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The oh so lovely lady nagant

angst, +16

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Since she started school to become hero you were there, by her side, when she joined the commission you were still there but as a mechanical assistant but you were still here right to her, ready to go to heaven or hell for her, and she felt the same for you. 

 Like destiny, like magnet ultimately joining themselves even if they resisted with all their might they would always be on the same path, so naturally it happened, so naturally you two started dating, it was the logical follow-up.

When she debuted as a hero you were watching here from your office thinking abut how to meliorate her costume, persuaded of her future popularity.

Those were the happy time, you where happy and she was happy.

But as time flew by like the sky turning from blue to black, she started to look more and more depressed, she looked absent always, always thinking. A wall started to make his way trough your relationship,

Eventually after you begged for her to speak her thought, that you felt like you were falling apart without seeing her smile, she told you about everything, she told you about the dirty laundry she had to do behind the scene.

She told you about the true behind the commission, the structure of our society and how she had been thinking so deeply about everything she ever knew, reality, her reality, your reality was heart breaking, without a ray of hope.

All might brightness could not hide anymore the dark shadow behind the hero society he was carrying on his back.

And this night both of you cried while holding each other, finally returning to the warm both of you longed for, this night both of you passionately found your body starving for the other one’s. Not wanting to let g almost knowing the future that would separate them by a single glass.

The hard true about the hell dissimulated into a paradise you leaved for now revealed was far too much a burden, you continued your relationship still going you were watching her drift to an alarming side, darker and darker than the night.

But could you do anything except caressing her face will she was getting the little sleep the commission would give her knowing you would not see her for weeks but still you held back your want for her, you had to, for her mental stability you needed to let her rest has mush as you could.

Little powerless you, weak you who did not know that what you heart feared deep down would soon happen..

Nagant went mad they said, she killed one of her kin and was sent to prison, this news was too much for you, your body immediately giving in.

Then after crying your eyes out asking the sky why did it make you quit hell to taste heaven then suddenly drag you back to hell, the hell without her, your lover.

It did not take you too long to compose yourself back so that you could go to the prison and face her, in front of her, her chained, in a white immaculate room, a silent ‘why’ left your mouth soon filled with sob.

She smiled at you, a melancholic smile, ‘you knew it, it was bond to end like that’ yes you did she was showing every sign possible, she had enough, enough of being dirty, of lying, enough of this society, of everything.

‘now go’ you did not. You would come as much as possible to see her, and she kept asking you to keep on leaving, to forget her as she would surely finish her life here, but yours did not end, it just started you were young she was the love of one time, you had passion for her, you would have other passion at some point for other people.

She was nothing now, nothing to offered and wanting to receive nothing, she just wanted everything to crumble.

Then you both ad a fight, in fact she just humiliated you, insulted you saying she did not wish to see your whore face again.

You left crying, you knew in the end that she did not mean it and just wanted you to have a better life rather than coming every day to a criminal without a future nor a present to give to this deserving you, which obviously you could not do, how could you forget the love of your life, this one time love, she made you so addicted to her almost turning you to madness because of this uncontrollable passion you felt for her, and will always feel just bu thinking of her voice,

And then she ask you to forget everything, to forget you first kiss on the blossoming sakura tree behind the school, to forget your confession, date, to forget your body entangling, sweat being what only separated you, you would not forget all of this even if you tried as hard as you can but you were so in love, you adored her, so you obligated.

You obligated her desire, so you left the oh so lovely lady Nagant.