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── My mistakes were made for you.
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Mito
Christian Yu x Y/N - drabble - 848 WC
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Warnings: DID, Mito, depression, hurt comfort, idk man I'm stoned as shit
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The bed felt cold and empty, so much so that it woke you up. You felt around with your eyes closed, grunting when you found nothing. You forced your eyes open, adjusting to the darkness. You could hear the pitter patter of rain against the large windows that encompassed one entire wall of the bedroom. A crackle of thunder and burst of lightning showed you where Christian was. He was looking out the window at the city below.
“Baby?” You called out to him, but he didn’t answer.
You threw the blankets back, shivering slightly when your feet met the cold floor. You walked over to him, he looked far away.
“Christian?” you said again in a soft voice. He turned to look at you. His face was tense, the bags under his eyes were heavy, he looked… sad. You had never seen him go through a low in the few months you had been together but you recognized the signs he had told you about.
“Mito?” you questioned.
His lips twitched up slightly but his eyes dropped, “Ever so perceptive.” he turned back to the window watching the rain.
“Are you alright?” you ask. You wanted to hold him but you weren’t sure if Mito would like that so you decided against it.
“He has no idea the hole you’ll leave behind…” he whispered to himself.
Your eyebrows scrunched up, “”Leave? What do you mean?” you watched the rain with him so he didn’t feel like he was being observed.
“Everyone leaves eventually. Mito, Christian, Mr. Insanity. We’re all too much. And when you leave… which you will… the hole you’ll leave inside Christian… inside all of us…” he spoke clearly but you could hear the sadness and disappointment in his voice.
Your heart cracked, “Mito, I’m never leaving. I… I love Christian… I love all of you even if I don’t know you or Mr. Insanity the way I know Christian. You’re not too much, you just need a little extra care in different areas and that’s ok. It’s ok to ask for help and it’s ok to feel shitty. I’ll always be here as long as you’ll all have me.” you said, turning to look at him. There was no room to question your words, your voice holding every bit of sincerity they could. You reached for his hand slowly, giving him time to pull away if he wanted to. You held him gently, thumb smoothing over his knuckles.
“Promise?” he whispered, you heard the sniffle he tried to stifle.
You smiled up at him, “I promise. Cross my heart and hope to die.” you said as you drew an “X” over your heart. Mito gave a small smile. “You smile differently than Christian.” you said, gently tracing a finger over his bottom lip.
“How so?” he said, his eyes holding fear, wondering if he had done something wrong.
“Yours is softer. Less toothy. Gentle, kind.” you held his cheek, rubbing your thumb over his cheek bone hypnotically.
He leaned into your palm, kissing it softly. He tentatively reached out to you, pulling you closer so you were pressed against each other.
Your arms draped themselves around his neck. “Your eyes are different too.” you whispered.
“Oh yeah?” he said, raising an eyebrow at you.
“Mhm… subtle, sleepy… a little scared, quite cautious…” you said, gazing into his brown eyes.
He looked down, you had seen him, truly seen him and he didn’t know what to do or how to feel.
You tilted his chin up with your finger, “You didn’t let me finish… I see darkness yet resilience that shines through… I see tenderness and passion. And I love everything I see in you. You matter to me Mito. I want you to know that, I need you to know that.”
Mito leaned down, stealing your breath before he connected his lips to yours. It was cautious but you felt the sentiment behind it. He pulled away after a moment, eyes quickly finding yours and searching them.
“I hope that was alright?” he asked, worried he might have crossed a boundary.
“That was lovely… I kinda want to do it again.” you said with a slight tease in your voice as you smiled at him.
Even in the darkness you could see Mito blush, he leaned down and captured your lips once again. Delightfully soft, but this held more intention, more comfortability. He pulled away when he could no longer stand the air loss. You both panted a bit as you caught your breaths.
“We should go to bed, we have to be up soon if were going to make it to Jeju Island by noon.” you said gently leading him back to bed.
He nodded, shuffling behind you before crawling back inside the warm little cocoon you had made yourselves. He laid his head on your chest, holding you close. You tangle your hand in his hair, gently massaging him as he dozed off.
“Love you…” he mumbled.
You smiled, “Love you…” you kissed his head, falling asleep when his breathing evened out.
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Naboo's Note:
Hey girly pops! First fic outside of the BG3 universe. So down bad for this man. Wrote this high so if there are mistakes that's my alibi. Love ya'll, thank you for all the likes, comments, reblogs, and requests! XOXOXOXOXO!!!!!
Comfy
Christian Yu/Mito x Y/N - drabble - 634 WC
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Warnings: none, pure tooth rotting fluff
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You sat on the couch, Christian sitting by your feet as he worked intently on his new album. The bags under his eyes were prominent and you couldn’t remember the last time he had eaten. You watched his forehead wrinkle over and over when something didn’t go just right on his laptop. You decided enough was enough, picking up a piece of popcorn from the bowl resting on your thighs. You threw it at him, hitting him in the cheek. Surprisingly, he didn’t budge. You frowned slightly before trying again. This piece hit his nose and landed on his keyboard. He looked up glancing at you; you looked anywhere but him acting oblivious. He went back to work, eating the piece that was on his keyboard. You threw one more piece, this time he caught it before it landed on him.
He popped it into his mouth, “What is it baby?” He said, putting his laptop on the coffee table before rubbing his large hands over your thighs.
You sighed at his touch, missing it for the past few days. You took one of his hands, thumbing over it with yours. “Can you take a break?” you asked nervously, you hated interrupting his work but you hated seeing him not taking care of himself more.
Christian looked between you and the laptop for a moment before you spoke again, “I want to take care of you today.”
His heart melted, you always looked out for him and it made him flood with love. “That sounds lovely… shower first?” he asked.
“You go ahead, I’m gonna clean up a bit.” you smiled at him.
He nodded, standing up. He bent down to kiss you slowly, tickling your sides before he pulled away quickly and swiftly moved to the bedroom to shower. You giggled watching him scurry off, you threw one of the couch cushions at him playfully. You heard the water turn on and that was your cue to get off the couch and tidy up. You had ordered food as soon as Christian agreed to take the day off and soon enough there was a knock on the door. You set the food up in the living room, setting his favorites closer to his side. You felt arms wrap around you and droplets of water hit your neck from his hair.
“Hi baby.” you smiled, cradling his face.
He mumbled something into your neck gruffly, moving to sit on the couch. He pulled you with him, keeping you against his chest. You felt him kiss up your neck lazily until he reached your jaw then your lips. You could feel this affection wasn’t sexual, just appreciative.
“Mito, honey, do you wanna eat?” you said as you played with the ends of his hair at the nape of his neck.
He nodded, smiling softly with sleepy eyes.
You got off him, sitting next to him as you both started eating. “Nap afterwards?” you asked as you finished chewing.
Mito nodded wordlessly as he ate. When you both finished you moved to clean up but he stopped you, “Go get comfy. I’ll clean this up and be right there.” he kissed your cheek before nudging you towards the bedroom.
You made your way there, changing into one of his oversized shirts before crawling into your bed, being swallowed by the large fluffy duvet. Mito came in a few minutes later but you hardly stirred, right on the edge of sleep. You heard Mito chuckle, slipping off his shirt before he softly climbed in next to you. He pulled the duvet up around you slightly, you shifted to rest on his chest. Snuggling up on him, you heard the tv echo quietly in the background, the noise fading quickly. You breathed him in, lulling you to sleep.
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Naboo's Note:
Brother I have been up since midnight and cannot sleep. Did not proof read this so if its fucked up that's why. I hope ya'll like it, I'm gonna go xanax myself into a coma - XOXOXOXOXOXOX :)
Insanity
Christian Yu / Mr. Insanity x Y/N - drabble - 680 WC
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Warnings: mania, manic behaviors, reader being slightly scared of Mr. Insanity, co-regulation, mention of medications, L bomb, fluff, v cute if I may say so myself
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You woke up to the sound of plates clinking in the kitchen. You looked at the clock, 5:48 AM, Christian was never up this early typically. You shuffled out of bed and to the kitchen. You saw him racing around the kitchen, cooking god knows what. His body language was off. He seemed skittish - nothing like Christian or Mito.
“Baby?” you said from the doorway.
Christian turned to you with a huge smile plastered on his face, he dropped the plates to the counter before rushing to you and enveloping you into a bear hug. You let out a squeak of surprise before he crushed his lips against yours. You pushed him back softly, trying to meet his gaze.
“I’m so glad you’re awake! I thought I’d make breakfast for us and then we could go out for the day! Maybe the Han River? Or Busan? Oh! Maybe we go abroad!” Christian said with excitement. He moved around the kitchen babbling away, so quickly it was almost incoherent.
Your eyes watched him cautiously; this wasn’t Christian or Mito. This was Mr. Insanity whom you had never met before. He was the definition of mania.
“Did I tell you I went on a run this morning? It was so refreshing I feel invincible!” he said before sliding to the oven and taking out whatever was inside. “Ugh I just love you so much!” he said, looking at you from afar.
You tried to keep your face calm as you took careful steps towards him. “Christian, honey…”
You saw him grimace ever so slightly at his name.
“Hey baby, why don’t we go back to bed for a bit, hm?” you tried to suggest.
“Oh you wanna go to bed?” he said seductively, quickly getting to you to slip his hands under your shirt and caress your hips.
You shook your head, “No baby… I think you could use a little rest, that’s all.”
“But I have so much energy!” he whined, backing up from you.
You grabbed his hand, “Insanity… baby please, you are a million miles away from here… I need you to come back down, to ground yourself in reality with me.”
Christian looked confused, then angry, then sad. “You don’t like me as much as Christian and Mito, do you?” he said, squeezing your hand.
You smiled softly at him, “I just don’t know you as well, but I’d like to. You just gotta come with me, we gotta regulate. When was the last time you took your meds?” you asked.
Christian didn’t meet your eyes, “A week ago… maybe more?” he mumbled.
You let out a small sigh, “Oh my love, you know you have to take them. The same with my pills, I have to take them. Why don’t we go take them together, yeah?” you said. After particularly bad lows with Mito he would often avoid his meds, blaming them for making him worse somehow.
Insanity finally let his eyes meet yours, they were big and glossy. He nodded gently; you led him to your shared bathroom before filling up your cup of water. You placed Christian’s pills in his hand before grabbing yours. You handed him the cup first, watching him swallow them down. Then you took yours.
His eyes held shame. You reached up to hold his cheek, “What is it my love?” you said.
Christian held your hand against his face, “I just… wish I wasn’t so broken.”
“Hey,” you said sharply, making Christian snap his eyes to yours. “You are not broken. You are wonderful. Christian. Mito. Insanity. I love them all. You are all I could ever want or need. I love you.” there was no room to question what you said, your tone was definitive.
Christian shook his head, “I don’t think I can go to bed… Can we maybe watch a movie?” you could see his hands were still shaky and fidgety.
“Sure baby, whatever you want. I need to get to know you, Mr. Insanity.” you smiled at him before dragging him to the living room.
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Naboo's Note:
A quick fic based off a request I got! I based a lot of the manic behaviors off of my own manic behaviors (I have bipolar disorder with borderline traits) so they are as accurate as can be. I hope ya'll like it, please let me know or shoot me more requests! XOXOXOXOXOXO!!!!!!!
DPR IAN / CHRISTIAN YU
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Drabbles/Oneshots
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Rest - Christian Yu x Y/N 🎭🍦🏳️🌈
Father - Christian Yu x Y/N 🍦🏳️🌈
Show Me Love - Christian Yu x Y/N 🎭🍦🏳️🌈
Drunk In Love - Christian Yu x Y/N 🍦🏳️🌈
Infinity - Christian Yu x Y/N 🎭🍦🏳️🌈
Sorry - Christian Yu x Y/N 🎭🍦🏳️🌈
Comfy - Christian Yu x Y/N 🎭🍦🏳️🌈
Little Love - Christian Yu x Y/N 🏳️🌈🎭🚫🍦
Not to Me - Christian Yu x Y/N 🏳️🌈🎭🚫🍦
Pretty Boy - Christian Yu x Y/N NSFW 18+🍦🥵🥀
Morning After - Christian Yu x Y/N 🎭🍦🏳️🌈
Insanity - Christian Yu x Y/N 🍦🏳️🌈
Weekend With You - Christian Yu x Y/N 🍦🥀
Whatever She Wants - Christian Yu x Y/N 🍦🥀🎭
Jealousy - Christian Yu x Y/N 🎭🍦🏳️🌈