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Reflections of Infinity Pool, Costa Baja / Mexico
Divers exploring Garden of Eden Cenote, Mayan Riviera, Mexico
Mind you this was only the beginning of our trip and it had already blown my mind out, the hostess was so kind and although he was a bit late we had time and we used it wisely .
I didn’t want to leave that place, can I live here for 2 months more? Like that Mitski song -S
I just had one of the lamest Sundays ever and all I want to do is to go back in time one month ago and enjoy my favorite trip ever . And tbh I had the greatest sea food I have ever eaten in my entire life.
And as a note, we crossed the entire city by bike. My semi beach body suffered but my stomach stood still
- S
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I was recently in Europe…and by that I mean I went to Europe last December. And I wish I could say that in a better and less confusing sense but now I feel different, like if it didn’t matter at all . I know it’s supposed to feel like it was the greatest trip of my life but I just didn’t allow myself to feel so. I know I’m wrong but at least I met new places I guess. I don’t think I’m returning anytime soon
Feels nice to post again. I’ve officially moved on from social media (this place doesn’t feel like it anymore) and getting a low profile life now - officially Sænger
Sometime in my past I swore that if I ever saw another post from anyone who tried to cover up their obvious show off of a trip I’d end myself but now that I got to experience the evil and gut wrenching feeling of traveling abroad I have to admit it feels nice to post a picture from a place that’s not close to home. I feel disgusted by this feeling somehow , is this really what everyone is bragging about . I’m doomed
Streets say that Milan is the most hated city in Italy but to my surprise I found it delightful and to be completely honest , the pinnacle of bragging- twice officially Sænger
So people just post stuff about their trips and justify themselves by using the word of money and its presence in our decisions. Oh yeah I’m in deepshit haha but seriously what do they even do afterwards , do they expect us to react with ‘oh no he’s traveling and I’m not so I will just hate him forever and delete my dreams for all I care’ well that’s what I’d do or what I’ve done , all naturally of course …harvested in the worst of childhoods
Three photos in three different cities …Venezia was wet and not that good, Pisa was nice and Florence was stinky …-Sænger
I think I was meant to feel like this trip was in my control , like if I had any idea of what I was doing but I just get so disassociated from everything. Nothing felt in my control other than my mind and that’s the last place I’d rather be . I hate being the subject of a fantasy I’m not aware of , I hate when people expect me to feel or react a certain way . I hate when I don’t feel the way I expect to feel. It’s just all wrong , and the worst thing is…even going to that beautiful country I still feel terrible and I doubt it changed my life . It was just a reminder , everything is just a reminder
Everything is a reminder , you’re a disappointment, you’re an embarrassment, you’re a watcher , you’re an angel - Sadly still Sænger
So …what do I expect from now on. Honestly I think I should not leave the idea of being alone behind. I should not underestimate the power of being alone. I should have my own plans and my own way to success . As corny as it sounds I should do my stuff and leave whatever the world plans to do alone, they’re doing better alone away from me . I’m not mad of being left alone in a horrible city , I had no choice and it was for the better and I was tired and didn’t want to be a Man®️ and ruin someone else’s dreams again. Just let go and let me complain about my own misery and accept my shortcomings as all I have to offer
I’m still waiting for a reply, I hate when people travel they’re so annoying. Would it kill you to just talk about a movie or a show you watched and how that made you realize some deep stuff? - angry Sænger
