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I love them, indeed

whispering "i love you" to your "lover" while they're asleep because you're not sure if they feel the same way but you really needed to tell them that

this screams Jordan pretending to be asleep and accidentally hearing reader confess her feelings

Only they actually love reader as well

THREE LITTLE WORDS

pairing: jordan li x (f)reader

contents: established relationship, love confession, nothing but fluff with angst, jordan being love sick.

note: thinking about them in love and happy makes me cry ok!!

It actually stops their heart. Like their body is cemented beside you, forgotten how to function properly.

Air stunts in their lungs—that haze that flows through ones brain as they’re trying to fall asleep, swept away by your words. 

“I love you.” 

A brush of a thumb against their cheek, a touch that they want to lean into, that they want to press their lips to, but their body refuses to let them. Brain refuses to work the way it’s meant to to have them open their eyes and stare back into the ones they know are looking at them.

Even when there’s rustling and you’re turning over on your side, your back snuggly pressed to their front. The smell of your shampoo brings them back to some kind of reality that doesn’t have their lungs deflating. 

You completely filling their lungs. The synapses in their brain finally sparking to life. Finally, letting air move through their chest as they breathe in and out slowly. 

Their heart following suit and beating rapidly and heavily in their chest. 

Their eyes opening, the back of your head a solace in this moment,

This moment where they don’t know what to do.

To say.

To act. 

“I love you.”

You love them. 

And fuck, of course they love you too. The longer they think about it, the longer their heart pounds in their chest, and the more images of your smile, your laugh, the way you feel beneath their fingertips flash in their mind.

They’ve loved you for a long fucking time.

Longer than they're even sure they’ve allowed themselves to grapple with. To overthink, to wonder, and to worry if you’d ever love them too. In the same way. With your entire heart, like you can’t breathe or think straight unless you know you have them—that's the way they feel about you. That’s the way they know they love you.

They've been completely enamored by you since day one, as silly and cliche as it sounds. Even with strains of hookups with other people. The two of you skirting around each other. Like fate was patiently waiting to push you two together at the right moment—a moment that would feel like a volcano bursting. 

Sparks, stars, explosions. 

They’re so sick with affection and love for you that their chest hurts. 

Any insecurity that has plagued their mind with how you felt about them, how you viewed them, has always been kissed away. Smiled away with reassurances and words.

You were an anchor to their loud mind. 

Support they’ve been craving and finally have.

But they still can’t say it back right now. Can’t pull you closer and whisper it against your ear or your lips. 

You thought they were asleep; they weren’t meant to hear it. 

There’s a fight in their brain as they debate if you really mean it or if you just said it to test it out and don’t actually like the way it feels.

Sounds.

But when they wake the next morning, their overthinking finally lolling them to sleep after hours of tossing and turning—when their eyes meet your sleepy ones, when you give them that groggy smile, they can’t help it.

They need to say it.

Need to tell you, or they might fucking burst.

“I love you too.” 

My bb ❤️

how is spending the night with jordan li like?

cw: very suggestive content, fluff, mentions of drinking, jordan li (fem and masc presenting) x gn!reader

jordan enjoys taking you to parties with them just to show you off and then finishing the night with you cuddled up in their arms.

you drank a little and your head was the perfect amount of cloudy, filled with just jordan and loud thoughts about their perfume and their warm breath on your forehead.

jordan's hair tickled your nose when you changed positions and their head found the comfort of your chest, delicate hands embracing your torso and thighs wrapping around yours.

"you get so warm when you drink," jordan whispered, closing their eyes as you rubbed their back lazily. you smiled, you knew jordan lost any reservations when tipsy and so close to you.

jordan lifted their head to get a better look at you, huffing so their hair wouldn't get in the way. you helped putting their hair behind their ears, flushing under jordan's intense stare.

"you okay?" you said a bit awkward, still shy around jordan's big eyes. jordan smiled knowingly, legs moving around until they were sitting on your lap, thighs resting on your hips.

"you're just pretty." they said before a pair of lips was on yours, slow and attentive just how you liked it.

your hands were crossed behind jordan's neck, toying with the pearls on their necklace while their tongue explored your mouth with hunger.

jordan was handsy whenever you two were making out, so it didn't take long for you two feel skilled fingers going down your belly, caressing the skin above the waistband of your sleeping shorts.

you complained when jordan stopped the kiss, their brown eyes glazed over with desire and soft lips red and swollen.

"i'm not going anywhere, stop whining," jordan smiled down at you and leaned in again to kiss your neck, sprinkling wet kisses on your sensitive skin.

you gasped in surprise when jordan turned you over, having to put both hands on their now hard chest to not fall over. delicate hands gave place to callused fingers and rough touch.

short nails scratched the skin of your waist, a hand bringing you by your nape to their lips again.

"wanna feel you wrapped around me," jordan said against your lips, moving their hips against yours so you could feel the bulge growing under you. you whined, nodding frantically.

a lot of nights were like this, agreeing happily to whatever jordan wanted to do with your body, losing yourself in them. they were just as trusting to let you explore them, give jordan as much pleasure as they brought to you.

some nights weren't so good, sometimes jordan would be back at your dorm stressed and angry, frustrated by their parents, by godolkin or by the pressure of being the perfect hero.

you tried to relieve that pressure, and jordan assured they felt better just by being at your presence. you weren't so sure, as you could feel jordan tossing and turning in bed when they thought you were sleeping.

some nights were just uneventful, though you liked them the most.

in nights like that, you would try to take their mind off things by telling the story of the new vought+ movie that just came out, or gossiping about students at the university.

you would make them laugh for hours with your dumb jokes, and you went to prepare a cup of tea for them, when you came back they were already asleep.

you could hold jordan for as much as you like, eat junk food in bed and play videogames until you got tired. jordan was a better player than you, but you were getting there.

jordan would ask you to braid their hair for training the next day, kissing you breathless as a thank you.

they would steal your clothes all the time, smiling innocently when you asked where your favorite hoodie was.

however, when they could sense someone looked at you with more interest than tolerable, you'd be the one wearing their clothes and drowning in their perfume.

when it was summer, sometimes jordan would take off their shirt before sleeping just to tease you, flexing their muscles not so subtly to see you blush, dimples big on their cheeks.

they would hold you closely, firm chest pressing against your back and strong arms holding your waist all night.

it was easy being jordan's partner, loving every part of them was free of worries. it just came natural to you, being close to them. especially at night.

a/n: i'm obsessed with jordan omg

Love it so so so much

can i ask for jordan li x reader where reader is really sick and literally hallucinating and they take care of her? 😭

oh my god yea that’s so T_T and me and reader are twinning because i have migraines literally twice a week amdkek. this is my first time writing in years lol + english isn’t my first language so be gentle my cutie patooties. also i’m so sorry this is kinda long hehe>:) some feedback will be so appreciated !!

Lovesick | jordan li

PAIRING. jordan li x f!reader

CONTENT. friends but crushing. kinda friends to lovers too. reader not taking care of herself bc of uni. jordan being whipped asf taking care of her. fluff.

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Midterms just ended. You were finally free. But the thing is, all the stress of the week was relaying on your system today. Your head was hurting like crazy for two days now, and you couldn’t find a way to get rid of it.

This had happened before though, you weren’t good at handling stress so headaches were kinda your thing now. So, what could you do? Just sit and wait for it to stop? With all the study and homework you needed to do? No way.

You rubbed your eyes as you stood up from your bed, your roommate and friend, Cate, was still sleeping just as tired as you from all the shitty exams of the past week. You smiled as she mumbled in her sleep, quickly changing your clothes in something comfortable, hoping it will help you or at least make it through the day.

You grabbed your bag and your keys as you walked out of your dorm, wanting to be early for class today even tho you were already two hours early. You said goodbye to Cate even though she was too asleep to listen. Then, you walked to the nearest bathroom to do your daily hygiene routine when your head started hurting, harder this time.

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Marie laughed as she saw Cate laying on the gym’s floor after their workout routine, exhausted.

“I have to admit, I don’t get the hype about working out and shit.” She giggled as she drank water, taking deep breaths in between.

“Well, now we know who’s not coming tomorrow.” Jordan said as appeared from behind the machines, drying their sweat with a towel. “Uh, by the way, have you seen (Y/N)?” They said, trying to play it cool but everyone could see worry in their eyes.

“I was about to asked you guys the same thing” Cate sat down, grabbing her bottle of water as well.

“Aren’t you her roommate? She didn’t go to any classes today and she doesn’t even read my texts.” Jordan took out their phone again, checking on their lock screen if they had a text from her.

“I mean, yes but when I woke up this morning she wasn’t there” Cate spoke softly, starting to get worried too, she tried to remember if you said something to her last night about going out. “Wait, when I woke up I found pill wrappers on her desk” She looked at Jordan.

That was enough for them to know that something is wrong. They just nodded, as they walked away from the gym.

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“(Y/N)?” Jordan spoke up as they walked around the hallways, speeding up their steps.

They already checked on your dorm, on almost every bathroom. You weren’t anywhere to be found.

Suddenly their brain connected the dots, making them run to their own dorm, being their last option. When they were close, they finally saw you, you were going to their dorm as well.

You had your fingers on your temples, massaging them as you walked to Jordan’s dorm, praying that they will be there.

“(Y/N)!” You heard someone running to you. Well, not someone, it was Jordan, you could recognize them even by the sound of their steps. You tried to turn around, when you felt a twinge run through all your forehead, you winced in pain.

“Wow, easy” Jordan said as they grabbed your shoulder, softly. “Are you okay? Why aren’t you picking up my calls and answering my texts? Why you didn’t show up to class?” Jordan was so worried that they didn’t notice the fact that you weren’t even listening to them, you had your eyes closed when they starting asking you questions.

“Jor, wait.” You mumbled as you opened your eyes, connecting your gaze with theirs. “Please, speak softly, I feel like I’m about to faint or something” You said, taking deep breaths as the pain in your head increased. “I’m feeling dizzy, damn. I really wanted to go but i just couldn’t.”

Jordan widened their eyes a bit, grabbing you by your waist because they could swear that you were about to fall in any minute. “Why didn’t you tell me? You could use your phone sometimes, that would be so cool. Come on.” They said quietly, scolding you anyways. You giggled a bit at their sassyness, walking with them to their room.

They walked you to their bed, putting you so softly on there. They were always so delicate with you. “I’ll bring you water and some medicine. Have you eaten anything today? Yeah I guess not, I will bring food too” They said, as they put a blanket on you. “You need to take care of yourself more, love, you can’t be doing shit like this, I was so worried.” You smiled as they called you ‘love’, making your whole body shivered.

Maybe it was the pain of your headache, or maybe it was them, being so caring and worried about you that made you feel more dizzy.

“You are always so good to me.” You mumbled as you hugged one of their pillows, closing your eyes.

“If you weren’t so cute, I’d probably beat you ass right now” Jordan smiled as they were about to go out to grab the things they needed, closing the door behind them. They could feel their cheeks blushing a bit, but they pushed away those feelings, you were sick and they have to take care of you, that’s the most important thing right now.

Once they go back to their dorm with all the stuff they got, they heard your complaints, watching how you put a pillow over your face.

“Hey, how are you feeling? i got your meds.” they murmured, not wanting to make you feel worst.

“Please, Jordan, put me out of my misery i can’t take this anymore.” you complained once more, hearing them chuckle.

“Sadly i can’t, i’m so sorry” They handed you a bottle of water with some pills as you sat down. You grabbed the bottle, wanting to open it, clearly falling.

“Stupid shit, this fucking bottle i swear…” Jordan kept laughing as they took the bottle from you, opening it like it was nothing. “Thank you” you mumbled, taking the pills.

“I got you some food too.” Jordan sat next to you, stroking your hair softly. “You’re going to get better, i promise” They kissed your forehead this time.

“I know…” you made a pause. “I just got so overwhelmed over the exams, plus i have the bad habit of distancing myself from everyone when i feel sick so…” you smiled again at them, feeling their gaze exploring your face.

“You don’t have to go through that alone, we have each other’s back, you know” Jordan pulled you close to them as they hugged you by your shoulders. “And maybe, in midterms or finals we could…” they made a pause, taking a deep breath. “Maybe we could do study dates, it could be less difficult like that”

Your eyes connected to them again, you felt your heart sink as they talk. They just confessed their feelings towards you? Suddenly you felt your pain go away, excitement and nervousness running through your body.

You both know you liked each other, you weren’t dumb. The way you always treat each other differently comparing to your other friends, the way you both enjoy your company so much, the way you could find each other in a room even when it’s crowded.

“Study dates? Like, dates dates or just dates? Like friendly dates…” You said quickly, failing to hide your nervousness.

“I think you know what i mean, like, you are the smartest person i know” Their big dark brown eyes were on you as they smiled slyly. “I could do this for my friends, you know. But this is different.” Jordan caressed your cheek, making your whole face feel hot.

You nodded, licking your lips a bit. “I know, we are… clearly something else.” You sighed this time, closing your eyes as you enjoyed their touch. “Jordan, you already know, i like you” you touched them too, running your fingertips through their neck softly. “You don’t know how much you mean to me, taking care of me like this even when i’m grumpy as fuck.” You made them laugh.

“In that case…” They whispered, pulling you close to them. They pressed their lips to yours, kissing you softly with so much love in their touch. Running one of their hands to your lower back, pulling you even closer.

The chemistry you two have was amazing and that kiss was a very good example of that.

Once you both pulled away, wanting some air, all you could see was your both faces red as hell.

“I like you too, (Y/N).” Their smiled was bright as they took your hands, leaving a kiss on them. “I’ll be here, always, i’ll take care of you.”

And just like that, all the pain was gone. And sure, maybe the pills actually helped, but deep down you knew that having them close to you, by your side, could erase any bad feeling you had.

I will follow this so diligently

𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝𝐬 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

SYNOPSIS: Recent Graduate Jordan Li's first job is to watch over a new patient, Y/N Y/L/N. little did they know that they'd be doing more than just watching. WARNING(S): Protective!Jordan, Intern!Jordan, Evil!Professor Brink, Mention of Sam, Trapped Reader, Dark!Jordan, Supe!Reader // Jordan Li x Reader // // Based on the Show Gen V // GEN V MASTERLIST

𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝𝐬 - 𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

⟡ Chapter One: Introduction Posted ⟡ Chapter Two: Coming soon ⟡ Chapter Three: Coming soon ⟡ Chapter Four: Coming soon ⟡ Chapter Five - The Finale: Coming Soon

Uhm, yes ? I'm eating this up !

𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝𝐬 - 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐧𝐞

SYNOPSIS: Recent Graduate Jordan Li's first job is to watch over a new patient, Y/N Y/L/N. little did they know that they'd be doing more than just watching. WORD COUNT: 656 // WARNING(S): Protective!Jordan, Intern!Jordan, Evil!Professor Brink, Mention of Sam, Trapped Reader, Dark!Jordan, Supe!Reader //Jordan Li x Reader // // Based on the Show Gen V // SERIES MASTERLIST // GEN V MASTERLIST

🏷️ TAGS: @hasanabisbookie @dabraatmya ⟡GIF CREDS: @ayoedebiris & @vanderrwaals

In the depths of Godolkin University's subterranean facility, Y/N was held in isolation. For a year, she had been confined to this clandestine laboratory, her extraordinary powers deemed too dangerous by Vaught. Her gift, a byproduct of Compound V, allowed her to instantly heal anyone with a single touch. But the darker side of her abilities had not escaped the attention of her captors - she could also inflict harm with a touch. It was the latter that had consigned her to this shadowy realm beneath her college campus.

The isolation was maddening, and Y/N's only solace was the occasional conversations she had through the ventilation system with her neighbor, Sam. Their voices carried through the air ducts, their connection born out of shared desperation and loneliness. But everything changed when Jordan Li arrived at the facility.

Jordan, a recent graduate, was beginning their first day as an intern in the facility under the supervision of Professor Brinks. Professor Brinks and his associate, Dean Indira Shetty, had hatched a plan to use Jordan's unique abilities to manipulate and befriend Y/N. Jordan had the extraordinary power to shift between genders, a trait that Professor Brinks saw as a valuable asset in their mission to infiltrate Y/N's world.

On the day of their first meeting, Jordan had transformed into their female form. As she sat in their cell, Y/N heard a new voice through the vents. "Hey," the soft voice said, "I'm your new neighbor. I'm Jordan."

Y/N had been longing for human contact for so long that the sound of another person's voice sent a shiver of excitement down her spine. "I'm Y/N," she replied cautiously, "Nice to meet you, Jordan."

They talked for hours that day, sharing their stories, fears, and hopes through the cold, metal ducts that separated them. Jordan, in their guise, was gentle and understanding, and Y/N couldn't help but feel a sense of connection. They made each other laugh, and it was as if a small beam of light had pierced the darkness of their lives.

As the day turned into night, Y/N finally succumbed to exhaustion and fell asleep. Unbeknownst to her, that was the moment Jordan used their power to shift once more. Jordans male form entered y/n's room slightly waking her up from her slumber, introducing themself as "J" when the morning light filtered into her cell. This dual identity allowed Jordan to be both a patient and a caregiver, observing Y/N from different angles to see who she would trust more.

Over time, J began to spend more time with Y/N, offering comfort and companionship. They played games, shared secrets, and discussed their dreams. Y/N was drawn to J's kindness and found herself confiding in them more and more. It was the perfect setup for Professor Brinks and Shetty's plan.

But as time passed, something unexpected happened. Jordan, now completely immersed in Y/N's world, became obsessed with her. They wrote about her in their room, detailing every conversation and shared moment. They collected photos of her and discreetly placed them throughout their small living space, creating a shrine to the girl they were meant to manipulate.

Y/N remained blissfully unaware of Jordan's dual nature and the sinister purpose behind their presence in her life. She believed she had found a friend in this underground abyss, a beacon of hope in the darkness. And as for Jordan, they teetered on the edge of obsession and guilt, torn between their orders and the genuine connection they had formed with Y/N.

The stage was set for a twisted and complicated tale of manipulation, friendship, and the struggle between a captive with incredible powers and a captive with a fractured sense of self. In the depths of the facility, two souls, one captive, and one captor, were drawn inexorably together, each harboring secrets that could change everything.

next chapter (coming soon)

That cat is our child, his name is Loki, don't ask me why

[7:36]

you moved slyly between your sheets, groaning as you heard knocks on your doorm.

it’s fucking seven am.

“baby…” you heard jordan’s voice hissing. well that changes things.

you quickly stood up to open the door, finding a really tired looking jordan with their big gym bag, you could tell by their wet hair that they just came back from it, as they just took a shower.

they looked so clean, so put together, the smell of their cologne came to you directly. you step a side as they entered to your dorm, smiling.

“you could’ve told me you were coming, look at myself.” you attempted to pout, between chuckles as jordan threw their bag and grabbed you by your waist.

your hair was messy, really messy, and your pijamas were nothing fancy, just old jordan’s clothes who were comfortable as fuck.

“oh shut up, you look fucking cute right now. you look so much better in my clothes anyways.” they smirked, caressing your neck as they put kisses all over your face.

“yea, sure i do.” you threw yourself on the bed as you took their hands, making them follow you. “how was your workout?” you said now laying on top of them, both playing with your hands a little, like you were fighting.

“it was pretty good, just feeling a little sore and…” jordan’s face shut down, frowning their brows as they sat on the bed with you on top of them still, being closer to you. “(Y/N)? what is this? what happened to you? did somebody hurt you? i swear to fucking god.” they spoke quickly as their fingertips ran through one recent scar you just got on your neck.

“uh, i don’t…” you looked down to your neck, forgetting completely about the scar your cat made you when you were playing.

“who fucking did this?” they said again, removing piece of your hair to see your neck better, clearly worried.

“oh, i just remembered, last night i went to visit my parents and my cat, as i told you, we were playing and he made me this.” you chuckled a little, looking at jordan and their whole face chilled out.

“that freaking cat, i almost lose my shit for a minute.” they hide their face between their hands, laying again at the bed, you laughed.

“don’t talk like that about our son.” you attempted to tickle them.

“my bad, my bad.” jordan put their both hands on the hair, giggling this time.

The toxic!Jordan headcanons might make me accept a bit of toxicity in a relationship if it's with them.

you’re onto something with the toxic!jordan posts……… got me giggling and kicking my feet

blushing and rolling arnd just thinking abt them looking at you across the room with their thumb rubbing over their bottom lip because they've already picked you out for the night and you don't even know it. they haven't even approached you yet and your fate of moaning their name by the end of the night is already sealed.

It's Jordan when they're still at number five after Marie explicitly said that they were the real hero fighting Luke.

I mean, someone has to be we'll-adjusted when I'm a fucking mess who can't stop touching my friends, family and partners heh

jordan, contrary to what most people believe, is not averse to physical touch. they’re honestly one of the more well-adjusted students & don’t mind it when they’re close to you. you’ll often find them lying their head on your lap, keeping their arm around the back of the couch, or simply touching shoulders with those they hold dear.

Just imagine :

A frat party mostly filled with freshmen just out of high school, Jordan's here for the free booze and drugs honestly, but then their eyes land on you, so fucking hot in that tight little outfit. You look so fucking innocent when you cough a bit at the taste of the drink your friend has given you.

In their masc form, he follows your moves as you then proceed to smoke weed for what totally seems to be the first time.

That's when the corruption kink really kicks in. Jordan wants you, wonders how you'd look with your pretty glossy lips parted as you moaned his name while he fucked you into oblivion. Thinks about your manicured nails raking against her back when she'd finger you until you saw god. The way you'd beg for them to stop for a bit because it's too much, you can't come anymore.

They want you without even having talked to you, and they're gonna get you...

You'll be screaming their name by the end of the night.

Jordan's an overstimulating queen, and a worshipping king, you can't convince me otherwise.

In female form, she will not stop making you come until you almost can't articulate your safe word anymore. Spurring you on by whispering an unending stream of "Come on, one more time", or "I know, just one more and then we can take a break" in your ear. She'll add some light degradation, fucking you roughly on her fingers.

In their male form, he changes completely, he's tender, he's praising the hell out of you. Of course, he's overstimulating you still, but he'll add compliments such as : "You're doing so well, baby" or "such a good fucking girl for me".

Either way, sex with Jordan Li is fucking mind blowing and you can argue with the wall if you don't think so.

just think toxic jordan would lose their mind a little if their little freshmen got real nasty and started tonguing at their balls like a desperate slut wanting jordans cum