Erase Your Doubts.

“erase your doubts.”

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pairing: bf! doyoung x gn! reader ↬ tags: non-idol/ idol! au, mentions about being anxious

summary: when your intrusive thoughts get loud, doyoung is here to tamp them down word count: 353 words

a/n: as an overthinker, i tend to also feel anxious or upset when peace is disturbed (when vibes from responses are off, when someone acts distant) and i start overthinking the worse things possible, especially in relationships; 

for those who just trails off into never-ending thoughts and need a comforting word: your burdens are not for you to shoulder

update; an anon corrected me so ive removed the tag to prevent further confusion ,, you can read their response to my fic here for clarification

“doie. i’ve got a question.” 

“uh huh?” doyoung raised an eyebrow at your inquisitive tone, but made no actual move to look up at you. you were sat across him on the couch, the two of you relaxing in comfortable silence. 

“what if…i became a worm?” 

“then i’d become a worm too, and we can live a worm-y life together. We could roll in the grass and bask in the sunlight, together.” he took your silence as satisfaction, and proceeded to lean against the backrest. “that’s a funny question you got there. this isn’t some sort of test right?”

“no! it’s just a random question. then…what if we broke up?” 

doyoung gently put his phone down on his lap, gazing at you with those eyes you’ve come to love, “that’s not happening. i love you so much that breaking up with you is out of the question. but if that is your wish, then i will appreciate the times we had together, and wish you all the best.” 

doyoung frowned, not enjoying the idea of being apart from you, “don’t think of breaking up with me though. i’m gonna be so mad. come here you dummy, i’m not letting you go.” 

wordlessly you crawled into his embrace, lying down so that your back was on his front and you were sitting in the space created by his legs. 

“doie, do you love me?” 

“of course i do.” he answered readily, “you were the unexpected love that i never thought i’d encounter. now that i have you, you’re all that i ever wanted and i wouldn’t trade this relationship for anything else in the world.” 

“but what if—” 

“where are all these questions coming from, hmm?” doyoung lightly chided you, hands coming around your waist to hold you. 

you felt your face heat up and you quickly hid your burning cheeks behind your hands, “sorry. that was just my anxiousness speaking.” 

as he peppered kisses on the exposed part of your neck, he promised, “erase your doubts. i’m here with you now. your intrusive thoughts have no hold on you. you’re with me now, alright?” 

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text me back

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pairing: idol! niki x gn! reader ↬ tags: idol! niki, gn! reader (fixed the error!), text messages

summary: text messages that makes niki feel tons better word count: 389 words

you simply never failed to surprise him with texts that make niki’s heart skip a beat. already, seeing your name with the messenger notification made him giddy with anticipation, but it is always these few specific texts that makes him appreciate you even more. 

you: call me when you’re home

you: i don’t care how late it is

niki would be on his way home from practice or a really packed schedule, tired and sweaty, and you’d drop him a text such as this. niki grins stupidly at his phone, fingers flying across the screen to shoot back a witty response. 

niki: and if i dont ???

you: call me, i mean it dummy

niki doesn’t have the heart to make you worry further and does as he is told when he enters the dorms. he knows he has his hyungs to look after him, a whole manager team working round the clock to ensure their safety too, but things like this where it involves you? 

absolutely heart-fluttering. 

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you: i know you can’t see me right now, but im smiling like crazy 

probably a funny picture, or an inside joke. could be something cheesy niki said. nevertheless, hearing you say that also puts a smile on his face. he’s beaming, face all radiant as he rapidly responds to your previous texts. 

niki: you’re mad !! my joke wasn’t even that funny LOL

you: it’s just you because you make my days a lot brighter

small nuances like this and niki feels like he’s falling deeper in love with you. he sends a picture of himself, a testament of how much he was giggling at the mere fact you brought him this much happiness. 

crazy in love (for you). 

-- 

you: i miss you :C

tuese ones, oh boy, niki loves to hear them. any day, any waking moment. as soon as he sees this text, immediately he’s turned into mush. He misses you just as much, and his mind? completely blank other than the thoughts of you, you and only you. 

niki: virtual hugs and kisses ~ ~

you: received &lt;3 <3 i miss you still thooo

times like this when you were openly expressing your desire to be with him were the little moments where he felt cherished. niki loves you more than anything in the world.

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Kenma understands what it’s like to be talked over and interrupted. Especially in a large group, he knows what it’s like to be ignored because people can’t hear him or think his opinion is irrelevant. It had never bothered him because it would take more of his energy to keep talking anyway. But when it comes to you, he finds it unacceptable.

Kenma was half-listening to you talking about a recent experience, but he didn’t fail to notice how you stopped midway and gradually lower the volume of your voice. Someone in the group changed the subject while you were still speaking. When he realizes you’ve been purposefully ignored, he can’t help but abandon the game he’s almost finished with and devote his full attention to you.

One glance at your glum expression, had him putting down his phone, turning to face you, and in a gentle voice coaxes you to, “Continue. What were you saying?”

Just seeing your face light up made him completely invested in your story. He honestly wouldn’t mind ignoring the group conversation for you – never wanting to participate in it in the first place – as he finds what you’re saying more interesting. Eventually, Kenma would excuse you both to pull you in a quiet place so he could listen to you “better”. Your voice is his favorite thing, and making sure you feel heard has always been his number one priority. 

“Anyday.” - Sunwoo

find more content here: the boyz masterlist ↬ summary: sunwoo hates to admit it, but you hold a very special place in his heart ↬ tags: school! au, eric and sunwoo are the captains of basketball club ;9 [captain! eric, vice-captain! sunwoo], han jisung briefly mentioned as a club member, gn! reader ↬ word count: 736 words

Sunwoo tucked his basketball under his arm and swung his bag over his shoulder, “You know, as seniors we ought to be more cohesive with our juniors. Should we plan a bonding day? Or maybe we can stay back after training? You know as leaders of our club we can be more friendly…”

Eric rolled his eyes, pushing in his chair whilst waiting for Sunwoo to hurry up. “Speaking of training, it is literally about to start. So if you’d stop yapping we’d be on our way--”

“Hold on isn’t that…” Sunwoo interrupted Eric’s lecture, brushing past him towards the classroom doors. “Kim Sunwoo I wasn’t done talking?!” Eric huffed and followed behind but Sunwoo paid no attention, for his focus was on you. 

Why were you outside his classroom? 

“Sunwoo.” You greeted him halfheartedly, arms locked in front of you. Sunwoo eyed you, playfully teasing “What are you doing here, squirt?” Eric stood nearby, sighing a little too loudly to signify his presence. Right, training was about to start. 

You visibly stiffened at Eric’s exhale, “Are you headed home? I kinda need a ride.” Sunwoo tipped his head towards the basketball under his arms, “No can do. I’ve got basketball practice. And it’s gonna be quite a while.” Sunwoo didn’t miss the dejected look that flashed across your face as you tilted your head down. 

You shifted your weight from one foot to the other, as if you wanted to say something more. Eric cleared his throat again and you quickly shook your head, “It’s okay then. Have a good practice you two.” As soon as you made that declaration, Eric took this opportunity to drag Sunwoo away. 

Uneasiness settled in Sunwoo’s heart and he craned his neck to glance at you through the throng of students. 

Why did you have to make him worried? 

“I’m not going.” “Going where? Training?” Eric joked, but stopped when Sunwoo ceased walking. “Sunwoo, you…don’t tell me…” 

“Captain Eric, I’m pretty sure you can handle one training without your Vice-Captain, right?” Sunwoo was already backtracking, and Eric exasperatedly threw out his hands, “Really? Really?! You do know our juniors are the noisiest bunch of children?” 

Sunwoo waved as a reassurance, sprinting away, whilst hollering, “Just get someone leader-material, uhmm, Han Jisung! The logistics leader! I’ll make it up for the next practice!” He didn’t have the time to watch Eric’s mild breakdown.

Scrambling down steps 2 at a time, he ran with all his might to the bicycle bay. Hopping onto his bike, he easily whizzed through the crowd, spotting you from afar. A pang of relief surged through his body, for you were still fine (although you were slowly dragging your feet to the school gate). 

“Yo squirt!” You flicked your head around, watching, surprised that Sunwoo was pedaling at full force. “Sunwoo?” He dismounted the bike, beads of sweat dotting his forehead, “Hop on.” 

“Don’t you have practice? (Why are you here?)” You bit back your curiosity and Sunwoo patted the empty passenger spot behind his seat. “Nevermind that. You on the other hand look like you’re about to drop unconscious. Care to explain?”

“Just a headache. A bad headache” You added on when Sunwoo raised his eyebrow (it was as if he saw through your attempt to be alright) at your initial statement. “Yeah, that just proves my point about you looking sickly. Get on, squirt. I’m taking you all the way home.” 

Sunwoo saw through your momentary hesitance and pulled you towards the seat, “Really. I mean it. You came to me, didn’t you?” The thought of you getting home faster and skipping the crowded public transport (which will aggravate your headache) won you over. Just like that, you two were on your way home. 

“Sunwoo, did you really skip practice?” “Uh no? I wasn’t needed today. Today Coach wants to focus on the juniors.” He lied through his teeth, a line rehearsed and repeated on his way down. “Okay. Not because of me right?” Worry laced your words. Sunwoo almost cooed at how adorable you were in that moment. . 

“You silly. Why would I skip practice?” He teased you (you smacked him real hard on the back), but his heart softened and added on, “You on the other hand have a knack for making me worried.” That seemed to perk you up and you held onto his waist tighter. 

“Thank you Sunwoo.” “Anyday.“

genre: nct imagine, fluff

pairing: boyfriend!mark x gn!reader

warning: none.

summary: slightly jealous mark lee, and a phone conversation with jeno.

picking at the couch absentmindedly, you stifled a yawn, halfway listening to jeno’s rant about yangyang’s carelessness when it comes to laundry, a slight smile on your face at his own hypocrisy.

“so, what are you up to?” he asked, his tangent of the day seemingly done with, as yangyang’s voice in the background became clearer through the silence.

“just—“ you wavered, taking a look towards the kitchen at mark’s sandwich-making, his tongue pressed to his cheek in focus. “hanging with the bro.”

“ah, the bro—“ jeno responded, the amusement in his voice clear.

“dude, i’m your boyfriend.” mark corrected, giving you an unimpressed look from behind the countertop.

at that you only rolled your eyes, putting a finger to your lips before going back to your phone conversation.

“uh-oh,” you heard, practically hearing the smirk in jeno’s voice. “tell the bro i said hi.”

“i heard that!” mark shouted, cursing as his sandwich bread dropped onto the floor at his outburst. smiling sheepishly at you, he dove down to retrieve it, disappearing behind the white marble.

“you’re terrible.” you murmured, shaking your head in mock disapproval at your phone as jeno smiled to himself, pleased at just how easy it was to rile mark up when it comes to you.

“what’s there not to love about you?”

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pairing: bf! wonwoo x gn! reader 

↬ tags: non-idol! au, mentions about insecurity (or indecisivenss), a very whipped wonwoo who loves you dearly 

summary:wonwoo loves a lot of things about you, even when you couldn’t see it 

word count: 344 words

a/n: hello everyone ! this certainly has been really long hiatus but i’m back in business with something small to kickstart my return <3 please enjoy 

wonwoo was not expressive when showing his love in any way. 

did that mean he loved you any less? no. 

he quietly loved you with all of his heart, over and over again. he memorized all of your features, your little quirks. he penned down the moments you made his heart flutter, wrote poems about your never-ending affection. 

here he was, patiently waiting for you to get ready for the date he had planned. “look at my fit!” (a/n: yes, i’m referencing this off dino, true blue carats yall know what’s up.) 

you burst out of the toilet, eyes seeking wonwoo’s affirmation, body never seeming to be stationary as you twirled around for him to see. 

wonwoo lifted his gaze from his phone, the corners of his lips curving upwards into that beautiful smile you knew by heart. he sat up straighter on the bed, scooting over to the edge of the bed, “you’re absolutely lovely, my dear.” 

not a second later you backtracked into the toilet, before frowning at your reflection and wonwoo mirrored your expression. “do you think it looks good? like does it suit me or should I change out?” 

“i love how it fits you. you shouldn't need to conform yourself to fit anything you wish to wear.” 

(wonwoo always knew what to say to combat your insecurities. he was practically your knight in shining armor, fending off any negative thoughts about yourself.) 

“look at me.” you spun around, turning face to face with wonwoo who had his phone out, his fingers strategically placed on his screen to take a picture. 

“...wonwoo, did you just take a picture of me?” 

his tell-tale grin gave it away and he pocketed his phone, pausing to wholeheartedly speak, “i love you. come here my love.” 

“you love a lot of things about me.” you quipped back, making your way into his opened embrace. lightly squeezing him, you circled your arms around his waist and pulled him closer to you. 

wonwoo’s heart skipped a beat, “what’s there not to love about you? you’re worth me loving.” 

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