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I was tired of being in the shadow of another.

Tired of paying for the crimes of another

Accused.

Tired of him berating every single thing that made me happy. That made me feel something.

Something other than feeling panic or numb

A laugh escaped my lips as I scrolled. He scoffed, “ that’s so fucking stupid. I can’t believe people do that shit. What the hell.”

Instant shut down. The smile was gone. That little spark blown away. So I scrolled away, turned off the phone and stayed silent.

Numb.

Countless times something or someone made me happy. Only for him to come knocking it down like a Jenga tower.

Now I’m left to rebuild the pieces, only for him to come another day.

I hardly feel anything.

I am just so fucking empty.