Like Its Every Time You Go To Make An Immediate Inside Joke But Theres No One There To Share It - Tumblr Posts
1 year ago






the trouble with being the one who survives is you must keep on doing it
inspired directly by @onionninjasstuff 's heart wrenching comic of Future Donnie's death (read it!!)
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future mikey
future leo
still not a million percent happy with the formating
but this is prolly the closest thing to a 'polished comic' ive made yet
think it wound up more like an 'emotional equivilant of a toddler kicking u in the shins' rather than 'steel bat to the knees' but eh
shrugs
at this point ive stared at it for too long so bam onto the internet it goes
also lmao i was just having fun w leos arm
and i knew it was super not even close to how his canon proesthetic looked
but i was just having fun w the mechanical nonsense
and then later i was like ah shit what color are his pants again lemme go watch a clip and check
and wouldnt ya know it i flipped the colors on his arm too
i think i actually prefer canons green shoulder w red bicep/band butttt
we can say this is an older prototype arm
which would mean donnie mustve left him a shiny new arm
that he'll never get to hear a speech mode ramble explination of
u ever just think about how grief is this thing you have to take with you
its not just something you can walk away from not just an event that happens
its perpetual and part of you now
like its every time you go to make an immediate inside joke but theres no one there to share it
its every question you never got to ask and every new question you never will
every task you must reassign
every doubt that goes unreassured
its a silence that you bring with you to every room
haunting is so selfmade and i love it so much