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matt sturniolo

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matt sturniolo bf!headcanons - 🪷

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2,000 miles to none part 1 - 🪷

2,000 miles to none part 2 - 🪷

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can we be more? - 🪷

nothing like you - 💌

rather be with you - 🪷

light showers - 🪷

chris sturniolo

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chris sturniolo bf!headcanons - 🪷

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foolish part 1 - 🥀

foolish part 2 - 🥀

foolish part 3 - 💌🥀

foolish part 4 - 🥀

foolish part 5 - 🪷

oneshots…ᡣ𐭩

cook out (chris x black!fem reader) - 🪷

nick sturniolo

nothing yet, coming soon…

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Hey can you do one where the reader has a crush on Matt.She is very much giving heart eyes and tries to do anything to make him happy.Matt being oblivious complains to his brother about it.Nick and Chris smack some sense into him saying how lucky he is to have someone like us care about him.Matt disagrees and the reader hears this causing her to stop not wanting to make him uncomfortable.Matt misses the way things use to be and gets jealous when learning the reader is going out on a date.At the end they have an argument and he tells her how he really feels.Lots of angst in the beginning fluff towards the end please!!

OVERBEARING - m. sturniolo

warnings: slight cursing, angst at start, fluff at the end

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you couldn’t deny it anymore. and you dont think it went unnoticed either.

the lingering gazes, to the more than normal laughter at his jokes, or the constant acts of service. how you were willing to do anything for him. just him.

matthew sturniolo.

you thought your constant need to be near him was just you wanting to be better friends. that was until your feelings started growing stronger.

“y/n, helloo.”

you brought your attention to the voice you found yourself loving so much.

“sorry, what?”

“i asked if you could pass the remote.” matt repeated while settling down beside you on the couch. you nodded and reached over to grab the remote to hand it to him. it was around 1 AM, and it was just the two of you. nick and chris had went to their rooms while you and matt decided to watch a movie.

“want me to get you a blanket?” you whispered as matt stared at the screen to the opening of the movie.

“no, im good.” matt says. you nodded and turned your head towards the movie. about five minutes or so passed when you asked another question.

“hungry?”

“nope.” matt responds, adding a ‘pop’ to the p to exaggerate his response. you mumbled an ‘okay’. a few beats of silence passed before once again, you asked.

“are you sure-”

“y/n, please m’ just trying to watch the movie in peace.” matt sighed. he was getting frustrated by the second. after a long day of filming with his relatively loud brothers, the only sounds he wanted to hear were the actors on the tv.

but this was only one example of your persistence. you were always clung to matt’s side. following him like a lost puppy at all times.

always there to cook him up a meal after his long day, willing to do any of his chores that he just didn’t feel like doing, even soothing him to sleep on those tough nights where everything went blank.

nick would sometimes make fun of matt. it almost seemed like you were his mother with the way you acted. but thats not what you were trying to come off as. you simply just had a lot of love for the boy that you weren’t really ready to confess yet.

but for matt? he didn’t see your clinginess as a good thing, in fact he began to hate it once nick pointed it out.

on one particular day matt decided to bring it up to his brothers while they were in nick’s room.

“i just don’t get it, like she’s just always there.” matt says while pacing around the room.

“is that a bad thing?” nick asks while organizing the clothes in his closet.

“i mean it wouldn’t be if she didn’t act like im some sort of child.” matt sighed while plopping down at the edge of the bed.

“i dunno, i’d love to have someone like y/n. she literally does everything for you bro.” chris laughs while slightly nudging matt.

“yeah..” nick yells from his closet. “don’t know why you’re bitchin’ bout it she’s literally helps you with like…” nick took a pause to think. “everything!”

matt scoffs before shaking his head. “yeah well it’s nice before it gets fucking unbearable.”

unbeknownst to matt, you could hear this whole conversation. you had came to drop off some food for the triplets, and since you had an extra key you went straight in. now you would’ve made yourself known until you realized you were the topic of their conversation.

to say you were hurt from matts words was an understatement. you quickly rushed out of the house, tears streaming down your face recounting every scenario where you were overbearing.

-

hours turned into days and days turned into weeks. matt hadn’t heard from you in a while. he expected to wake up to your daily morning texts, but nothing. after he shrugged that off he expected you to come over like you usually did. but once again, you didn’t.

he found himself longing for your presence more than he ever did.

you both went no contact until you came over, seeking nicks assistance since you had a date that night in hopes that your little crush on matt would subside.

you had went the whole time without speaking to the brunette. opting for a simple ‘hey’. matt was confused. why were you suddenly so distant? sure he wanted space at times but this is not what he had in mind.

matt finally snapped when you attempted rushing out their house, bidding matt goodbye with a meek ‘see ya’.

matt rose from his spot on the catch before making his way towards you. “are you gonna tell me what’s going on, or are you gonna keep avoiding me?” matt said while crossing his arms on his chest.

you could only roll your eyes before slipping your shoes on. “i dont know what you’re talking about, but i have to go.” you spat harshly before spinning on your heel.

“woah, what’s up with you?” matt yelled, shocked at your sudden anger towards him. he pulled you back by your wrist so you could face him.

“y’know if you found me ‘overbearing’ you could’ve just told me.”

thats when everything came back to matt. instant regret washed over him as he gazed upon your solemn expression. the same eyes that used to hold so much adoration for him now hollow.

“i’m so sorry y/n. i know theres no excuse to what i said but i was just being stupid.” matt sighed while running a hand down his face. “you’re far from overbearing, in fact i...i really miss you.”

“really?” you mumbled while your facial expression softened. matt nodded before embracing you in a tight hug to which you reciprocated by wrapping your arms around his waist. your date long forgotten.

“you’re amazing the way you are, and im sorry if i made it seem any other way.”

you smiled at matts words before leaning up to look at him. “just tell me next time, okay?” matt smiled and lightly pecked the side of your temple. happy to have finally gotten you back.

the version of you he loved.

and the version of you he would always cherish.

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A/N: sorry this should’ve came out yesterday but i had to study for an exam. i have also been experiencing writers block but i have a new matt series in mind so stay on the look out for that!

tags:

@junnniiieee07 @tillies33ssss @whore4matt @stellarsturns @summerl986 @inveigledvex @beccaluvschris @stingerayyy2 @bunnysturns @braindead4l @vickyzloserz @sturnzsblog

NEW YORK CITY - m. sturniolo headcanons

warnings: none just fluff

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♡ - you were so excited that matt was visiting the city, since you live there and you guys are long distance.

♡ - he visits around winter time so there’s beautiful lights up all around and it’s slightly snowing.

♡ - he got lost finding his way to your apartment, but eventually he got there.

♡ - first trip without nick and chris so he was feeling a bit overwhelmed but seeing you calmed him down immensely.

♡ - you guys spend time catching up before venturing off into the city.

♡ - during his stay he makes sure to see the tree at the rockerfeller center.

♡ - you take matt to you favorite cafe so you two could have brunch. he enjoys it but bro is amazed by the cost of a fucking sandwich in nyc.

♡ - definitely brings his camera along so he can take photos of you for the gram (hes obsessed)

♡ - takes this opportunity to do a vlog on his channel featuring you ofc, but wont edit it until he’s back home since he wants to spend all his time with you.

♡ - he lets you drag him around to all the stores / places on your organized list for his visit.

♡ - you guys got tickets to a museum but it was just matt being like “i could make that” 💀

♡ - HATESSS the subway. if you guys couldn’t find any seats he would def shield you while holding onto the metal bars.

♡ - if there was an open seat he’d let you take it. your comfort is more important to him.

♡ - for dinner you take him to this korean bbq spot and bro is in HEAVENNN.

♡ - you guys literally eat till you can’t anymore and honestly doesn’t complain about the price cus sooo worth it.

♡ - def makes a spiderman joke here and there…

♡- at the end of the day you guys head back to your apartment where you cuddle up in your bed to watch some movies.

♡ - you guys are comfortably enjoying this moment then you’re like..

“matt?”

“hm?”

“im hungry again…”

“..pizza?”

♡ - you guys ended up getting pizza.

♡- he stays for about a week. wants to stay more but he knows he has responsibilities back home.

♡ - goes back home to cali with a bunch of trinkets for his brothers and a hole in his heart cus he already misses you.

♡ - already planning his next trip to ny right after.

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matthew.sturniolo take me back

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js.y/n: I MISS YOU 🫤

matthew.sturniolo: fly me out

js.y/n: nvm

sturniolozzzz: she don’t got the fundss 😞

js.y/n: times are tough 💔.

nicolassturniolo: me next

js.y/n: 😒

christophersturniolo: gross

mattsgurl: chris you stay hating 😭

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A/N: can yall tell that im hungry rn

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@junnniiieee07 @tillies33ssss @whore4matt @stellarsturns @summerl986 @inveigledvex @beccaluvschris @stingerayyy2 @bunnysturns @braindead4l @vickyzloserz @sturnzsblog

check out my new page if you guys are interested in miles morales or more animated character fics! <3 (ill still be posting on this acc dw)

pranks with e-42! miles morales

warnings: cursing, angst

A/N: welcome to my new bloggg i hope you guys enjoy this little drabble, lmk if you did!

sometimes, you went out of your way to annoy your boyfriend. and today happened to be one of those days.

your boyfriend, miles, was seated at his desk, playing fortnite with a few of his friends. he had invited you over but ultimately chose a game over you. or thats how it felt at least.

so you decided to mess with him a little. you had found this tiktok sound where it was this guy pretending to be another man on call. putting your phone on full volume, you begin to act out your scheme.

ring

ring

ring

“hello?” you pretend to speak into the phone. the ‘guy’ on the other side of the phone had asked how you were to which you ‘responded.’

at this point, miles’ head set had been pulled back, and he lost his grip on his controller so he could listen into this conversation upon hearing another male’s voice. he spun his chair around and mouthed to you ‘who’s that?’ to which you responded by placing your hand up to his face.

miles watched as you rose from your place on his bed. ‘i’m tryna see you, come over’ the guy from the tiktok said. you knew miles heard this. you slightly turned your head over your shoulder to see miles sitting there with his eyebrows raised and jaw clenched.

“alright, i just needa get outta here first—”

“the hell?” miles finally spoke upon hearing this. he rose from his seat and walked over to you. “shit, gotta go!” you say into the phone, still trying to play your part but miles had quickly snatched it up.

“who the fuck—”

miles studied your screen. he didn’t know what he was expecting but it wasn’t some random on tiktok’s video replaying with the same dialogue you had been responding to.

“you fuckin’ with me?” miles asked to which you burst out into fits of laughter. miles only sucked his teeth in annoyance before plopping down on his bed, arms crossed against his chest.

“okay, okay, m’ sorry baby.” your laughter calmed down as you crawled on to the bed to console your now angry boyfriend. you straddled his waist and cupped his face with both of your hands. “you mad?” you ask while peppering light kisses across his face.

“hell yeah, got me thinkin’ you were fuckin’ with someone else.” he huffs out, but reluctantly he circled his arms around your waste to bring you closer.

“don’t do that shit again, princesa.” he mumbled while playing with the hem of your shirt.

you only nodded before bringing your lips up to his to give him an apologetic kiss to which he happily accepted.

“nah for real, never do that again.”

hey girl

Can you write a blurb on how matt was hanging out with his girlfriend while nick and chris were at tara’s party?

Thank you!

RATHER BE WITH YOU - m.sturniolo

warnings: none

“matt?” you raised your head to look down at your boyfriend who had made it his mission to completely entrap your body with his.

you only got a muffled ‘hm’ in response to which you sighed. “baby can you get up? you’re sorta crushing me.” you tried pushing his shoulders up to which he resisted and only hugged you tighter.

“matt.”

“hm.”

“i need to pee.” matt only rose his head from the crevice of your neck to respond. “inaminute.” he slurred out all at once.

you stayed there for a good five minutes before matt rolled off you. you jumped up the second he did and RAN to the bathroom.

when you were done you made your way back to matt’s bedroom where you found him scrolling on his phone.

“weren’t you just sleeping?” you ask while plopping down next him. “yeah, but i was rudely interrupted.” matt shot you a glare but you could only roll your eyes.

“oh look, nick sent you a snap.” you say while clicking on the notification for him. when it opened, it revealed a selfie of chris, nick, and tara.

“i can’t believe you didn’t go, looks like so much fun.” you eyed the picture a bit more before opening the next few snaps that were sent, that were instead short videos of the three having a good time.

since you weren’t really an influencer, and tara didn’t know you, you weren’t really invited but your boyfriend was but decided to stay home instead.

“i’m having fun with right here though.” matt threw his phone to the side before adjusting you guys so you were back to being on the bottom, and matt was back to being your weighted blanket.

you groaned and rolled your eyes. “matt we are not doing this again.”

matt reached up to give you a few pecks on your face before giving you one dramatic passionate kiss on your lips, ending it with a ‘MWAH.’

“i just wanna be close to you, baby.” matt frowned before going back to his spot. he smiled when you sighed, ultimately giving up trying to argue with him. instead you opted to playing with his hair, receiving a sigh of pleasure from matt.

“plus, you know i hate parties.”

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A/N: i kinda want a bf

tags:

@junnniiieee07 @tillies33ssss @whore4matt @stellarsturns @summerl986 @inveigledvex @beccaluvschris @stingerayyy2 @bunnysturns @braindead4l @vickyzloserz @sturnzsblog

Hi can I request Matt x reader

The reader and her friend are going to one of the boys show.They do the meet and greet and the reader talks to Matt.she is really shy but the more they get to talking the more comfortable they are together.Later on the the boys the boys are on stage and one the challenges is singing.They have to pick someone they met earlier and Matt picks the reader.He remembers her saying even though she is shy she loves singing.In the end the reader ends up winning for Matt’s team and he asks for her number.Lots of fluff!!

STAGE FRIGHT - m.sturniolo

warnings: none

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if someone told you a couple of months ago that you would be standing in line to meet your favorite youtubers, you’d probably laugh. not only was it difficult to get tickets, but it seemed impossible to you since they were also expensive.

but that all changed when your best friend surprised you with two tickets to one of their shows.

which is why you’re hear. standing in line, minutes away from meet the three boys for the meet and greet portion, hands sweaty, and fidgeting every second. “you good?” you’re friend asked from behind you, clearly noticing how you couldn’t stay still.

“yeah, im just a bit nervous.” you said while sipping on the last of your water. “don’t worry me too.” your friend laughed as she pulled out her phone. “let’s take a selfie before we pass out.” she raised the phone and snapped a pic of you both smiling.

a couple of minutes passed and you were at the front of the line. you had brought your fresh love hoodie hoping you could get signatures from them all. after the last person had went it was now your turn.

you walked up to where the boys were standing, giving them all individual hugs. “hey, i love your guys’ videos.” you said while smiling to which all three of the boys greeted you kindly back.

“thanks, how are you enjoying the events so far?” matt responded as chris and nick had taken your hoodie to sign. “it’s fun, im most excited for the singing portion though.” you said, remembering how the boys listed their events on their group instagram account.

“oh really? you sing?” matt asked as he got passed the hoodie to sign from chris. you nodded and took the hoodie from him once he was done. “yeah, here and there.” matt only smiled before standing off to the side so you guys could take a group photo.

“so you’ll stick around for the events im guessing?” matt asked when the photo was over. you gave him a quick ‘yes’ before you had to leave.

around an hour had passed when the meet and greet ended. the boys had now moved to the stage to begin more activities.

“so first up we will have…a singing competition!” nick announced into the microphone. the crowd of fans cheered before he continued. “so matt, chris, and i will pick on of you guys to do a song with us and you guys will vote on who did better.”

“alright lemme pick.” chris said before running across the stage, looking onto the stage. he pointed to the person of his choice and she was brought on stage. nick had done the same and his partner was on stage with him. “okay matt its just you left.” chris said into the mic.

matt glanced around the crowded and his eyes landed on you. “this girl told me she could sing at the meet and greet so i would like her to come up.” he said while smiling.

you nervously looked around for a second. not sure if your ears were playing tricks on you or not. but eventually you snapped out of it and made your way to the stage.

“okay, lets start this!” nick said as he looked to his partner. the two groups had picked their songs and let out some..interesting vocals. after a couple of minutes it was you and matt’s turn.

“what song should we do?” matt asked as he turned to you, moving the mic so it wouldnt pick up the conversation.

you shrugged and thought for a bit. “maybe one of the girls by the weeknd? it’s a good song for a duo.” matt agreed and went on to tell everyone your suggestion.

the song started and you could feel your palms literally forming pools of sweat. matt went first and everyone found it amusing. near the end of the song it was your turn. matt handed you the mic and you went on to sing the rest of the lyrics.

the crowd cheered once you were done. you could see your best friend screaming from where she was standing. you turned to see the reactions of the people that accompanied you on stage.

“we are so cooked.” chris yelled into the mic while laughing. “this has to be unfair.” nick argued.

“you’re really good.” matt said ignoring the chaos his brothers were causing. you could only smile while thanking him. if he only he knew how much that meant to you coming from him. “okay i think we clearly know who the winner is right?” matt asked the crowd to which they all erupted into cheers again.

afterwards, the guests were asked to go back to their seats but as you made your way down stage, matt stopped you shortly.

“hey.”

“hey.” you responded back, a little confused. “could i maybe get your number?” the brunette asked while fumbling to get his phone out his pocket before pointing it towards you.

“oh, of course!” you said while taking his phone to type in your number. “can i text you?” matt asked when you gave him back his phone.

“i mean you have my number don’t you?” you retorted. matt only laughed and nodded before running back up the stage. leaving you, shocked at what just happened. actually, shocked at what’s been happening throughout this day.

little did you know a few other fans were watching this interaction. videos of you surfaced a lot of platforms, even some of you and matt’s private interaction.

there was no way matt would forget you now.

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A/N: im sorry this was so late. I was in boston for spring break and i just wanted to relax for a bit. i hope you liked this <3

tags:

@junnniiieee07 @tillies33ssss @whore4matt @stellarsturns @summerl986 @inveigledvex @beccaluvschris @stingerayyy2 @bunnysturns @braindead4l @vickyzloserz @sturnzsblog

Hi honey I was wondering if you can maybe do a Chris’ best friend for Matt and they’ve liked each other just to scared to admit and they make very “SUGGESTIVE” jokes

Love you,💋

HIS BROTHERS BEST FRIEND - m. sturniolo

-warnings: none

“so that’s all for today’s video guys.” chris’ voice rang through the car as he passed the camera to his brother in the drivers seat. matt did his usually scream into the camera before completely shutting it off.

“fucking finally, we’ve been getting flooded with comments about you being on another video.” nick said as he leaned back into his seat, opting to scroll on his phone for the rest of the ride back home.

“your fans love me.” you laughed when you witnessed the look of disgust spread on nick’s face, obviously not in agreement to your statement.

“yeah, just wait until the edits start.” he sarcastically retorted. you smiled before glancing at the rear view mirror, for an instant you could see matt staring back at you before his eyes retreated to looking at the road ahead of him.

“y/n when are you gonna give me my hoodie back im fucking freezing.” chris complained while whipping his head back to the backseat. you rolled your eyes before taking the hoodie off and shoving it into his face to which both of his brothers laughed at.

“here, my hoodie is right next to you so you could wear it y/n.” matt fumbled his hand awkwardly to point to the item of clothing set beside you. “oh, thanks matt.” you smiled while putting the hoodie on. this didn’t fly past chris though as he imitated you with a high pitched voice repeated ‘thanks matt’

before you could retort, you guys had already made it back to your house. “are you guys coming in?” you asked as you stepped out of the car with your things. “yeah, actually I think I left something inside your room.” matt replied as he too got out the car. chris and nick opted to stay inside of the vehicle and wait.

as you and matt entered your apartment, you could feel the intensity of the tension between you two. “did you really have to make a scene in the car?” you asked while you kicked off your shoes, leaving the, somewhere in the living room. matt only smiled while following you to your room, “what? you think chris and nick don’t notice?”

you whipped your head around to face the brunette. “notice what exactly?” matt gestured between the both of you, hoping you’d pick up on what he was trying to imply. he stepped closer, the two of you now only inches apart. his hand gently grazed up your arm as he smiled. “cmon, don’t play dumb.”

who knew that a simple touch could have your head nearly spin off your neck. you eyes darted everywhere, everywhere but his eyes. could he hear how loud your heart was thumping? practically about to burst from your chest. you shook yourself out of your daze before replying. “well maybe you should remind me of what ‘this’ is.”

bold

bold enough to make matt stumble on his words for a mere second. as he looked into your eyes, it was as if time had slowed down around you. and the only thing relevant was how matt was slowly getting closer and closer as time went by. before you knew it, his soft, slightly chapped lips were on yours. gently dancing against your glossed ones. his hands held you by the waist as he drew you in as close as your bodies would allow him.

your moment was interrupted by the series of bangs at your door, followed by chris yelling at his brother to hurry up. you and matt both stood there for what felt like an eternity before he let go of his grip on you. “text me later, okay?” he said before making his way to your front door.

“wait, i thought you needed something?” you asked while treading slowly behind hi,, still dazed on what just occurred.

matt only smiled and laughed before stepping out, “oh, i didn’t actually need anything.” was the last thing he said before shutting the door behind him. leaving you confused, happy, and more confused.

but that night, you could only smile to yourself, enjoying this new secret you and matt shared.

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A/N: did yall miss meeee. sorry ive been discouraged and writers block is kicking my butt. i wrote the first part for like a week but i couldn’t get myself to like anything else i wrote. but i think it turned out okay? lmk.

tags:

@junnniiieee07 @tillies33ssss @whore4matt @stellarsturns @summerl986 @inveigledvex @beccaluvschris @stingerayyy2 @bunnysturns @braindead4l @vickyzloserz @sturnzsblog @blahbel668 @sturnioloxlver

LIGHT SHOWERS - m. sturniolo

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you couldn’t help but gaze outside the window for what felt like the 100th time. watching as the droplets of rain came down on your boyfriend’s car.

you two had decided to go out and get some food but little did you know that mother nature would greet you with rain. nonetheless, you two still went as you were already at the food place and it would take too long to order.

matt parked his car in front of the place and insisted that you stayed in the car so you “wouldn’t get sick.” you found it sweet but you already knew that you would be taking care of him once he caught a cold since he was only wearing a hoodie and some sweats.

your gaze shifted onto your boyfriend who was slightly running to the car with the food in his hands. he swung his door open and plopped into his seat, handing you the food which you quickly took.

you couldn’t help but laugh at your boyfriend’s state. completely drenched, and out of breath. matt shot you a quick glare before starting the car.

“seriously, the sun was just out 10 minutes ago.” he sighed before pulling out of the parking lot. “thats nature for ya.” you said while smiling. he couldn’t help but reciprocate the affectionate smile as well.

you both made it back home and by the time you got inside matt was drenched even more and you were drenched now as well.

“shower?” you suggested while kicking off your shoes. “what about the food, it’ll get cold.” matt asked while setting the bag down on the counter.

“we’ll just reheat it, cmon.” you said while pulling him towards your shared room.

“okay.” matt complied as he followed you. he knew he would follow you to the end of the earth if that situation occurred. he would comply with any suggestion you would think of. he enjoyed these little moments with you, so much so that he’s not even mad he’ll probably get sick from the rain.

he’s just happy with you.

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a/n: light drabble because i feel bad for not writing for a minute :(. but i see your guys’ requests and im sorry for taking time. i would rather take long and have it be enjoyable instead of rushing and it being ass. hope you all understand! updated masterlist coming soon!

tags: @junnniiieee07 @tillies33ssss @whore4matt @stellarsturns @summerl986 @inveigledvex @beccaluvschris @bunnysturns @braindead4l @vickyzloserz @sturnzsblog @blahbel668 @sturnioloxlver

just wait until i make a matt angst

im sorry for anyone waiting on a request, ill officially be somewhat free after today besides studying. Fics coming soon tysm for being patient 🫶🏽

alright yallll what do we want

Please I’m begging u could you write Chris x reader when reader gets wisdom teeth out. Pet names only baby

WISDOM TEETH - c.sturniolo

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“todays video is gonna be a bit different guys.” chris spoke into the camera before turning it to you, revealing you leaning on the kitchen counter. “y/n’s gonna get her wisdom teeth out!” your head quickly shifted towards the mention of ‘wisdom teeth’, unfortunately being reminded of what will be your reality in a matter of moments.

“chris stop, she’s literally fearing for her life right now.” nick said while laughing. “don’t worry y/n, its not that bad.” he said while patting your shoulder.

“i dont think i wanna go anymore.” you said quickly as you remembered how much pain nick was in while he was recovering.

“it’s gonna be alright baby, we’ll be right there.” chris reassures as he wrapped his shoulder around you, still holding the camera.

it took some convincing, and maybe some bribery from your boyfriend to get you food after the procedure, to finally convince you to get in the car and go through with getting your teeth pulled out. you had been in pain for a long time, complaining about the pain the teeth were causing you.

chris knew this and knew the best thing for you was to get them out. now you all were packed in the car with matt and chris in the front, while you and nick were in the back.

occasionally chris would reach behind his chair and allow you to hold his hand for some time. he knew as you were trying to appear calm and collected, your mind was actually racing.

but that feeling would only intensify as matt pulled into the parking lot of the dentist office. you did all the regulations upon entering the building, signing in, and waiting.

before you knew it you were in the chair, about to get those teeth pulled out.

“promise, you’ll stay?” you turned over to chris, watching him with pleading eyes as he grasped your hand in his.

“promise.”

timeskip

a couple of hours passed and you were finally off of the operating table. drowsy and unaware of where you were.

“where..where am i?” you spoke. you realized there was a strange feeling in your mouth. “waths in my mouf?!” you quickly tried to take out whatever it was from your mouth before chris stopped you.

“y/n, you need those in there baby.”

confusion took over for the rest of the day as your boyfriend completed the rest of the paper work and walked you out to the car where matt and nick were waiting.

“sooo..how’d it go?” nick asked amused as he saw your state. “nick, sit in the front i wanna sit with y/n.” chris said as he opened your side of the car door. you almost face planted as you got in but nick was quick to balance you before moving to the front seat.

chris didn’t feel like filming on the way back home since he’s sure you would kill him if he ever uploaded a video of you in this state. blabbering on and on about nothing that made sense while also questioning everything and anything.

“chrissy…why are there three of you.” you pouted before poking your boyfriend’s face, the reaching to poke matt and nick’s face as well. matt swatted your hand away and scolded you since he’s driving.

“why are you yelling at me?” you frowned at matt who you thought was chris before saying, “im breaking up with you!”

chris could only laugh at your antics causing his brothers to join in as well.

“y/n that’s matt.” he softly said while caressing your shoulder.

you made an ‘o’ shape with your mouth in realization, and muttered and apology to matt for threatening him.

you all made it back home, with chris carrying you to your shared room. as soon as he set you down on the bed it was lights out for you. immediately falling asleep in your boyfriend’s bed. he smiled as he moved his face in front of yours, softly giving you a kiss on the forehead, trying not to wake you up.

“i love you, y/n.” chris whispered, to which he got a snore in response. but thats all he needed. he knew you loved him just as much.

-

a/n: sorry i didnt know how to end it but i hope you enjoyed!

can you do one with dad matt?

him and the reader have a potty training toddler who walks around with a naked bottom half for easier access to the potty 😭 .

the kid has to tell the reader or matt when they need to use the potty so they can take them and theres a lot of accidents and stuff and its really cute

ACCIDENTS - m. sturniolo

it was a regular sunday evening for you and matt. at least, it’s your regular. typically if it was two years ago you and matt would be cuddled up on his bed enjoying the sweet silence and each other’s company.

well those times have changed. especially with your new edition to your family. your baby girl, aria, brought a whole new world to you and matt’s life. bringing joy and sometimes destruction.

and as of right now? she’s bringing destruction.

all you were trying to do was relax a bit on the couch. no matter what anyone says, parenting was not easy. especially not chasing around a toddler that refuses to use the bathroom.

“aria, baby, i need you to go potty.” you try and plead with the stubborn two year old. but she only pouts and turns her back on you letting out a stern, “no!” before running off again.

you heavily sighed before walking towards your daughter. swiftly picking her up, you removed the diapers that were on her. she needed to learn how to use the bathroom on her own eventually. you set your baby down, now bottomless, watching as she ran towards her dads room.

aria bursted into matt’s room as you followed behind, plopping down on the bed. “dada!” your girl’s sweet voice rang through the room before she collided with matt’s leg as he was seated on his desk chair.

“hey my beautiful girl, where are your diapers?” matt questioned softly before holding her up by her armpits. aria only pointed at you that was nearly passed put on the bed from exhaustion.

“she didn’t wanna potty.” was all you mumbled before dozing off. matt could only chuckle but somewhat felt bad since youve been battling with the girl to potty on her own for weeks now.

matt rose up from his seat and carried his daughter to the bathroom before stopping infront of her potty that was next to the big toilet. he sat her down and she only looked at him in confusion.

“sweetheart, if you go potty ill give you ice cream, okay?” maybe bribery wasnt the best parenting technique, but hey, you seemed desperate and worn out so if this could work maybe it could help you. at least thats what matt thought.

“okay, dada!”

matt smiled and nodded before walking out towards the door, making sure to leave it open just in case. “i’ll be right here sweetheart.”

a couple of minutes had passed before matt heard aria yell out, “done!” matt smiled to himself before yelling back. “did you wipe?” the girl answered back with a yes and matt walked into the bathroom.

lets just say..

she did go potty,

she just missed.

the potty.

after cleaning up both the bathroom and his daughter, matt made sure to put a diaper back on aria to avoid the same outcome. by the time he was done you had already woken up to see both your husband and your daughter eating ice cream on the kitchen island.

“guess what?” matt said as he saw your figure emerged from the room. “i went potty, mommy!” your baby proudly said with a mouth filled with ice cream. you couldn’t help but smile and give her a bunch of kisses on her chubby cheeks that you loved.

you also gave matt a bunch of kisses as well as one on his lips, as a thank you.

“i can’t believe you did it.” you said in disbelief as you also grabbed a bowl for ice cream.

“yeah well, there were some accidents.” both your husband and your daughter started giggling like a secret was shared but just for the two of them. you only shrugged, just happy about this milestone.

-

a/n: ugh this was so cute chat i love dad matt

how do i approach a guy im interested in at my job? Pls help im actually so bad at this 😭

can you do a story about how chris and the reader meet at tara’s party but before that, reader accidentally revealed that she found chris cute and the she went viral for it (idk if that makes sense)

SOCIAL MEDIA FRENZY - c. sturniolo

2 days ago..

“chat are we enjoying this haul? don’t flame my style in the comment section.” you warned to your viewers on instagram live before grabbing the next package of clothes off the floor, ready to show your 14k viewers the next batch of items. “next youtube video when?” you read off from a comment.

“this was going to be a youtube haul, but i got lazy so..new video this week!”

your rise as an influencer had to be studied. from a random youtube vlog that you made out of the want to romanticize your life a bit and a rant on tiktok people found funny that gained 2.5 million likes caused you to not only receive near to 3 million subscribers on youtube but almost 1.9 million on tiktok.

this was only in the span of 2 years. growing and working to not only please your new fans but to also have fun for yourself as you still decided to go to college for that degree.

social media was just a hobby for you like a lot of people say. but you truly couldn’t expect the new wave of attention you would revolve for a simple comment you made.

the next item of your haul was a fitted cap that you saw at a pop up shop in your city. you recognized it from somewhere else and decided to buy it since it was also cute.

“guys this cap i actually bought because this youtuber, chris sturniolo also wears it in his videos.” at the mention of the social media star your comments flooded. “guys calm down, im not crazy, he’s just cute okay?” you laughed before setting the cap down then moving to the next piece of clothing.

soon enough you ended the live and went on with your day as normal. filming a bit of your vlog for your new video, answering emails from brands, doing some household chores and of course, settling down in your bed with some snacks for your nightly tiktok scrolling.

as soon as you opened the app you got bombarded with a screen recording of your live with the bit where you said chris was cute. it was all over. even on twitter you began trending for the potential new relationship between you and the social media star.

all you could do is read the comments, some encouraging and some hateful, watch edits of you two being shipped, and quickly text your manager profusely apologizing for the mess you just made.

you groaned while rolling around in your bed. sometimes you just forgot you were too well known to be spewing whatever nonsense came to mind.

which brings us here.

at taras party.

since she was inviting influential people, and her friends, you were a definite invite on her list. and you knew either all of one of the triplets would be there too.

you were nervous to bump into chris. would he even speak to you? and if he did would he be uncomfortable or understanding? well you were about to find out in a moment since he was walking in your general direction.

you mustered up all the courage you could and began to walk towards him. feeling the need to apologize to him since the situation was your fault and it must be annoying for him as well.

you came to a stop as he turned his body to fully face you. your breath hitched for moment taking his appearance all in. his black hoodie and black baggie jeans with his messy hair was a lot to take in in person.

either way you were gonna say what you needed to say. “hey, my names y/n. you might know me. or not thats fine too!” you stumble across your words for a minute before taking a deep breath. you could feel his eyes on you but you remembered hes just a person too.

“you may have seen the plenty of edits and a lot of my supporters in your comment sections or dms, and i just wanted to say im sorry since its been going for three days now and you must be annoyed.” you said it all in one breath and finally met the boys eyes. instead of confusion you were met with a look of amusement.

“oh you’re completely fine. honestly i felt bad for you since you were getting a lot of hate for a simple comment.” chris shrugged while giving you his signature smile. you smiled as well glad that he seemed fine with the recent uproar.

“ive heard worse.” chris said while grimacing at the thought which caused you to laugh nodding in agreement. the night went on with you and chris sticking together for the majority of the party. introducing one another to friends, chris introducing you to nick (your new best friend) and overall having a great time. before you left chris made sure to get your number and texted you to make sure you arrived home safely.

you couldnt help the smile that was spreading on your face as you recall the events of the night. maybe making that comment wasnt so bad after all.

walking towards your room of your apartment, you plopped down onto your bed and decided to make a quick instagram post for the night.

and guess who liked the post?

a/n: i hope yall enjoy this cus i sure did (i was so close to making this into a smut 😭)

moots please update please….. llease…… slls…

this did something to me…………..

hey luvs! its a new season so new stories will be coming out. be sure to leave some requests in my inbox (and sorry ive been gone for so long) ♡

summary: You and Matt have been going through a rough patch recently, but what if this is the last time?

warnings: mentions of car crash, blood, hospitals, etc.

A/N: my first ever one shot!! i’m sorry it’s really long!! hope you like it!

*not proofread*

dividers from @io6gyu

“Matt just focus on me for once!” you yell angrily, snapping. He then gives you the silent treatment…not again…

“Are you serious?!” you yell once again but he continued to sit there, acting like you weren’t there, like normal. He stayed focused on his game, barely batting an eye towards you.

“What the fuck ever Matt!” you shout before slamming the door to his room as you walk out.

He stays emotionless as you storm out, not thinking much of it as he continued to play on his phone, but as soon as the door slams shut he starts to feel bad. He slowly starts to wonder if he’s done it again…

Once out the front door of the triplets house, you head straight for your car. You try to fight off the tears but soon enough they are streaming down your face. You wipe your eyes with the back of your hand before putting the car in reverse and backing out of the driveway.

Once you can no longer see the house, you start to breakdown. The sight off the road in front of your eyes gets more blurry the more the tears come. It’s getting harder and harder to see the road. As you go to wipe your eyes again, the last thing you hear is the sound of a loud horn honking before everything goes black.

Matt was still sitting at his desk playing Fortnite by himself. After a little while he started getting worried, usually you would come back after a few minutes but 30 minutes had passed and you still hadn’t come home.

Usually he would brush it off and keep playing but this was different. He wanted to go after you but he was worried you would just yell at him. He kept contemplating until 2 hours had passed and he caved. He walked out of his room and straight to the car where he hurriedly started driving to your house.

He was in a complete frenzy with worry. Not only had you not come back in over 2 hours but when he arrives at your house you’re not there either. He starts desperately calling your name as he searches the house before sitting down in despair, he was thinking how this was all his fault, but after some time of sitting around he decides maybe you just went to your parents house or some other place, he had to keep searching.

Matt got back into his car and continued to drive around, desperately searching every place he could think of that you would possibly be. He was worried sick about you, he couldn’t live without you but the thought of you not wanting him in your life anymore was too much, he tried to push the thought down as he looked for you. Even though it was getting dark outside, he refused to go home until he found you.

He was starting to lose hope, he had looked absolutely everywhere and still no sign of you. He was just about to go home and wait til the morning to keep searching but for the first time in the past 5 hours something caught his eye. The faint sound of an engine, just in the distance. He quickly rushed over and saw it was the glow of a car with someone inside.

Matt quickly put his car in park and rushed out to check on the person in the almost complete crouched vehicle. He slowly opened the door to find you unconscious in your car.

“holy shi-“ he muttered as he saw you in the car, he quickly picked you up and carried you back to his car before carefully laying you down in the backseat and rushing back to his house. Driving like a mad man just to get back, hoping desperately that you’d be okay.

He parked in the driveway of his house, quickly picked you up again and burst through the door, laying you on the couch before bolting to find something to wrap your wounds with.

You were bleeding from somewhere on your head, and your stomach was also cut open and bleeding heavily.

Matt ran to the kitchen to try and find something, anything that could possibly stop the bleeding where He stumbled across his brother Nick, who was sitting at the counter on his phone.

“Nick!” Matt said urgently, rushing over to him. “I-I need your help-“ he started to say, his voice cracking as he spoke, his usual calm deminor gone.

Nick tensed as he sat up straight. He has never seen his brother look this scared before.

“What’s going on Matt?” Said a very confused and concerned Nick.

“ I-…I need you to call an ambulance!!” Matthew said desperately, his eyes filled with panic, and as he looked back to you his heart sank. You were bleeding a lot.

Nick looked around Matt and his eyes landed on the sight of his best friend, unconscious and bleeding all over the couch.

Nick immediately got serious, rushing over to the couch and seeing the state you were in. He wasted no time grabbing his phone and dial 911.

Nick spoke urgently into the phone as Matt crouched down beside you in a panic. Matt took your hand in his, hoping that somehow just the feeling of his touch would make you okay.

Nick was still speaking on the phone, telling the operator very little, as he still didn’t know what had happened to cause all this. Matthew was looking around for something to stop the bleeding but when he didn’t find anything he started to rip off a piece of his shirt to try and hold your wounds with, his hands shaking while he did it.

The sound of someone humming to a tiktok sound forces Matt’s attention away from you. When he heard the singing, his head quickly turned to the direction of the sound and he saw Chris coming down the stairs and singing to himself, obviously unaware of the situation unfolding.

Matt quickly stood up and walked over to Chris, grabbing ahold of his shoulders and speaking quickly and urgently.

“Chris! Go outside!” Matt said, his voice still cracking from the intense amount of stress on him.

Chris, now noticing the sense of urgency in his brothers voice, listened without arguing and walked outside, still not quite aware of the situation. When he was outside, Matthew hurried back to your side.

He took off the bloodied piece of his shirt, realizing it was doing nothing to stop the bleeding and he quickly looked around, trying to find towels or anything else to try and cover your wounds. He was growing even more panicked, seeing more and more blood come from your injuries as he was panicking, trying to figure out how to stop the bleeding.

His head snapped towards the front door as he heard the sirens, he was grateful, but still worried as hell. He still didn't know the extent of your injuries and if you'd be okay.

After a moment, the door burst open and paramedics rushed into the room with a stretcher, hurrying around you and starting to treat your injuries.

Chris quickly follows the paramedics in, still having no idea what’s happening. He looked extremely pale as he stared at the scene.

Matt anxiously watched as the paramedics worked and carefully put you up on the stretcher, he was starting to see the paramedics start to look a lot more frantic than they were at the beginning. As much as he wanted to push them aside to be right next to you, he had to let the paramedics deal with you in the time being.

One of the paramedics look to Matt before speaking. “What is your relationship to the patient sir?” She asked while her and her partner started wheeling you out the front door to the ambulance.

Matthew, slightly caught off guard by the question, answered quickly yet anxiously “Uh…I’m her boyfriend…”

“Are you coming in the ambulance with us?”

Matt was hesitant for a moment, but when he saw one of the paramedics start to bring you outside to the ambulance, he spoke up quickly, his voice wavering slightly “I’ll-“ he swallowed before he continued, his voice now much more stable and assured “I’m coming in the ambulance…please-“

The paramedics rushed into the ambulance with Matt close behind. He was desperate to be as close to you as possible as he sat down and looked at your unconscious body, looking over all the tubes and machines that the paramedics started to put on you, trying to see if you’d open your eyes for just a moment.

He looked over your body, taking in all your injuries and wondering how they’re going to treat it. He was so worried, the sight of you hurt and on a stretcher in an ambulance made his stomach twist in nervousness. The ride to the hospital was quiet and tense, and it felt like forever before finally arriving at the hospital. They rushed out and took you to a room and immediately began working to treat you and monitor your condition.

Unfortunately Matt was forced to stay behind. He anxiously sat in the waiting room, he was bouncing his leg up and down nervously as he waited for any news about your condition. He desperately hoped you’d be okay, the guilt weighed heavily on his shoulders now that he realized how his behavior contributed to you getting hurt.

The sound of heavy footsteps rushing into the building steal his attention. Matt’s eyes widen for a moment when he sees his brothers storm into the waiting room, their faces looking panicked and stressed out. He could only imagine how they were feeling and how worried they were about you too. He didn’t want to talk right now though, he was too anxious about getting information about your condition.

Chris is the first to speak up. “Bro. What the fuck happened.” He said extremely out of breath.

Matt let out a shuddered breath before he shakily spoke up and relayed everything that had happened that day, how he and you had gotten into an argument and you had stormed out of the house. When he told them about you driving off, his voice became much more panicked, his voice rising a bit with stress and anxiety as he spoke.

Nick and Chris were silent as they listened, their faces shifting into expressions of worry and concern. It was almost like they felt like it was partially their fault as well, they watched as Matt’s voice became shaky and his leg bounced from anxiety, he was a mess and they could see it clearly.

Nick was the first to speak up, his voice low and somber as he spoke. Matt could easily tell what he was thinking, he was silently blaming himself as well.

“Why…Why did she even run out in the first place…?” Nick said, his voice wavering slightly.

Matt knew exactly why you had stormed out of the house, he knew why he had done it and now it was coming back to bite him in the ass. He sighed shakily, his leg still bouncing up and down anxiously as he spoke.

“We…we had another dumb argument…”

He groaned as he spoke, shaking his head from the guilt he felt from the argument. It seemed like such a dumb issue to argue over, but the fact that you running out could have led to you being seriously injured or even killed was weighing heavily on his conscience.

“We were having an argument…and…I got annoyed and went to my room to play video games…it’s all my fault-“

Matt’s voice shook as he spoke and he clenched his hands as he gripped his pants, trying to keep himself from panicking any more. He sat back in the uncomfortable hospital seat, his eyes looking down and his leg still bouncing nervously.

“She…She’s here because of me…if I just hadn’t ignored her like a stupid idiot this wouldn’t have happened…” His face fell into a pained expression as he continued to blame himself.

Chris was now the one to speak up, his voice low and somewhat stern. “Matt…it’s not your fault. You couldn’t have known this would happen…don’t blame this all on yourself…”

Matt’s lip quivered slightly at Chris’s words, he didn’t want to believe him. He continued to blame himself for your condition.

“I-I could have- if I just didn’t get annoyed and just listened to her this wouldn’t have happened…maybe if I wasn’t such a dumbass-“

Nick was quick to cut him off, clearly getting tired of him putting the blame all on himself. “Will you stop? She’s in there because she chose to storm out, not because you chose to start an argument!”

Matt was taken aback slightly by Nick’s bluntness, knowing the logic in his words but still unable to shake the guilt he felt. He sighed and ran a hand through his hair as he continued to look downward.

“It’s just… I’m her boyfriend…I should’ve done better-”

Chris spoke up again, his voice lower and sounding almost sad. “Yeah you should’ve…but so should’ve she…the blame isn’t just on you, she has some of it too…”

Matt just sat there silently for a moment, staring at the ground and processing what Chris had said. He felt like he was partially right, but it still didn’t take away the guilt he felt for you being in the hospital because of him.

Nick groaned, growing tired of Matt’s constant blaming and wallowing in guilt. He leaned against the wall and spoke again, his voice still firm and yet at the same time still somewhat pitying.

“Bro…seriously, stop acting like you’re the only person in the wrong. She’s not entirely blameless“.

Matt was still sitting there, his leg still bouncing anxiously as he was trying to internalize Nick’s words. He was slowly coming to accept the fact that you weren’t entirely blameless in the situation, but still, he shouldn’t have ignored you, he should’ve done better as your boyfriend, he could’ve avoided the argument in the first place-

Chris was the one to speak up once again, he was also tired of Matt’s wallowing, he was always too hard on himself.

“Seriously, stop blaming yourself for everything. You did wrong and so did she, the fight was both your faults. You can dwell on it later but first you have to focus on making sure she’s okay-“ Chris said as he put his hand on Matt’s trembling shoulder.

Matt was silent for a moment. He took a deep breath and exhaled, trying to get rid of the negative thoughts swirling around in his head. He knew he couldn’t dwell on it now, he had to focus on you and making sure you were okay, he owed it to you.

“….yeah, yeah you’re…you’re right…”

Nick seemed to relax as much as he could given the situation, as he could see that the words he had said were finally getting through to him. He spoke up, his voice back to his usual snarky tone

“Damn right I’m right.”

Nick’s typical smartass attitude got a very faint scoff out of Matt who was, in the tiniest possible way, amused. He still couldn’t shake the stress of your condition though, he just wanted a doctor or anyone to tell him that you were okay…

After a few more minutes that felt like hours, a doctor walked into the waiting room and looked around before finally spotting the three brothers. Immediately, all three of their heads whipped around to look at him, desperate for answers.

The doctor looked at the three of them, his expression somewhat neutral. After quickly checking some papers he looked back up at the three brothers.

“Are you three here for (Y/N)?” the doctor asked while reading his eyebrows.

Matt immediately stood up, his heart beating hard against his chest as he spoke quickly and anxiously.

“Yes, yes we are… Is she okay? Is she going to be alright?”

The doctor’s neutral expression didn’t change one bit, but the tone of his voice was somewhat calming which eased the brothers a bit.

“We’re treating her and right now she’s stable. Are any of you her family?”

Matt, Nick and Chris all looked at each for a moment, knowing they weren’t her family but also knowing they didn’t want to leave her alone in the room. Matt quickly spoke up, a pleading look in his eyes as he answered.

“No…but I’m her boyfriend…please, c-can I see her?” Matt said as the tears were starting to pour out of his eyes.

The doctor stayed silent for a moment as if contemplating before he finally spoke again. “You can, but only for a moment. She’s still getting treated so she won’t be fully conscious…”

Matt let out a small sigh of relief as the doctor spoke. His heart was beating hard against his chest, he couldn’t wait to see you even if you wouldn’t technically be awake. He nodded and looked at his brothers for a moment before speaking directly to the doctor.

“Can my brothers come too?”

The doctor again pauses for a moment before nodding. “Of course, as long as you don’t touch the equipment and don’t get in the way of anyone treating her.”

The other two brothers quickly nodded, agreeing to not touch anything or get in anyone’s way. They all felt some of the heaviness of the situation being lifted now that they’ed finally be able to see you, even if just for a moment.

The doctor gestured for the three brothers to follow him, so Matt nodded to his brothers and all three of them walked after the doctor as he led them to your room.

The doctor took them to a room, opening the door and revealing you on the bed. You were hooked up to different machines and had some tubes sticking out at points where you were most injured. Seeing you like that made all three of the brothers’ breath hitch in shock for a moment.

Matt’s eyes widened as he walked closer to the foot of your bed. His heart nearly stopped when he saw all the tubes coming out of you and all the machines that were monitoring your condition. He was absolutely horrified at the state you were in, and he could almost feel a lump growing in his throat as he stood next to you and looked down at you.

Nick and Chris were right next to him, their faces pale as they took in your condition as well. They each shared a look, silently expressing a mix of worry and disbelief before Nick spoke up, his voice low and somewhat anxious.

“Jesus Christ…”

Matt could only stand there silently, staring down at your body and how pale you looked. He just wanted you to open your eyes and look at him, but that wasn’t going to happen…at least not anytime soon. He swallowed hard as he could feel the lump in his throat start to grow.

The guilt and the horror at the situation was really starting to hit Matt, but no matter how hard he wanted to break down and sob at the sight of you, he just stood there silently.

A nurse walked into the room and checked on the monitors, looking at them before nodding and walking out again. Nick and Chris were silently watching you, both of them were still processing what they were seeing. They couldn’t imagine what was going on in Matthew’s head right now.

Matt was still silent, the only sound that could be heard was the beeping of the machines and your heartbeat on the monitor. He was so utterly consumed by guilt and horror at your condition that he didn’t even notice that he slowly raised his hand and gently placed it on the side of yours. His touch was completely gentle, he was scared to touch you too hard in case it would hurt you more.

Matt’s face was pale and completely expressionless as he gently held your cold and clammy hand. His breath hitched slightly in his throat as it really sunk in that he had put you in this condition. If he had just been better, or listened to you in the first place, none of this would have happened and everything could’ve been perfect…but it wasn’t, and it was his fault.

Matt sat down in the chair next to the bed, his eyes still on your face. He gently squeezed your hand in his, desperate for some kind of response from you. He couldn’t stand the fact that he was sitting here doing absolutely nothing and that you were laying there so still and cold.

“Please…please be okay…”

Matt silently sat there next to you, holding your hand. Nick and Chris were still standing near your bed, just silently watching Matt staring at you. They could tell he was absolutely guilt ridden, this was all the more evident by his expression and body language. The only sound inside the room was the sound of the machines beeping, the only movement was Matt gently rubbing the back of your hand with his thumb.

He continued to sit there silently, gently holding your hand and just silently willing you to respond and at least twitch or something. It was all he wanted, just some kind of reaction that would allow him to know you weren’t completely unconscious. He was desperate to know that you’d be okay, his heart ached just at the sight of you so still and the knowledge that he had put you in pain…it was all becoming too much for him.

Matt was getting more and more desperate for some kind of response from you. The fact that you weren’t so much as twitching in response to his touch or hearing his voice was absolutely agonizing to him. He was so overwhelmed by the guilt he felt for putting you in this condition and seeing you so lifeless on the bed was truly horrifying to him.

He slowly raised his other hand and gently cupped your cheek in it, his touch slow and gentle as if he didn’t want to hurt you. He just wanted to see you respond, just a small twitch in the corner of your mouth or something, but you just stayed motionless and quiet while the machines beeped and you breathed shakily.

He desperately wanted you to open your eyes and look up at him with those glimmering eyes of yours, but he knew that wasn’t going to happen anytime soon. Still, he couldn’t help but to speak to you, even if you likely couldn’t hear him. He softly caressed your cheek as he spoke, his voice low and shaky as he tried to hold his emotions back.

“Please…please…just open your eyes, please…”

Matthew couldn’t hold back anymore, a quiet sob escaping his throat as he kept holding your hand and gently touching your face. He just wanted you to wake up, he needed to see you alive and breathing and talking and healthy. The fact that you were just laying there, unresponsive with tubes and machines connected to you, was absolutely terrifying to him.

Tears were slowly streaking down his face as he continued to gently touch you, his voice quiet and cracking as he spoke again. All he could do at this point was talk to you, hoping that you could hear him and that you would respond in some way.

“Please…please wake up…I’m sorry…I’m so sorry…”

Matt was starting to get more and more desperate. He was silently praying that somehow you could miraculously wake up and just be okay, but he was slowly beginning to understand that it was highly unlikely. He continued to talk to you, his voice shaky and even more teary as he desperately wanted you to hear him and respond, but he knew that he’d likely be sitting here by your side alone for a while….

Matt didn’t even notice Nick and Chris watching as he sat next to you, his eyes still on you as he continued sobbing quietly. He continued to whisper to you, his voice now shaky and cracking almost completely as he spoke.

“Please…please wake up…don’t do this…don’t leave me-“

He was completely breaking down at this point. He was begging for you to wake up, to open your eyes, to move, to do something to show that you were okay. But you just lay there motionless and still, hooked up to machines as the only sound was his voice cracking as he continued to try and get you to react.

He started slowly repeating the phrase “please wake up” over and over again, the words cracking and shaking with every repetition. Tears were streaming down his face now as he sat there holding your hand and gently caressing your face. He just wanted you to do something, anything to show him you were okay, even just a small twitch or movement.

He continued to sit there silently, his eyes focused on the monitor and listening to the beeping of the machine that kept him informed of your condition. He still had your hand held in one of his, his thumb slowly moving and rubbing the back of you hand. More tears streamed down his face as he looked down at you and saw all the tubes in your arms and the machines that were keeping you stable.

All of a sudden his eyes widened as he felt you squeeze his hand, his breath catching in his throat for a moment as he took in the sensation. He looked over at you and saw no sign of you opening your eyes or moving, but he could feel your hand still squeezing his hand tight, albeit weakly.

Matt continued to stare at you for a moment as he felt your hand squeezing his, his heart racing and thumping hard in his chest as he was finally given a sign that you were still alive and aware. He slowly brought his other hand up and gently covered the hand that was holding his with it, his fingers softly tracing the back of it as he spoke silently.

“You…you’re squeezing my hand…”

He let out a shaky breath as he felt you continue to squeeze his hand, his eyes wide as he tried to wrap his head around the fact that you were still conscious and aware. He slowly raised his other hand and caressed the side of your face, his touch gentle and soft as he spoke to you again in a low voice.

“Please…open your eyes…”

Matt continued to just sit there, watching you and feeling the hand gripping his. He was relieved that you were squeezing his hand, it showed that you were still there somewhat, but he was silently begging for you to open your eyes. He was silently crying as he continued touching your face and hand, desperately waiting for you to wake up and look at him.

His eyes widened as he finally saw your eyes slowly opening, the sight of those gorgeous (E/C) orbs was beautiful to him. He was so overwhelmingly relieved by the simple act of your eyes opening, and he just continued to stare at you as he whispered.

“You…you’re awake…” he spoke through a sob.

Your voice was very horse yet you somehow found the energy to speak ,”wh- what happed?”

Matt swallowed hard as he listened to your voice, the sight of your eyes open and staring up at him was just the best sight he’d seen all week. His voice was still a bit shaky and somewhat quiet as he spoke again.

“You don’t…don’t remember what happened?”

“No. Not really” You shook your head.

Matt took a deep and shaky breath as he watched your eyes stay open and staring softly at him. Even though you were awake and responsive now, you still seemed quite disoriented and dazed. He gently stroked your cheek with his thumb as he spoke again in a soft and quiet voice.

“You…you were in an accident…you’ve been unconscious for a few hours. You really don’t remember anything?”

“I um, remember us … fighting but everything after that is a blur” You said looking down at your hands that we’re currently bundled together resting on your blanket covered lap.

Matt couldn’t help the pang of guilt that squeezed his chest as he remembered your fight, and how that was what led to all this. He gently squeezed your hand as he spoke again, his voice still quiet and shaky.

“Yeah, we…we had a fight but…but after that you don’t remember anything?”

You just quietly shook your head no. The amount of pain rushing through your body seemed to be sucking all your energy away.

Matt was quiet again for a moment as he took in the fact that you didn’t remember anything after your fight. He gently ran his fingers through your hair, his touch still gentle and soft.

“Don’t…don’t worry about it…you just…you need to rest right now, it’s not important…”

“I’m sorry.” You said choking back tears.

Matt’s eyes widened slightly as he heard you apologize, and he leaned a bit closer to you as his hand still ran through your hair. He gently shook his head as he spoke, his voice still quiet.

“You…you don’t have anything to be sorry for…it’s not your fault, please don’t be sorry…”

“matt?” You said quietly, scared of his response.

His heart gave a small leap as he heard you use his name, it was the first time he’d heard it since the fight. He leaned in a bit closer as he answered quietly.

“Yeah? What is it baby?”

“I love you.”

Matt froze for a second as he heard you say those three words to him. He’d been longing to hear them for so long, and now that he finally did, it just made his heart ache. He smiled softly down at you, fighting back the tears in his eyes as he spoke again softly and quietly.

“…I love you too…”

He was still smiling down at you as you spoke, his heart was still beating hard against his chest as you told him you loved him. He leaned in a bit closer, almost hovering over you and looking into your eyes.

“Can I…can I hold you?”

Once again you nodded. Seeing as that was the only thing you had enough energy to do in the moment.

Matt let out a small shaky breath upon hearing you say it was okay for him to hold you. He was so desperate to hold you close and just be close to you again, and now that he had permission, he slowly and gently wrapped his arms around you and held you close, being careful of the tubes and machines connected to you.

He was so focused on you that he didn’t even notice that Nick and Chris were watching from behind him, but after a moment he heard Chris speak up.

“How ya feeling y/n?” Chris said quietly, too afraid to make noise.

“I’ve been better” you try to joke. It does get a little chuckle out of Chris though.

“You gave us quite the scare y/n.” Nick said somewhat sternly.

Matt’s eyes widen and he was suddenly hit with a wave of guilt a he realized he’d been so focused on getting the chance to talk to you that he hadn’t spared a single thought about how worried his brothers must’ve been. He was silent for a moment as he gently tightened his grip around you.

“I’m okay. I promise.” You spoke while looking at the two boys you considered your own brothers.

Matt was still holding you tight against him, his mind racing and his heart aching with the guilt that he felt. He’d been so focused on you that he hadn’t spared a moment to think about how worried and scared his brothers must’ve been this whole time, and he was suddenly filled with a pang of guilt and remorse that he hadn’t even thought about them during this entire time.

“Matt?”

He was snapped out of his thoughts as he heard you say his name, and he looked down at you as he continued holding you close. There was a pang of guilt in his chest that he silently fought to push away as he looked at you and spoke quietly in a soft and shaky voice.

“…yeah baby?”

“I wanna go home” you cry while grabbing his hand tighter.

Matt’s heart ached once again as he heard you say that you wanted to go home, and he silently cursed himself for being the reason you were in this situation to begin with. He continued to hold you close, almost as if silently protecting you from the world as he continued speaking quietly in that same shaky voice.

“…I know you do…once the doctors think it’s okay to release you then we’ll get you home, I promise…”

Matt looked over at the door as the doctor came in, still holding you close against his chest. He was silently fighting the guilt that seemed to have wrapped its way around his heart as he took in the sight of the doctor coming into the room, waiting for them to speak first.

“We checked your vitals and everything seems good. You are free to go home.”

“Really?” You and Matt both ask at the same time.

“Yep. She’s all good to go. Just make sure she rests and takes it easy. Also we will provide a wheelchair because due to injuries to your legs we think it’s best that you stay off your feet for a while.” The doctor says as he clasped his hand behind his back.

Matt’s heart ached once again as he heard the doctor say you could not walk, and he silently fought the urge that was suddenly building inside of him that was telling him to pick you up and carry you home right then and there. Instead, he took a quiet, deep breath and continued to hold you against him as he spoke to the doctor again.

“How long…how long will she have to stay off her feet?”

The doctor check the calendar on his smart watch before speaking. “At least 3 weeks”

The sound of audible intakes of breath are heard from everyone except the doctor. Matt was silent for a few moments as he continued to take in every bit of information he could about the fact that you would not be able to walk for three weeks. The guilt he already felt was multiplying in his chest, weighing down on him as he continued to hold you close and rub your back with one hand while silently gripping your other hand in his.

He was quiet for a few more moments before he swallowed the lump in his throat and spoke again, his voice suddenly shaky as he asked the question that was weighing on his mind.

“…what about bathing? Using the bathroom…things like that?”

“Yes. She will need help with all that.” The doctor nods.

Matt’s heart ached and the guilt suddenly surged in his chest as he silently took in the implication that you’d be most comfortable with him helping you. It made him feel even more guilty, realizing once again that he was the reason you were even in this whole situation to start with, but he forced down the guilty thoughts and gave another small nod to the doctor as he spoke in a quiet voice.

“Okay yeah…I’ll help..”

“Alright. I’ll leave you guys alone while the nurses get all your paper work so we can get you out of here.” The doctor kindly smiled while clapping his hands together.

The triplets all thank him as he leaves the room. For a moment no one speaks until you break the silence.

“Matt?”

He was pulled out of his thoughts as you said his name, and he looked over at you quickly, trying to act as if he hadn’t been silently panicking inside his mind just a moment before. He was still holding you against him protectively as he looked down at you, waiting for you to speak.

“Ar- are you still mad at me?” you ask quietly, scared of the fact that even though you can tell he’s worried about you, he might still be seething from the argument you two had earlier.

Matt’s felt his heart drop almost into his stomach as he heard your question, and his grip tightened on you almost instinctively as you asked if he was still mad at you. He was suddenly filled with more guilt as he realized that you’d thought this whole time that he was mad at you***, and he silently cursed himself for letting you think that for so long. He shook his head quickly and spoke in a shaky voice.

“No…no I’m not mad at you…not at all…”

Although you’re not entirely convinced you nod before you continue “I’m really sorry we fought”.

Matt slowly shook his head again as you apologized for the fight the two of you had been in. Guilt and pain twisted in his chest as he thought about the way he’d acted that night, and how the entire fight was entirely his fault in the first place.

“No…no don’t say that…don’t apologize…it’s my fault, none of this was your fault…”

You try to speak again but he cuts you off.

“No no no…don’t say that…please don’t say it’s your fault, you didn’t do anything wrong…I was the one who was acting like a dick…I’m the reason you’re even in the damn hospital in the first place…so don’t apologize, okay?”

Tears are streaming down your face as you say the only thing that’s been on your mind the second you opened your eyes and saw your boy next to you.

“I love you Matt”.

His heart ached as he heard those words leave your mouth yet again, and he squeezed you softly and gently against his chest, still holding you close to keep you from moving even an inch. He was silently relishing in the feeling of finally being able to hold you so closely again, and in the knowledge that you still loved him despite everything that had happened up to this point.

“I love you too…so so much, beautiful…”

“Can you take me home now?” you say while laying your head on his shoulder.

Matt’s heart surged with another wave of guilt and protectiveness as you spoke those words, asking for him to take you home. He was quietly berating himself as he was suddenly reminded once again just how much you actually needed him, and how the reason you needed him was his own damn fault in the first place. He squeezed you softly again against him before he replied in a soft, quiet voice.

“Of course…I’ll take you home…”