Like Hes Convinced Himself That It Doesnt Matter Bc Stede Was Right Anyway Even If He Didnt Mean It - Tumblr Posts
2 years ago
okay but what if instead of anger and angst when Stede explains that he thought he taints and destroys everything he touches, what we actually get is Ed saying “i get that feeling but i promise you don’t you are amazing and i love you”
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hes too afraid of who he’s become to say anything though
like he’s convinced himself that it doesn’t matter bc stede was right anyway even if he didn’t mean it
ed would leave himself too if he could
so like when stede finds him and starts telling him all this he just . blanks. backs himself into a situational corner
he’s stuck between kissing stede hard enough to beat those thoughts out peramanently or jumping off the side of the boat
but he does neither bc as usual. the crew demands constant attention yk
either its buttons (standing there ominously) or its frenchie (saw how ed froze and decided to intervene)
Ofmd