the chapters of Effleurer for the absolute longest, so being able to sit down for a few moments and actually construct my thoughts to something more than just !!@&@&@* is really comforting and cathartic. The characters and the story that you have outlined are so good. Absolutely wonderful, and technically this is my third time going through the story up to chapter 15 (chapter 16 I'm holding back on for a personal treat). I feel like this story is more than just sex, in my opinion. It's about trust and power and learning how to balance those two both in different circumstances. It's about knowing that "dominance" and having power or control over someone is because it was given to them, and technically, anyone can be powerful no matter the circumstance (And love how you made the distinction between power and dominance: "But you thinking about my tongue and my fingers when you touch yourself? That's power. You not wearing panties because I want you to bare your ass to me whenever I see fit? That's domination."). And more so, this helped me learn to be a badass in heels.
I feel like two relationship dynamics are shown between Seokjin and the main character: there's the one that's immediate and centers around sex and the one that's waiting in the background like a fog, focused on their own interpersonal relationship. Their own propinquity (wink wink) continues to build and build the more they spend time with each other. I knew that it was there because there's this tingling sensation in the pit of my stomach, something like a mix between caution and butterflies, but it's a rather nice feeling. But from chapter two, you can see how they sort of dance around each other. They know what they want, but they don't know the extent of where the line should be drawn because they've just now established a new dynamic in their relationship that once started as more professional. I loved how you showed that, and detailed how they should approach one another, all the while, that first instance of sexual tension hovered in the background.
It was one thing to have random strangers checking out your body; that was exhilarating. But Seokjin was someone you had to see on a business level quite a few days a week. And the way his smile seemed to grow while he took you in, if only for a moment, it left you feeling a little vulnerable.
(Also, this part:
“Did I give you permission to put your hands on me, angel,”
MSKSKAKAA ANGEL?!?!?!?
And I knew that the chime would go off but man was I punching the air when it did.)
But from there, you start to see them relax a bit more. Become more talkative with their playful and flirtatious banter, but ground rules are also established, bringing them back to earth. I love the fact that the main character emphasizes wanting to work together in this new relationship, and I love how Seokjin gives her a way out just in case any second thoughts are being made. He takes a lot of care with her and their relationship both at the office and inside his home, and to me, that's really admirable. And I think from here, this is where the line between just sex and emotions that have the possibility of becoming more of their emotions begin to blur and dwindle a little. They become more open in talking to each other about their background and personal lives, we get to hear Seokjin speak about his previous relationship, the “dream” (which I knew from the beginning wasn’t a dream!! So I was really happy when I was right), but more so, we get to see this new level of trust being built between the two. Also, we get to read more information on what BDSM actually entails and the mentioning of safewords (whenever big, glaring things like safewords come into play, I usually tend to be a bit more observant because sometimes they are used. I'm not really sure how so for this story because there's a lot of trust and communication between these two, and the only instance I remember it being said was a reminder. But that entire notion or concept is called Chekhov's gun (thank you, my old English teacher).
I’d like to sidetrack for a moment and mention how mature Seokjin is in this. He and the main character both are obviously for their ages, but he brings in a new breath to things. Makes trivial things feel not so big, so I really appreciate him and the character you made him out to be. He feels safe, which made me like this part at the end of chapter 5:
Seokjin : Thank you
Seokjin : For trusting me to take care of you
Seokjin : I promise I will
I’m going to take another slight detour and mention how well created all of the side characters are in this story. From Namjoon, to the main character’s mom and Seungjun, to Jieun (She's really funny and a great friend and i love her, okay), Sehun, Yoongi, Sooyoung...each and every one of them has a purpose. They don’t feel like they’re there to fill in some gap, but they actually bring something worthwhile to not only the characters and the story itself but to the readers. Some of the conversations that were held actually made me stop and reflect more about my own life and relationships, and I thank you for that, Kay. Thank you for making this story feel whole and comforting in a way even though I know that there’s a lot of sex or conversations about happening throughout this.
Okay, going back, I love chapter 7 because this is a chapter where some important conversations are had and the beginning of another arc I'd like to think. We have the one with Jimin where he’s questioning and making sure that the main character isn’t be used or anything, but we also have one between Seokjin and the main character that revolves around their trust and making sure that nothing was being questioned, which I think was well done. But, where things are at a high, the lows can be astronomical, and the scene where they get caught by Yoongi and Sooyoung (who aren’t any better necessarily in this situation) made my heart free fall to my stomach (in the words of past Kharli’s notes, it was “fucked squared...figuratively and literally”). It was something that I had expected, but I just wasn’t expecting it then. I’m glad that it happened though because Yoongi said that he loved Sooyoung and my heart went soft.
As we go more in-depth into Seokjin and the main character’s lives, I could feel a tone shift. It felt a little darker because things are coming to be more intense. Passage markers of the book can be found in certain chapters for one. The sexual encounters that they’re having are becoming heavier (cough cough chapter 12 cough), yet all the more loving at the end of things. Still, also, we go more into depth about the company and the foreshadowing in terms of the company, Yoongi and his family, and upcoming decisions that will probably ultimately put some characters in an uncomfortable situation. We also see Sehun, which was actually another favorite of mine because of how well-written it was, and because you made me hate him in 0.0145578 seconds (but also Hoseok was there too, so it was better and he's so sweet), and also get a chance to look more into the relationship dynamics between the main character and her parents which I could empathize with a bit in terms of having a detached relationship with one of them, so that part made me feel less alone and comforted a bit.
I feel like I’ve been talking so much, and I have, so I’m going to wrap this up. But overall, I love this story and the characters so much. I love that you included the talk with Jieun talking about Jungkook’s butt because that made me laugh and her talk about gut instincts because they’re real. I love the neighbor Mrs. Cheong and how she’s so protective over the main character. I love chapter 13 because we see more into what Seokjin does outside of work and the fact that people called the main character “Mrs. Kim” which AHDSDKSJSJJOJ!!!! And he held her hand throughout the meeting. I, once again, love Namjoon in this because he’s so cheesy but romantic and I love him. I love Yura's introduction and I'm so curious and interested to learn more about her and her relationship with Seokjin as the story continues. I also love how you touched on menstruation and the fact that you don’t shy away from it (not that you should in general be shy about periods), but I don't really see a lot of stories with that, and it made the characters feel more real and tangible and just...thank you. So much, Kay. I wish that there was a better way to let you know how much I appreciate this story, but more so, you.
I also have a theory that I’m just going to copy straight from my notes because it made me laugh ("Okay I have a theory:
The mc might be close to accepting the job in Taipei and so that's when Seokjin rails her and let's her suck his dick")
Idk if it’s going to be true, but I can’t wait to read how this all plays out, and it makes me wonder who’s going to fall first. I forgot to mention that I love all of your music choices for each chapter, especially the first one because it was set up so well with that song. Thank you so so so so sooooo much, Kay, for your beautiful words. I’m sending you so much love across the cyberspace.
éffleurer | 15
There were always whispers in your office about what secrets Seokjin hid behind his clean image. Now, you knew at least one of them.
Chapters: 01 02 03 04 05 06 07 08 09 10 11 12 13 14 15 16
Pairing: Seokjin x Female Reader
Genre: CFO!Jin AU; Smut
Word Count: 7,300+
Warnings: Profanity; Corporate office culture; Mature themes; Sexual content; Dom/sub relationship; Anal fingering, Orgasm denial, Light bdsm
The next morning you were in Seokjin’s office before his ass had barely grazed the leather of his high-backed office chair.
“CEO Min said you approved me starting a new project for the Taipei location,” you hurled at him, bending forward and placing your hands atop his desk. “You and I never talked about this or how it would affect my current workload.”
Seokjin had first looked up at your approach into his office with nothing more than curiosity. Understanding now dawned in the chestnut of his eyes. He lifted the clear, plastic cup in his hand, chunks of ice bobbing inside his Americano.
“Y/N, can I at least finish my coffee before you put your entire foot down my throat?”
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《"Naija, you better keep a close eye on those two. Especially that one,” he said, jerking his chin at you. “She hates following instructions.”》
Finally being able to take the time and write a review for this chapter was heaven-sent. I remember reading this fairly close to after you posted it, and about two months later, I'm sitting here, going back and forth from looking at my screen and the notes on my phone, wondering why the absolute hell I didn't do this earlier? And I know that this part was sort of a chapter that wasn't supposed to be a chapter, but I'm also realizing that every time I do look at my notes, the scenes and images you created here were just so salient, and I'm happy that you decided to write this.
I'm also glad that within the first few paragraphs of this chapter I was able to embed the images of Seokjin and Namjoon in my mind.
Seokjin, dressed casually in his t-shirt that exposes his beautiful shoulders paired with baseball, and Namjoon, oh Namjoon, with his giant, girthy, beautifully sculpted di- I mean thighs. Totally meant thighs for sure. But I have to be honest, even though I've read this part before, it still didn't stop me from sitting up in my bed in surprise and nearly choking because “thighs” was most certainly not the first thing that came into my mind after all of that.
Anyways.
Over the last few chapters, we’ve been able to see Seokjin in new lights. From manager to nearly certified sex god. From someone who is extremely funny and cheeky to more serious and sympathetic when it comes to more interpersonal relations, and now we see an extension of that. Of how Seokjin isn’t just this powerful figure, but how he is so willing to be so altruistic and compassionate even when he doesn’t necessarily have to and the story with Ara and her nieces, Hyeri and Hyorin. That scene was really touching to read. Every character and their background you introduce is full and fulfilling to the storyline, even if they might be there for a chapter or so. Through them, we get to see more of what Seokjin is like behind the scenes. How generous and caring he is to those who are around him. At times it doesn't feel like Seokjin is their manager, but an honest and true friend and my heart couldn’t become any more full. And like Ara said, “Being genuinely friendly goes a longer way than you think” and I genuinely appreciate seeing Seokjin being shown so multidimensionally so incredibly well. (P.S. - I loved the “Uncle Jin” bit later on. I laughed and blushed with Ara at that, but the girls are so cute, and Seokjin is amazing with kids. I was awing.)
I feel like it’s a bit strange to go from being sentimental to sensual, but the point when we see Seokjin in the kitchen when he’s all hot and sweaty made me shake. I don’t blame the reader for just standing there and staring because I honestly would’ve done the same. I don’t blame the reader for continuing to compliment him and call him “beautiful” and “gorgeous” to make him blush, and also don’t blame the reader for taking the time to be curious about the scar on his back, because I too was wondering how that came to be. I’m wondering if maybe it came from his past relationship, but I really hope not.
Sidenote: As I’m looking back at the story to keep up with my thoughts, I keep laughing at myself because of all of the back and forth that my mind is doing right now. Like, the fact that Namjoon has a phoenix tattoo….UUGHGGHGHGHGHDGHKNSKNKF. I just wanna jump inside of the story and be like “Can I touch it?” just so I can feel his bicep. Okay, I think that’s it- wait. NOPE. Because I just remembered that you put “threesome” in your tags and- I don’t think that I can deal with this right now. Please Kay!!! My heart was already hurting for Namjoon he admitted wanting to date the mc but that’s most likely not possible because of what’s going on with her and Seokjin, but atleast there might be something later on.
I’m just so ready to keep reading his series. Seokjin was so cute when he was spewing Shakespear at the shaved ice spot the scenes, and he was like “I have to be prepared for you.” A literal dreamboat. I got butterflies. I'm also curious as to what outfit is exactly in the bag that he handed her👀
You can’t see me right now but I’m smiling and giggling at my computer, and I can’t thank you enough for being truly amazing in every way, Kay. You’re so talented. I would give you my love, but you already have it, so I’ll keep writing to you for as long as possible just so that you are reminded of your beauty💕
éffleurer | 16
There were always whispers in your office about what secrets Seokjin hid behind his clean image. Now, you knew at least one of them.
Pairing: Seokjin x Female Reader
Genre: CFO!Jin AU; Smut
Word Count: 8,300+
Warnings: Profanity; Sexual objectification; Sexual content; Idk some flirting, this chapter is a whole mess
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You hardly saw Seokjin on Friday, save for once just before lunch when he ducked into his office. He hurried out and back down the hall again, barely a glance spared in your direction.
It was fine. You and your willpower were fine. And you definitely weren’t angry. You merely wished you’d had some kind of warning for the times he planned to leave your needs unmet, that was all.
Just after lunch, while you were getting your things together to head to Namjoon’s office, you received a text.
Seokjin: You’re even beautiful when you’re sulking.
Y/N: I’m blocking you.
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《He always knew how to make you feel loved. Feel wanted.》
Ryen,
Hi, my love. This, reading one of your works, has been a long time coming, and I’m really glad that I read it last night. Reread it this rainy morning so that my thoughts could be more coherent and so that I could submerge myself inside of this beautifully written piece.
Your writing is incredibly emotive, and it felt like as I was placed from scene to scene, it was easy to just live there for a while. Reside in the lustful yet loving relationships the reader experienced that would eventually frame her lifetime and future.
We first have Hoseok. Energetic. Electric. A passionate frenzy of what it feels like to just simply feel alive. What it feels like to be on a roller coaster or skydiving. You may not know which way is up or down, but you know that it feels amazing, and you never want it to stop. Unless, of course, you have acrophobia or aren't an adrenaline junkie. He’s someone that people make movies about. The young adult coming of age films where the main character is at her peak and just says “fuck it” or rather “fuck him” because she knows that he wants it to, and maybe it’s okay to take a risk just this once.
Then there's Yoongi. The ultimate depiction of softness and comfort, mixed with the underlying note of sensuality and carnality. The type of person who makes you realize that you've sunk too deep before you even stepped foot into the water, but you like it there. You like how it overwhelms your senses against your skin and you like seeing new forms of life before your eyes. Something dangerous yet something so beautiful that you simmer in the newfound peace and quiet before feeling the anxiety that things are a bit too forbearing.
Seokjin was a juxtaposition to the others. Someone who makes you feel without thinking. Someone who shows you what it’s like to live in the moment without any remorse or consequence. Just pure unadulterated pleasure without rocking the boat too far.
Each of their stories is a puzzle piece, fitting so perfectly inside the heart and reminiscence of the reader. Each brought a unique wave of high and low. Rises and falls that work as stepping stones to build the peak of the reader’s romances and affinities:
Namjoon.
You felt like a wild animal, caged within his bulky arms and roped in with his lustful gaze.
Namjoon is a smokey and sultry mix of intensity and idleness. Of love and lust. Someone who brings the unearthed parts of you to the forefront and broadcasts them in a space that feels safe and warm, because to him, they are the most beautiful things in the world and it would be a shame for you to not know it yourself.
But his was the one that looked right back without wavering. Without doubt. Time stopped; you weren’t counting down the nights; feelings existed and lasted like a reddened hearth.
This is something people dream about. He is someone that people dream about. And I’m grateful that the reader was able to experience what it feels like to have that for herself and find her own unique sense of peace.
Ryen, this was such a beautiful story, and I loved reading every single word of it. It's honestly a shame that I didn't read this sooner. Nevertheless, I loved it, and I can't wait to read more of your works. I'm sending you all of my love, friend💕
with him. (m) | hyung line
title: with him. (m) pairing: hyung line x reader(f) genre/rating: 18+ ; smut word count: 1.2k summary: in which you remember all the ones before him. warnings: language, house party, penetration, oral, breast play, sl*t/wh*re nicknames notes: this is just a quickie for the wonderful hyung line enthusiast @joheunsaram !! i don’t know what came over me bc this just.. produced itself, so happy birthday LOL i hope you like it! if you don’t, you can crumple it, chuck it in the bin, and pretend this never happened sdjklfsd. also, all pics other than the boys can be found on my aesthetic blog @brandisher 🤎
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With Hoseok, it started as a blur and ended as a blur.
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《“If it’s quiet you desire, that can only be bought by the meeting of your tongue and mine.”
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“And if I don’t desire your quiet?” Your words came out ragged, edged with a desperate ache.
“Then I will never stop telling you how much I love you, never stop showing you. You will never want for anything more than me, and if you do, I’ll know I have not done well enough.”》
Admittedly, I've read this story three times:
The first was when I was blessed with the opportunity to be asked to read this before you posted, and I completely and absolutely fell in love with it.
The second was a few days after you posted. I remember that it was a school night, and I had just finished taking my exams for the week, but I treated myself by rereading this gem, and I fell in love with the story for the second time. This was one of the sweetest gifts to me.
And finally, the third is now (well, technically, about a week ago by the time this is posted).
Each read gave a different emotion. A different response and visual image of the world slowly emphasized how dynamic and detailed this world is and the characters you created. Each read made me realize that I could honestly never get tired of this story, even if I had read it once or one hundred times. This is a story that I can genuinely and without a doubt call timeless.
Your writing is liquid gold, Kay. The world is so vibrant and alive, and the people are filled with so much beauty. So much magic that I loved living there with every chance that I had. Subtle things that I might’ve missed previously stood out, like how Seokjin was looking for the main character, he said he was looking for “the only person in the room that mattered” and how she was “easily the brightest spot in the room”. Reading these lines now just made my heart stop for a moment because of just how beautiful that line was. It also feels like I’m spewing poetic right now when I haven’t even really begun thinking back through everything, but your mind is truly remarkable, and I feel honored that I had the chance to read something so emotive like this story.
Okay, but to start this off, I do have to say poor Hoseok.
From the beginning, you could tell that there was a natural attraction between the main character and Seokjin rather than what could be felt toward Hoseok. Their thoughts made toward each other, for each other, were incredibly salient (and also so romantic and passionate and just so full of love). How they reacted to each other's presence, even though the feeling of being wrong veiled the point where the misunderstanding occurred, was intense yet soft. More so out of hurt than anything, and you wrote it so well. Especially this part:
Longing curled around your heart in suffocating tendrils, begging for another deadly dose.
UGH!!! It is one of the most beautiful and poignant lines I’ve ever read and one of the lines of the story that truly captures what this story is about and shows the seesaw of feelings that the main character experienced during the first half.
My favorite part though has to be, hands down, the entire sequence of the apology.
"For a princess of summer, your shoulder is rather cold from this side,"
The build-up to just getting the main character away from her family and out to the dance floor was astonishing. The back and forth shown between the mc, her dismissiveness, and Seokjin, his determination heightened by his own declaration, was one of the moments that truly made me clutch my phone a bit harder. Bring my face a bit closer to the screen to take it all in. It felt as though I were in a movie, both as an actor and an observer, watching them and listening to their conversation…
And then, the actual apology.
I wish I knew more words that could encapsulate all of the emotions and visions that flashed in my mind while reading that part, but it was so magical. From her siblings helping to the imagery of just all of the elements shown, to Seokjin’s singing...It was overwhelming in the best way. And then the fact that Seokjin calls the mc his “sunbeam” and literally gives her a sun drop?!!?!?!!?!?
Oh, Kay!! My heart.
The moments that struck me the most though were when the main character was explaining the concept of love in terms of Fey. How inconsistent and untethering it is between two people. But, for her, whenever she looks and thinks about Seokjin, the only thing she wants is him. The way she spoke about her love and affections for him made my heart swell out of my chest (it is honestly still making me quite a bit emotional even as I reread the passages. Especially the moment where Seokjin admits to wanting to tie himself to her and get married--with the human custom of rings!!!!), and I could only hope that one day I find a love that is as strong and devoted as theirs.
Sidenote: The moment when Seokjin tells the mc his real name, Astóir, was so touching. This entire piece was heartwarming and emotive and passionate, and I feel myself wanting to tear up right now as I am finishing my thoughts tbh.
Kay, thank you so much for sharing your incredible writing. This has been a long time waiting, but I’m happy that I can share my thoughts with you. I’m just so in awe of this story and your writing in this. Fey and Wilde will forever be one of my favorites from you (but everything you write is honestly a fave of mine). I am also very thankful for all of the behind-the-scenes you let me in on for this story. I feel so honored. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I’ll always and forever be sending you my love, even if it has to come through the form of these (not so) little love letters💕
Fey and Wilde
Audacity takes on many forms in vampire High Lord Kim Seokjin. Daring to show his face at the summer court after insulting your honor was one. Finding his way back into your bed in spite of that was another entirely.
Pairing: Seokjin x Female Reader
Genre: Vampire!Seokjin; Fae!Reader; Fantasy; Established Relationship; Fluff; Angst but not really; Smut
Word Count: 16,000+
Warnings: Alcohol; Profanity; Explicit sexual content, Vampire biting, Blood drinking and smearing; Obscene, decadent, and purely indulgent romantic drivel; Purple prose
Related storie(s): Moonflower
Note: This story features a reader-character with brown skin and physical features similar to those of African descent
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“Join me for a dance then and I’ll explain everything,” he said. Your expression didn’t change.
“I’ll have to decline,“ you said. “I’m not in the habit of sharing dances with partners who gravely insult me with such indifference.”
Predictably stubborn to a fault and he would never expect any less. Instead, he had developed a taste for it, lapped up your incorrigible fey pride as he had every other part of you — the cold, and the soft, and the ever blazing.
“Only one dance,” he insisted. “And if I haven’t convinced you of my sincerity by the end, I’ll leave Southsong and never return. You have my word.” He felt the weight of his declaration lift into the air, the magic of the Feywild snapping it up with hungry satisfaction. It was a gamble to bet everything on a few moments, knowing that he truly would never be able to return if he didn’t convince you. But he was willing to take those kinds of chances if it meant he would win you back. He had to.
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