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“erase your doubts.”

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pairing: bf! doyoung x gn! reader ↬ tags: non-idol/ idol! au, mentions about being anxious

summary: when your intrusive thoughts get loud, doyoung is here to tamp them down word count: 353 words

a/n: as an overthinker, i tend to also feel anxious or upset when peace is disturbed (when vibes from responses are off, when someone acts distant) and i start overthinking the worse things possible, especially in relationships; 

for those who just trails off into never-ending thoughts and need a comforting word: your burdens are not for you to shoulder

update; an anon corrected me so ive removed the tag to prevent further confusion ,, you can read their response to my fic here for clarification

Erase Your Doubts.

“doie. i’ve got a question.” 

“uh huh?” doyoung raised an eyebrow at your inquisitive tone, but made no actual move to look up at you. you were sat across him on the couch, the two of you relaxing in comfortable silence. 

“what if…i became a worm?” 

“then i’d become a worm too, and we can live a worm-y life together. We could roll in the grass and bask in the sunlight, together.” he took your silence as satisfaction, and proceeded to lean against the backrest. “that’s a funny question you got there. this isn’t some sort of test right?”

“no! it’s just a random question. then…what if we broke up?” 

doyoung gently put his phone down on his lap, gazing at you with those eyes you’ve come to love, “that’s not happening. i love you so much that breaking up with you is out of the question. but if that is your wish, then i will appreciate the times we had together, and wish you all the best.” 

doyoung frowned, not enjoying the idea of being apart from you, “don’t think of breaking up with me though. i’m gonna be so mad. come here you dummy, i’m not letting you go.” 

wordlessly you crawled into his embrace, lying down so that your back was on his front and you were sitting in the space created by his legs. 

“doie, do you love me?” 

“of course i do.” he answered readily, “you were the unexpected love that i never thought i’d encounter. now that i have you, you’re all that i ever wanted and i wouldn’t trade this relationship for anything else in the world.” 

“but what if—” 

“where are all these questions coming from, hmm?” doyoung lightly chided you, hands coming around your waist to hold you. 

you felt your face heat up and you quickly hid your burning cheeks behind your hands, “sorry. that was just my anxiousness speaking.” 

as he peppered kisses on the exposed part of your neck, he promised, “erase your doubts. i’m here with you now. your intrusive thoughts have no hold on you. you’re with me now, alright?” 

Erase Your Doubts.

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