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More amazingly well-written Ciredin! ❤️

💕Posted some Valentine’s Day fluff (18+, explicit content, NSFW)- see Ch 6 of my Ciredin fanfic. 💘⚔️

So my lovely friend @purpleangelsele and fellow mileven shipper and tumblr user posted this today 👇

and it really got me thinking about how mike isn't really a touchy feely person like she said. When we first meet mike in season 1 episode one, we see that he's a nerdy kid who cares about his friends and plays that nerdy DnD game, but when they depart they don't shake hands or do that weird handshake thing that I've seen people do today which makes sense cause their in the 80s but still. The way they say bye is just either saying something sarcastic or talking about other people or just saying bye or see you tomorrow which I think it's funny. Mike isn't touchy feely, he's that friend who will do a half hug or who would shake your shoulder or pat your shoulder as a greeting and that's understandable, his family isn't the most touchy feely either with the somewhat exception of his mother. He's definitely not a hugger when we first meet him, or one that would hold hands with you or anything like that.

Then . ....

We meet el 😁😁. Our darling sweet and innocent el whose already killed people by the time they meet her 🤭🤭. And eventually they fall in love but during the duration of their one week romantic friendship, we do see mike being touchy feely with el, like putting his watch around her wrist, grabbing her wrist while running away,being in close proximity with her, hugging her, holding hands with her, grabbing her and dragging her away, grabbing her shoulders out of desperation to see if she's OK, and finally the big one kissing her. Then of course she "dissappears" and definitely causes mike to gave PTSD that will most definitely stay with him the rest of his life. I'd even go as far to say that her disappearing is the most traumatic event in his life. Enter season 2 and mike is depressed and moody but he does seem a bit more touchy, not by much but just a bit, character development anyone? There's this talented AO3 author who made a fic about how mike begins to show more affection after el dissapears and made a good point in showing that El was the one who helped him open up a bit (if you want the name of the fic please comment in the comment area and I will share it with you). I told @purpleangelsele that mike is like a moody little soft puppy when it comes to el, because nothing can shake his mean moodiness but when it comes to her, he just melts, and is really soft with her, after season 1 he never yells at her, or raises his voice, he's always soft and protective with her, quite clingy but it's justified. We only see this with el and I love that, I genuinely do believe that El is the only to fully experience and witness Mike's soft side because with her he doesn't want to be the leader of the party or the wheelers middle child, he just wants to be her mike who she loves, her mike who just wants to protect her from everything. My friend sel also made a good point about mike letting el be very touchy feely with him in season 3, clinging to him like a koala which is quite adorable, and he let's her do that. Mike strikes me as someone who wasn't exposed to that much physical affection growing up, aside from his mother and maybe Nancy when he was little but I'm not sure. So someone showing him so much love and affection must be kinda shocking to him because it's something he hasn't felt much. At the beginning of season 1 I doubt mike would have let one of his buddies or even a girl cling onto him like that, he'd probably push em off and get annoyed, but with el it's different. In fact he wants her to show him affection, I'm sure he definitely enjoys and even craves it, because el gives him all the love attention and affection he's always wanted and was somewhat deprived of. And we see mike giving el affection too, he's very protective of her and I'd say el is the person he's touched most in his life in a physical intimate way (not that way you creeps). We do know that holding hands and putting their foreheads together seems to be their signature go to acts of affection. Mike definitely enjoys kissing her and vice versa but I think hugging, holding hands and pushing their foreheads together is what they enjoy most.

Anyway, apologies for this veeery long post I just wanted to comment on our softboy mike with his sweet beloved el. Please enjoy these gifs.

you have arrived at your destination... your destination [earth] is on your left 🛸

⁂ my first attempt at in-game screenshot so please be kind 🥹

Fourth Meeting

Silver, age 8

He was upset.

He didn’t have pointed ears like his father or Malleus.

He wasn’t a fae like his father.

He’s not his son.

Silver cried as he ran through the forest in the heavy downpour. It was his 8th birthday and he noticed that his ears weren’t pointed like his father’s. When he asked, his father only laughed and replied, “You never noticed?” Confused and upset, he ran away from the house as it just started pouring. The thought only made him more upset.

Not noticing a rock in the way, he tripped over it and scraped his knees and hands. He curled up sobbing on the ground as the rain poured down on him. He can’t go back now, he can’t face his father. No. He’s not his real father. Closing his eyes he sobbed more as he buried his face in his hands. He laid there curled up, rain pouring down on him and alone.

It took a few minutes before he noticed that the rain stopped pouring down on him. Opening his eyes, he saw two legs beside his body. Looking up, two black wings were placed above him to cover him and the stranger.

“Hello there, little beastie. What are you doing out here in the rain?” the stranger crouched down near him, he couldn’t really see him well because of the tears and rain.

He tried to reply but he could only let out a few sounds before breaking down into sobs again. Pitying the crying child, Crowley took him up in his arms not minding the dirt dirtying his suit. Carefully taking off his coat while his wings arranged itself to cover the both of them from the rain, he placed it around him.

Silver buried his face in the stranger’s neck and clinged onto him. He felt safe in his arms. He felt comfortable. The stranger started humming a familiar tune, a song that feels so familiar to him.

“Have you been crying for a while now?” he could feel the stranger’s chest vibrate as he talked.

“Hmm.”

“Did something upset you, Silver?”

“Hmm.”

“Can you tell me what happened?” he urged him to tell him.

“I’m not like papa. I don’t have ears like them. Papa’s not my papa!” he sobbingly told the man who stroked his back to calm him down.

“What made you say that he’s not your papa?”

“Because I’m not like papa! Papa’s a fae and I-I’m not!”

“Silver, oh Silver, of course your papa is still your papa. He loves you doesn’t he?” he nodded.

“Then that makes him your papa, not being a fae doesn’t mean he’s not your papa. A papa loves his child and Lilia loves you as his child.”

“Silver, you are loved. You are loved more than you know. And love is what makes a family not blood. So stop being upset now, okay?”

“How did you know my name?” he asked while looking at the stranger’s masked face, curious as to why he knew his name.

“I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream,” he replied.

“Dream?”

“Hmm.”

He looked at the stranger’s face carefully, trying to remember if his face looked familiar. Crowley chuckled at the child’s serious face, taking off his mask so it could help him remember more. Just as Silver recognized him, they heard a shout from the distance.

“Ahh, it seems like Lilia is looking for you now,” the stranger put his mask back on and he suddenly felt sleepy. Fighting against his drowsiness, Silver could vaguely see the stranger placing him somewhere where it didn’t rain before disappearing.

“Let us meet again in a dream, little beastie.”

He woke up later to his father sitting beside his bed as a fever left him bedridden. For the days that he was sick his father never left his side. In the back of his mind as he slept, he can’t help but wish to dream of meeting the stranger again.

JUJUTSU KAISEN

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peach ― gojo satoru | inspired by this fanart by さかな on pixiv!

✎ gojo's love entries — an anthology — not in chronological order but shares the same universe .*･｡ﾟ

entry #2 — baby (n.) ➴ a domestic life with your husband and baby entry #6 — forever (adv.) ➴ the best decision he has ever made entry #16 — protect (v.) ➴ the word “protect” now means so much more to him entry #20 — treasure (soon!) ➴ the strongest sorcerer meets his match in his petulant son, who inherits his six eyes and is having trouble with them

what do you pray to?

or alternatively: Oscar sees John for the person he is and John gets to be forgiven