You Will Be Okay - Tumblr Posts

I wasn't originally going to do this, but now that the year is ending and 12:00 is nearing, I thought why not, and maybe it's something you'd like to hear (I know I would). So here goes:

I know things might be weird and scary and strange and uncertain right now. I know the future seems this huge, giant, incomprehensible mass of everything bad in the world coming your way at super speed, and the only thing you want is to just sleep and never wake up, because unawareness is the most blissful and least scary thing right now. I know it's so scary and it hurts and everything you've ever dreamed of seems unachievable and seems to be fading away.

But it's okay. It is going to be okay. It is going to be fine. You are going to be fine. Things will be better, things will become bright and warm again. You have all the time in the world, nothing is falling from your grasp - your life, your time, your age, these aren't sand slipping away: these are all you, and you are here right now. There is time to do everything you want, time to rest and relax and gather strength and courage and support, and everything you need and want.

(The happy nihilist within me says - and even if you don't, even if you'll die soon, then that's even better: it's just the thing you were wanting, so might as well make your last hours good ones, doing something that you like, something that makes you happy)

I wish the coming days get better, I wish the coming days give you back your strength, I wish the coming days give you peace and joy. I wish you create art, finish art, show your art; and if you can't finish, can't find the strength to create, that is alright too - a single moment of guilt-free happiness is enough, and I wish you find that moment multiple times in the coming days.

The coming days, weeks, months, years will be full of all the ups and downs that adventures have, and you'll get through them, fighting, clawing, panting, tired, exhausted, but you will get through them, just as you're getting through the present.

It's okay. It will be okay. You will be okay.

Life will be good, and you'll smile a lot. Don't believe those who say life is hard - learn from them, if you want, but don't believe that life is hard. It doesn't have to be, and you really don't have to go through it believing that it's hard. It's yours, and I hope you get to make it what you want.

I wish the coming days, coming weeks, coming months are good; I wish the coming year is happy for you. I love you.

When all the noise gets a shut down

There stands the ever dazzling moon

And I close my eyes to this ghost town

a beholder along a face holds a rune

She calls my name, my tears gets swoon

“It'll be fine” she whispers

“It'll be fine” echoes gets strewn....

⋆⁺₊⋆ written by me ☾⋆⁺₊⋆

It's difficult for me to express that I'm not "super happy and totally fine" sometimes, so for anyone else who has similar troubles, I can only hope that if you see this, it helps in some way.

I'm no professional; I just post things.

Afternoon.

Tbh had these desks in HS, and they put me straight to sleep.

I don't drink but... for those that do.

I used to have this mentality or something similar. I realized most people in my area aren't looking to go on a date. Their definition of what a date is isn't what my definition of a date is. I guess I'm in a different lane than some of the people in my age group because, to me, a date is going somewhere together, being together, getting to know each other in person, getting a vibe for the person, a physical vibe of how they are in person versus how they act online. Doesn't need to be fancy or highly priced. We could easily walk at the local park or Graveyard and spend time.

Sorry, random morning rambles.

Wayyy too relatable.

Ahh, the ADHD math kicks in.

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The math is mathing.

These are shark week moods 100%

Ok, hear me out on this one.

If you visit my Tumblr in full, you'll see a Tumblr theme that's no longer available.

(Unless you find another blogger using the same old theme?)

8 years... I should be "Finally free," but it's not easy leaving an unsafe, unhealthy relationship.

It'll all get better with time.

"Softly spoken, yet powerful words, they whispered 'I hope...' under their breath, holding onto the belief that their dreams of peace will one day become a reality." -Pan6ual

"Every morning is a new opportunity to start fresh and leave yesterday's mistakes behind. So, I apologize for any hurtful words I may have spoken before my morning cup of coffee." -Pan6ual

Early afternoon/Late morning?

I wasn't the biggest fan of this particular Disney movie, but I love all of them. The 1950s Freaky Friday movie is incredible. I highly recommend it... if you haven't seen it. It's on Disney+ and Amazon Prime!

Here's a thing I made but haven't uploaded until now.

I was in my 'Shakespearean Era' emotions, and then I did that.

I thought about sharing some of my writing, but I've got this weird fear that it'll get stolen. I mean... It's not like people haven't stolen my work before and tried to pass it off as their creations.

I've had photography, artwork, and writing of mine all stolen from me where other people have claimed it as their own work, and I've had to come forward many times with the timestamps and proof. Fortunately for me, what I photograph has timestamps, dates, and locations too. I take photographs the day/night of my artwork competition and progress, which contain all of the above as my photography does, and I do the same for all of my writing in my notebooks.

I'm happy with my system, it works for me.

Jordan's an overstimulating queen, and a worshipping king, you can't convince me otherwise.

In female form, she will not stop making you come until you almost can't articulate your safe word anymore. Spurring you on by whispering an unending stream of "Come on, one more time", or "I know, just one more and then we can take a break" in your ear. She'll add some light degradation, fucking you roughly on her fingers.

In their male form, he changes completely, he's tender, he's praising the hell out of you. Of course, he's overstimulating you still, but he'll add compliments such as : "You're doing so well, baby" or "such a good fucking girl for me".

Either way, sex with Jordan Li is fucking mind blowing and you can argue with the wall if you don't think so.

For all anxious beans out there

A few reminders

- breath deeply and slowly, do not let anxiety to overcome your body, you can do this

- your mistakes do not define you, you doing enough, everything is fixable

- Don't compare yourself to others, we all have our own way

And also

I will greatly appreciate any advice to help with anxiety from yall, and I hope this little post will help you maybe a little