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imagine half life 3 came out before silksong

my stupid late contribution for both hlvrai and tf2 fandoms
+ bonus side B (i have no energy left in me to finish this one so.... b&w)

+ original reference: ft2 ost album


Above: Title card and promotional art for CMB Power Hour With Dr. Gordon Freeman (2014-2015) depicting Dr. Freeman, MC-1719, Elite-70D, Soldier-325 and the Administrator.
CMB Power Hour with Dr. Gordon Freeman(2014-2015) was the first original programming for the Combine’s animated propaganda block and the first cartoon entirely animated by Stalkers. Following in the footsteps of shows like Captain Combine and Sailor Combine, which were redubs and edits of pre-war programs, CMB Power Hour was meant to normalize the military occupation of Earth and instill young citizens with a respect for their “Benefactors”, as well as provide helpful tips to dealing with day to day problems in Cities. Notably, it coopted the imagery of Dr. Gordon Freeman in an attempt to undercut Resistance propaganda and folklore.
Each episode followed a basic plot synopsis: Dr. Freeman, MC-1719, Elite-70D and Soldier-325 would come across an issue in their City (Ration shortages, Xen wildlife infestations, etc.) and would be contacted by The Administrator (played by the real Wallace Breen) to investigate it. In the course of their attempts to solve the problem, they would invariably find it was caused by one of the Enemies of the Empire. Common foes included Earth Supremacists (led by Alyx Anticitizen, Isaac Insidious, and Vance Villainous), the Vortigaunts (potrayed as ecoterrorists intent on terraforming Earth to be more like the Borderworld), and the Citizen Syndicate (an exaggeration of the real world black market). Once the villain of the week was defeated, Dr. Freeman and his entourage would deliver a moral about trusting the government and reporting suspicious behavior, as well as a brief segment on day to day living tips.
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The thing about gordon is that like everyone tends 2 write him being kind of shy and demure and awkward and like. Not really enjoying his job but like. this motherfucker WANTED to work at Black Mesa. Like he was so excited about it. didnt he canonically take the job because he was bored .
He RACED Barney in the VENTILATION often enough that they told Alyx about it . He quote unquote “drank soda and ran around fhe office, sidestepping frequently”.
i think everyone tends to think all the other scientists hate him because hes new and young and kind of a prodigy but no they all hate him because hes like sprinting around and causing problems. shes in black mesa on shift like [signed] Im Gordon Freeman welcome to jackass and then he vaults over the elevator shaft
hes like a little freak even before the rescas hes drawing little doodles on sticky notes and blowing peoples food up in the microwave. Hes blinking at everyone with his big green eyes and running around AND THEN HE MEETS BARNEY and theyre WORSE. gordon freeman comes into work with cupped hands and theres just a lizard in there and it gets loose. [signed] Bing bong fuck ya life (releasing a bird into admin)

Use your head. But don’t be afraid to believe in things either.

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reposting because tumblr decided to not show it up on the hastags. idk if reposting is worth it but i gotta try.
original desc: context is that in hl2 you can see a glimpse of gman with a crow perched on his shoulder and it made me think of the bird that is just there next to Benrey in the act 3 cast comentary that everyone decied was Benreys pet. Turns out that eldrich beings attract birds who would have thought.Its really late idk.
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After posting my first edit I realized editing is actually really fun so uh have another one, featuring everyone's favorite eldritch businessman
Song used: Who Is She by I Monster
(Video credits below the cut)
[S2FM] Based (By ExitUnAMitch)
Half Life Stranding (By Harry101UK)
Birthday Suit || S2FM Animation (By LE Voux)
[S2FM] Fear What's Inside - A Half Life: Alyx Music Video (By Sepko)
[S2FM] Witness (By Sepko)
(All other clips are made by Valve)
Half-Life: The Employer AU
@sepko1 ‘s Gordon Geeman (or Freeman Immortal) has inspired me to revisit my own “Gman Gordon.” Funny enough, I made my Gman Gordon around the same time Sepko’s came about so I’ve had to change a lot to my own cause well.. mine was REAL SIMILAR to their’s lmao! But I feel like mine is more than just a “Gman” if you feel me? Mine is more like “the employer” in my eyes.
I may make a small “Au” or something around him. It would involve Sepko’s Geeman and even a few other people’s “Gman” type characters. Just because well the nature of the characters is based around the idea of multiple “Gmen” type people, being the employees. Each Universe has its own “Gman” that maintains the universe and each individual timeline they contain.
But the Employer. Who is the Employer? The Employer is the one who oversees all Universes, all timelines, all employees. Wouldn’t it be interesting.. if the Employer turned out to be a Gordon Freeman? Possibly even the very first instance of Gordon to exist in the Half-Life Universe. The Gordon from the very first timeline. The one who set the president for all. That would be my “Gman Gordon”
I’ve posted this before but here is the og Drawing. I may do a new one.

More info below if you are interested in my thoughts and ideas.
He would wear an edgy version of Gordon’s Black Mesa Uniform. His glasses would be tinted to conceal his eyes. He also has an HEV suit he sometimes wears that is also in more dark edgy colors rather than orange to keep him hidden. He can be seen holding a black mesa brief case (like Gman) but is more commonly seen holding a Black Mesa clipboard with what feels like infinite paper but only appears to have two or three sheets on it at all times.
Depending on what he wants to look at or what he needs the second or next page of the clipboard changes. The first page is always the cover of the Black Mesa employee handbook.
He barely retains any of his original self. He purposefully suppresses his human side to keep himself focused on his job. He still has his own Universe. He no longer maintains it, instead he has left it in the hands of the og Gman who he employed long ago to keep it safe. He occasionally visits it. It serves as a place where he can go to think and feel “at home.” Deep inside he mourns his Universe. Mourns a time when he was still human. Now he knows that all instances of himself and the people he cares for despise him. Even though no one knows he is the “Employer” (except those he has employed) everyone always thinks the ideals of the many Gmen and their employer are working against them since they seem to have done nothing but harm their ways of life, emotions, and morals. Gordon The Employer has to face the fact that everyone he cared for now want him and his plans dead. When all he wishes to do is keep all timelines and Universes flowing. He wants to do what is best for each instance of everyone including himself.
After all if he had never made the choice to pull The Freeman into stasis for 20 years, who would stop the Combine? How would things have played out? Yes the choice to force Alyx into employment is morally wrong, but those are human morals. When it comes to the greater good of the universe and its timelines, human morals do not apply.
Time is not a concept that applies to The Employer. He is everywhere, anywhere, yet no where all at once. He is a singular entity but is sometimes referred to in the plural as “The Employers”
Alternative Universes and timelines of each are constantly appearing, constantly changing, evolving. The Employer must be able to handle the task of assigning each new universe with its own set of boundaries, key events each iteration of the first timeline must follow, and its very own Gman that must abide by these rules and maintain the new Universe accordingly. It is not an easy job, but he has done it since the beginning of time and deep at his core he is still a scientist, and scientists thrive in challenges such as these. And with each Universe came new challenges, new threats to his plans and to the plot each timeline should follow. As time goes on he realizes a pattern all instances of himself, Eli, Alyx, and in some cases Vortiguants have begun to rebel against his employees. A Little deviation from the core plot is not is not a big deal, things can be nudged to fix such things, but too much is seen as a threat and must be dealt with accordingly.
Each “Employee” or “Gman” must stem from somewhere. The Employer originally kept to a strict pattern of using different variations of the same “Gman” across universes. But eventually he saw the potential for employing those he cared for, especially ones from timelines where he saw they had potential. Slowly The Employer began to replace original “Gmen” with the newly trained and employed Employees. All was well, he even spoke with them individually, assisting (as best he could) with their transition from being human to a “Gman” including the emotional and mental strain that can cause. (However with his own emotionless habits it proved to be less than effective or comforting for the others.)
All was well. Until he decided to try and employ.. himself. And thats where Sepko’s Geeman comes in.
At first he does nothing but watch from a far. When the gman set to maintain and train the new Employee turns up missing, and his other Employees’ ties to the Universe are served, he has no choice but to personally intervene. For the first time since the beginning of time he has to step out of the shadows and introduce himself to the rest of the Half-Life Universe. Having no choice but to collaborate with the Alyx and Vortiguants of this Universe in order to come up with a solution. At first it does not go as planned. Everyone in the universe rejects him and attacks him. Never giving him a chance to introduce himself or speak. Simply mistaking him for the rouge employee.. or The Freeman Immortal. Having to actually interact with those he cared about for the first time in… a while.. is challenging. Not just for the obvious reasons but because it touched the side of him he had long since suppressed. The Gordon Freeman part of him.
now I watched a video with a detailed analysis of the hev suit from a scientific point of view and there was an analysis of the sprint device. it said that most likely the sprint device is something like bionic boots. and I decided to draw how such devices could look like on Gordon's suit in a folded and working form. i wanna draw full art with this device :3


