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Today would have been 5 years since we met. 5 years...man how have time flew by so fast.

We're not the same people we were 5 years ago. Feelings, emotions, personality changed. I missed that person I met 5 years ago. This person now is a stranger to me. This person is not the same person. This person is different. This person isn't my person anymore.

I still mourned and grief for something that wasn't meant to be.

Time isn't on my side. I don't know how long this process of healing myself will take. I know there is no time line but as a women my time is limited to having a child, having a family. Whereas he can have a family much later in life.

That's so unfair to me. It's so unfair that all the time invested into this person, this relationship wasn't fruitful. I feel like a failure. Feel hopelessness and sadness. Feeling lost. Feeling confused. Feeling empty and lonely.