Like I Know I Can Make Good Art; But Its Also Like Its Just Never Good Enough For Anyone - Tumblr Posts
8 months ago
Me: Why I haven’t I grown anywhere as an artist?
Also me:
Retail day job
Unable to have flexible schedule
Still living with parents
Constantly busy with said parents
Also constantly doing other things for them
No privacy from them
Unable to have down time at home
Too exhausted to do any more artwork
ADHD
Adulting with multiple things
Rejection sensitive dysphoria
Comparing my own art to other’s even tho I know better but some times can’t help it
Me: Tis a mystery 🥲
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my job just makes everything damn near impossible to get motivated to do my art it’s like ‘is being an artist worth it anymore?’
I don’t wanna give up on it but it just feels so frustrating I can’t do anything
like I know I can make good art; but it’s also like it’s just never good enough for anyone
I try talking to them; but having boomer parents is just the most hell of hell experience