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happy ever after with eric yeyy
Wish I was her (Lee Juyeon)
Angst, one sided love, Miyeon is not the one from Idle y’all
Sitting in a circle, loud music blasting in the background, everyone in your friend group had their own drinks. Most of you were drunk but sober enough to play a game of spin the bottle. On whomever the bottle lands on they kiss. Gender does not matter.
You had no intention of taking part in this but Miyeon kept on forcing you. Sitting beside her you kept your drink in your hand as you leaned back on the wall.
A few spins were already done. Making out here and there. This was probably the last spin because all of you were already bored. With a uninterested gaze you watched as the bottle was spinning. Slowing down slowly you saw how it started stopping right in front of you.
Lifting your eyes to see on whom you had to kiss you saw Juyeon...staring at you with a unrecognisable gaze. Gulping you went towards him as he did the same. When you both were a few inches apart he came more close to you.
His lips on yours. Moving slowly as he tenderly kissed you. This moment could have went on forever but he pulled away. Before he pulled away completely he came close to your ear as he whispered.
"This kiss does not mean anything. I hope you keep this in mind." Merely nodding you went back to your seat.
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"Y/N...you're close with Juyeon right? What do you think about him?" Hearing what Miyeon said you stopped what you were doing as you faced her.
"What...do you mean? Do you...like him or something?" You asked carefully hoping she would say no.
"I don't know. Maybe? I mean...he's nice, funny and he also has the looks. Can you see if he is maybe interested in me?" You slowly nodded your head at her as Miyeon hugged you tightly.
You and your best friend liking the same guy? I mean...you knew you had no chance against her. Everyone liked her. You were nothing but just a side character.
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Sitting in the library you anxiously kept stealing glances at Juyeon as he was writing something down. Sighing you closed your book as you stared up at him.
"What do you think about Miyeon?" You saw how he stopped what he was doing. Staring at you with a questionable look he tilted his head slightly.
"Why are you asking this so suddenly?"
"Nothing...just curious. I mean everyone likes her. What do you think about her?" You saw how he got lost in his thoughts.
"I mean...she is nice, humble, pretty even. Whenever she smiles at me my heart starts beating really fast. She's just so....nice, she is also good at whatever she does." You stopped breathing for a second. This was more then that. Juyeon liked her...
"I...I see. I will see you tomorrow. I just remembered something urgent. Bye!" Gathering all your things you sprinted out of the library without waiting for Juyeon's reply.
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"So...what did Juyeon say?" Miyeon asked excitedly as she jumped up and down. Seeing her acting like this made you smile.
Picking up your dog belly, you kept her on your lap.
"He likes you. I am sure of it. You both would make a....great couple." You forcefully said those words as you saw how her eyes lit up at what you said.
"Omg. Y/N. Please do me one more favour. Convince him to go on a date with me. I don't have the guts to ask him out. Can't you do something? You're great in these kind of things." You looked at Miyeon as she joined her hands.
You wanted to say no. You wanted to tell her. You wanted to tell her that you're hurt. You wanted to just tell her that you also like him, tell her you did not want to do that but looking at her right now, Ilooking at her smile like this made you feel like a horrible friend. You can't just make her sad because you can't get the man you like. Because you're being such a coward at confessing your feelings. Because you're not as good as her.
Nodding you diverted your attention to Belly. Stroking her head you stared of into nothing.
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"Juyeon...just meet me here in this park at 6:00 P.M. I have to say something. Dress nicely too." Biting your lips you nervously sent the text as Miyeon kept on shaking you.
Standing up you bid your goodbye to her as you walked away. You wished you were her in many circumstances but they went away quickly. But right now you wished that you had her life more than anything.
Getting in the washroom you went in a empty stall as you locked it. Sitting on top of the lid you silently let your tears out.
Why did you never get what you wanted? Why does no one love you? Are you that unlikable?
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Sitting in the cafeteria you used your laptop to complete your English assignment when you heard loud noises.
Stopping the song you looked in the direction the noise was coming from. There stood Juyeon and Miyeon. Looking down at their intertwined hands you held back your tears as you put on your fake smile when you saw them coming towards you.
As soon as Miyeon came close to you she hugged you tightly making you let out a small laugh. A mere tear slipped through your eyes as you immediately wiped it before anyone noticed it.
"I see that it all worked out between you two. I am...glad it did." Stoping mid sentence you took a deep breath so that your voice does not crack.
"Yes. Thank you so much Y/N, without you I don't think we would've been together right now." You nodded your head at Juyeon.
Standing up you gathered your things.
"Wait...you're leaving? We just came here tho." You saw how Miyeon got a bit sad to see you leaving. You nodded your head as you said your goodbyes to them.
"Yeah. Gotta submit some paperwork to Professor Lee. See you both around."
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"Are you cold? Here take my sweater." You heard Juyeon say. You were gonna deny it but stopped as soon as you saw him talking to Miyeon. Right...
"It looks better on you. You keep it. I love it when you wear my clothes."
But you were also right here. You were also freezing cold. Hell you were shaking from cold. But there was no one who could keep you warm in such a cold night. The one who used to was now someone else's. The man you like is someone else's. Not yours...
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"Are you cold? Here take this." Juyeon said as he placed his sweater on top of you. Denying you tried giving it back to him but this time he made you wear it.
"See. It looks better on you. Come here. I will hug you. You're shaking so much. My hug will keep you warm. Come here now Y/N."
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You said it looked better on me too. What about me?
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"Y/N! Can you take a picture of me and Miyeon?" Before you could even reply Juyeon shoved the camera in your hands.
Him placing his hands on her shoulder as he smiled so brightly.
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"Excuse me! Could you take a picture of us?" Before the stranger could even reply Juyeon ran back to you as he placed his hands on your shoulder.
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"Smile!" Click'
You watched as she walked away with Juyeon to see some other things. You wanted to hate her to the point you did not want to see her face again but how could you even? She was such a angel.
As much as she was nice you still wanted her dead.
Did all those moments he spent with you meant nothing to him? Probably not. He is much happier with Miyeon anyways.
You're not even as pretty as her. She was perfect.
You were just a chapter in their lives. They were just a chapter in your life. Your life is yet to start.
Your heart will always beat for Juyeon a little. But if you wanted these feelings to stop...you first had to stop meeting both of them.
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"Y/N! Hey. Are you coming to Eric's party tonight?" You stopped in your tracks as you turned to face Juyeon.
"I..don't think I can make it. I actually started working to earn some money so..." saying that you started walking again
"Wait...since when did you start working? Wait for me! And why did you not tell me? Is something going on? You know you can tell me right?" Juyeon said as he tried catching up
"Nothing is going on Juyeon. Why don't you just go with Miyeon to Eric's party? You both would be eating each other's faces of anyways. And I don't think you will even notice that I was gone. Just...don't mind me. I already told Eric I am not coming." Saying that you ran off to your next class
"That was a bit mean. Me and Miyeon don't kiss that much...maybe we do...What is wrong with her tho....I was just being nice..." Juyeon said as he walked away from there.
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"Miyeon. Where's Y/N?"
"She said she started working so she cannot make it to the party.." Miyeon trailed of as she sat beside Juyeon.
"Since when did she start working? Is something wrong? She has been very distant nowadays..." Miyeon heard Eric talking.
"Wait...did she not tell you? She said she told you that she cannot come.."
"She technically lied to you Miyeon. Something's going on with her. We all know it and the way she is avoiding you and Juyeon like a plague these past few days we all know something is wrong. I can't believe you both did not notice it with the fact you both were the closest with her." Eric said as he walked away.
"Not to be mean you two...but Eric was kinda right. You both are just so caught with each other that you did not even notice your closest friend is going through something..." Chanhee trailed of as he went back to using his phone.
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Miyeoniee💞
Hey...meet me at the cafe near our university tomorrow. Don't make a excuse please.
Looking at the text you sighed as you threw your phone on your bed. Laying down, thoughts started occupying your mind.
What did she want to talk about? Did she get to know that you like Juyeon? Is she going to end your friendship? Or is it something else?
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"Y/N here!"
Looking in the direction the voice came from, you wished nothing more then to just runaway.
Beside Miyeon sat Juyeon as he held her hand in his. What if instead of Miyeon you were there? Would things be different? Would you be happy right now?
"Hey...what did you want to talk about?" You said that as you took a seat in front of them.
"What do you want? Anything to drink or eat? My treat.."
"I don't plan on staying here for too long Miyeon. Just say what you wanted to talk about..." You saw how she looked down as if she was contemplating something
"Is something wrong Y/N? Is your family going through something? You know that you can tell us right?" You looked down as soon as she uttered those words...
"How...how did you not notice Miyeon? How did you not notice that I also had feelings for Juyeon?"
"Wh-what..." you slowly looked up when you heard Juyeon's voice. Just to see him staring at you in shock.
"Why did you not tell me?" Miyeon asked quietly
"If you weren't just so obsessed with your life you would've noticed it. Look I am tired of being everyone's second choice Miyeon. I am tired of the fact that I will always be a side character in everyone's life....I thought that if I set you up both my feelings for Juyeon will go away but it did not. The more I saw him being so nice to you it reminded me of the fact that he also did those things with me...I thought that maybe if I avoided you both my feelings will go away but...in the end I will always have some feelings for Juyeon. I did not want to come in between you both so just...let me be..."
You stormed out from there but before you could leave the place you turned around just to see Juyeon comforting Miyeon...
Right...you will always be everyone's second choice...
Opening the door you went to the park you used to go always go to whenever you were sad.
Sitting on a bench you let your tears fall. Nothing would be the same anymore. Why did you do that? You could've just acted like everything was fine again. You were great at that.
"Here...wipe your nose. You look like a fool.." looking up with your teary eyes you saw Eric standing in front of you. Taking the handkerchief from his hand you wiped your nose.
"I saw...and heard everything you said...just so you know you're not everyone's second choice...at least not for me..you will always be my first choice no matter what."
"Really?" You asked in a small voice as you looked ahead as people walked past you both.
"Hmm..." taking your hand in his hand he held it in a tight comforting grip "I will always be here for you. I think I fell in love with you...a little bit..or maybe a lot..I know you don't even like me right now..but I hope you will in the future. You were not just a side character...you're more then that. You're the person I always noticed when people were busy looking at Miyeon."
You stared at your intertwined hands and then at Eric just to see him staring at you. He slowly leaned in as he gave your forehead a kiss.
"Can I...court you?" You stared at him for a while. You saw how he was biting his lips in nervousness.
"Yeah...you can"
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Idk if this is good or not. I was listening to Heather and just wanted to write on this 😭. I don’t even think this will get a lot of attention….