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Special stage - Lucas

Genre: fluff,(angst)

Pairing: Lucas x reader

Word count: 1,5k

Lucas was standing with his back to the fans. He felt nervous. It was the first time for him to be alone. Well he never thought he would stand alone on stage. He wasn't even expecting that people just cheered for him.

He knew the fans loved NCT, but he wasn't so sure how they would react when he wasn't with his group. When it was just him.

Sometimes there was a lot of controversy about him. He looked kinda like a fuckboy and some people always complained about him being too loud. But he didn't care. Well most of the time he didn't care.

Sometimes the fear would take over and he began to doubt about himself. He was thinking he was too much...too much of a burden. What could be happening when he made a mistake? One mistake could take the whole group down. And it wasn't in his mindset to let this occur.

But there was a good thing, more like a good person for him. You. You were his everything and he told everyone just what an angel you were. Even when he was feeling down you could cheer him up. He thought about this a lot. How could you make a person feel so special? Yet you didn't do anything for that.

It was a puzzle he could never find ever piece of. After some time it was indifferent for him. Everything that count was you by his side.

So as he was standing there his fear took over him.

Yesterday you talked with him about his performance. You reassured him that everything will go right. How could anything possibly go wrong if he was going to be the spotlight?

After a second thought it was him, so a lot of things could go wrong, but you refused to make a joke about it. Because you knew just how tensed he was about this whole thing. It meant a lot to him. Maybe even his whole world and he didn't plan to make a mistake

He began to sweat. Big drops of sweat made their way over his face. By now he began into panic. He wasn't exactly sure why he was so nervous. But he couldn't bring himself to cool down.

The music began to play and he knew that he had to sing in a little while. He also knew he had to turn around and begin dancing. But his foot weren't moving. He was standing there like a statue and his fans began to scream. He couldn't hear everything they shouted. But did he hear 'Y/N'? He was certain your name was called. But you shouldn't be here. You had an appearance in a show.

All of a sudden he felt warmth on his hand. He looked down to it and saw your hand.

You were still wearing the ring he gave you to your first anniversary. It was a modest silver ring. You loved those kind of things. So after you mentioned that you wanted a new ring and he should help you with the decision he searched for suitable rings. After some time he found the right one. And once he saw your face litt up after seeing the ring, he knew he made the right decision.

But gosh was he scared to tell the rest of the world about you. He didn't want to hide you from the rest. It was just that he was scared. Since both of you were idols he didn't want to risk anything.

But at the same time when weren't you two risking everything? Just the fact that you two could get caught was large. But you didn't made anything out of this. It was how it was. Why would you hide your relationship? Nothing was wrong about it.

So you took the next step and went public with your relationship. And despite a few hateful comments the majority congratulated and supported you.

He smiled to himself when you pulled at his hand and brought him back to reality. Back to his painful reality. He messed up. How could anyone forgive him that he couldn't even stand alone on stage?

"Yah, are you okay? Everything's alright. Your fans are waiting, c'mon." Your voice was low and full with affection and a hint of worry. But even though you seemed worried, you gave him a big smile.

And this was all he needed. He turned around and the music began to play again. This time he danced to the rhythm and was amused that you danced along.

After the first song you began to sing a song of him.

It was released last year and he got the inspiration to write the song from Christmas eve. The way you looked at him made him wanted to melt. It was the cutest moment he saw you. Your eyes were filled with love and the way you scrunched your nose was the most adorable thing he ever saw.

He started singing with you and the whole stadium began to shut down. Everyone was enjoying this moment. The song filled with love. Your voice sweet like butter and his rap on point. Even though it was a slow song the rapping was fitting it really well.

The song was going to its end and the atmosphere changed. The quiet audience became louder. And what they said made both of you smiling like idiots. It were three tiny words. Three words that weren't this much of a connection between his fans and him, but words that made you cringe.

"Kiss each other"

Lucas made a mental note to tease his fans afterwards. It was always funny to see his fans go crazy over little things. He made clear that he saw things that fans made. He sometimes even read fanfictions. How could they come to their ideas? What were these people doing in their normal life? And most importantly how many freetime do they have? Like really, some stories were interminable. But he liked them anyway.

So as the fans told he took your face in his hand and his other hand was still holding onto yours.

He brought your noses together and rubbed them against each other. You were almost laughing because you knew he just wanted to tease. But you looked so lovely he couldn't hold back anymore.

So he let his lips touch yours. At first you almost didn't notice the weight of his lips. But then a soft feeling attached and the butterflies in your stomach didn't stop.

The kiss didn't last long, because it was kind of embarrassing for both of you to do it in front of so many people. But it was amazing nonetheless.

The crowd now cheered extremely loud and you two turned red as tomatoes. You thanked all the fans for coming and quickly left as it wasn't your concert you appeared in.

Lucas quickly ran backstage when the concert ended. He needed to find you. But you weren't there. He looked everywhere but you were nowhere to be found.

So he immediately called you. After a few ringings he heard your sweet voice. You already knew what he was up to, so you spoke before he could even ask.

"Hey babe, I'm sorry I had to left but I wanted to see your performance backstage and had a few minutes before I had to go to the show so I dropped by. When I arrived I saw that you weren't rapping or at least moving. So I went up. I hope it didn't bother you."

You were speaking do fast he had troubles keeping up with your pace. But he eventually did.

"It really isn't a problem. Actually I was quite surprised to see you and also extremely happy. Thanks a lot. I think I couldn't have made it without you. You are truly the best."

"Yah. Don't make me blush. I'm still at work." You were laughing a loud at the phone and he smiled to himself. Knowing he could never replace you.

"When are you finished? I'd like to eat with you at my place. How does it sound to you?"

How could you possibly say no to his offer? So you told him you were ready at 1 am and that you would be quite flattered to go to him.

He was a little sad that he had to wait for 2 more hours. But the thought of you two being together probably until the afternoon made him more than just happy.

On that day he went home knowing his life couldn't be any better. Actually it was just like how he wanted it. A little difficult sometimes but never boring.