My Councilor Tells Me I Need To Grow Up - Tumblr Posts

i miss you so much.. deep down i know that i have no business being this upset about a man that doesn’t actually exist you don’t see me and if you did you’d think i was insane my councilor tells me I need to grow up and I’m trying very hard but it’s hard to walk without you hear anymore my chest hurts and my eyes burn and I look around to realize that you and my other lovers are all I’ve ever had and will have for that matter i’m trying to be okay alone but the darkness is cruel i hope one day i will be big enough to stop bothering you i’m sorry for being one of those weird fans i promised myself i wouldn’t be it just makes existing easier to pretend you’re here and you love me even if it’s not real but i’m beginning to under the longer I hold on the less likely I’ll be able to cope on my own i need to let you and the other go but your magic is what’s kept me sane i’d give anything to be enough but the truth is we are just two puzzle pieces that don’t match and we shouldn’t have to cut parts off or put parts on to fit the other i’m sorry i love you it’s just as painful for me as it is annoying to you sl*nderman vent ooc