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strwberryracoon
3 years ago

Reblog and put in the tags your sexuality and how you came to realize it.

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ok so cw nsfw i discovered i like girls quite early i was like 12 and i found out because one day i was thinking about a friend of mine and suddenly though what if i like her cue the italicized oh that was the time i also started to question about whether i might be asexual and also i started to question about my gender idk why but i hated the thought of being anything but a lesbian so i started to repress those thoughts and then i got into marvel💀 i was 13 let me live i dont remember how but i started to read a lot of fanfictions and like the marvel fandom is thirsty af now picture an easily impressionable child reading an unhealthily amount of bdsm f/f reader x (character) fics maybe i shouldn't post this anyways eventually i realized i hated the idea of having to top but the thought of bottoming was way worse and after a few people i know came out as asexual i slowly and by slowly i mean very very slowly i accept the fact that im ace too and recently i realized romantically i dont like only girls but i definitely dont like men and i dont really like to label myself so like im ace and romantically i like anyone but men so yeah this was unnecessarily long ops feel like i should tag this in aslan overshares
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thotsanfyuckinprayers
1 year ago

I’m not having any fun, happy thoughts in fact, my thoughts are just in a loop and I feel like I can’t escape my mind like I’m a prisoner help between these fleshy little walls. I know how to escape the prison, but everyone else who is not in the prison Will kind of be like oh that’s sad and say it was good prison .. good to keep prisoners at and keep them around. did you know the rate of suicide in prisoners is very high so that’s why they monitor them so closely, crazy. I know I’m not a real prisoner, but sometimes I feel like someone should watch me.

Idk maybe it s my brain, im stuck in here against my will. Maybe my brain will get better one day but today it’s hard.

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what is wrong with me looping thoughts mental health i’m fine i dont fucking know whats the point maybe i shouldn't post this
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