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#grumpy randomthoughts - whining about random stuff. Not ranting, but close
#oc stuff 'cause I can - I love my children and I talk about them a looooooot
A junkyard of my thoughts, obsessions, etc. The junkyard is @roboticexplorer, which I use for liking and rebloging stuff.
I might be a long-time user of tumblr, but I never made a blog for posting something thoughtful, so call it "figure out, find out".
Fandoms I am currently in: MLP, Buckshot Roulette, small artists' fandoms, Halloween (slasher), Chucky series (when your OC is inspired by Chucky and the character from non-English media, that scared you when you were little, but mostly by the second one, that most people don't know, because it was a children's non-English cartoon 🥲)
Some tags to put in your filters not to see my specific content or whatever:
#tw suggestive randomthoughts - everything that I consider suggestive
#monsterlover - everything with monsters, often nsft and with the tag above.
#writing randomthoughts - posts from prompts to short stories
I'll update the list later. That's it for now.
Asked Mao for permission to translate her BSR Player's character sheet (or OC, you got me). She allowed. Get ready, the guy is nuts ðŸ¤
Another Player has joined
tw: mentions of SH, injuries, questionable behaviour
Name: Ethan
Age: 23
Height: 180 cm
Appearance:
• Hair: Goldish brown curtain bangs, as if lightly dusted . He mostly combs them on the left side with his hand, causing a small achog appear on his head.
• Eyes: Brown, round, puppy-like.
Distinguishing Features: Body covered in bruises and other hematomas, fingers are covered in scars. There is a black ring on the ring finger of the left hand (no meaning). Ethan has a tooth, that has been knocked out, behind the left cheek. He also has constantly slumped shoulders with his hands shoved in his pants pockets. Looks defenseless in general.
• Clarification 1: Occasionally moves around by swaying and shuffling his pants (mostly when he's happy).
Personality: Despite his defenseless appearance, his demeanor is diametrically opposite, if you get to know him. Sometimes Ethan purposely provokes those around him to injure him (the main cause of his bruises).
Disabilities/Disorders and Mental problems: has MADD (Mixed anxiety–depressive disorder), self-destructive masochism tendencies, SH (marks on inner thighs and fingers, but the latter due to the knife game he plays).
Outfit: mostly all black, sometimes wears a gray hoodie without ties (lost them), heavy shoes (also affects his gait, making it comical). If possible, he chooses pants with a high waistband and which are wide in the middle. Loose and stylish.
• Clarification 2.1: The hoodie is stolen, as is most of his clothes. If he was given the chance, Ethan would buy gray clothes (instead of black) and would walk around in them. To keep stolen clothes he often damaged them beyond recognition and wears 2-3 months later. Sneaky bassard.
• Clarification 2.2: Particularly likes wearing a black shirt darker than pants, which are shades of black or gray.
Items: Small black leatherette crossbody bag. Sometimes wears it on his belt at the side.
• In the bag: antidepressants, tranquilizers, documents and a knife.
• Clarification 3: The knife is not used for SH, but it can be used by Ethan towards others.
Likes: belts (Mao's clarification: no sexual intent in the meaning (but that works as well))
Hates: the cold (wears several layers of clothing because of this)
Other: spends most of his money on antidepressants, tranquilizers and food.
That's it. Everything is made by Mao, I am just a translator and an enjoyer of her creativity.
Link to Mao's Telegram channel: t.me/Marika_219_MaoRi
Finally I can make memes about Ethan and Mellow! And write some stuff about Ethan x Dealer~
Mellow lore part 1
I played double or nothing in Buckshot Roulette. Out of four games I died in three of them before third round and in the second round when I chose to double my score. 37k. Before the update I never got that low.
It inspired me to create my own OC (I usually just use my friend's (with whom we created our Dealer interpretation) Player's design), because I didn't care much who we use for our fanfics in our native language. But now I decided to create an OC. Her name is Mellow they use they/she pronouns and she is transfem enby. They signed contract with the demon, who became pissed that Dealer killed God. In my headcanon this demon sent Mellow, so that they play with Dealer until he breaks his rules. Somewhat a revenge for killing God.
But little did this demon know that Mellow has a terrible luck. She can calculate bullets, but still ends up losing, resurrecting and coming back. Their demonic boss gave them two abilities: resurrecting and hypnosis. The second one works only on mortals and for a short period of time. She uses it to come to the nightclub and remain mortal in people's eyes (part of the contract with the pissed by Dealer demon). Dealer doesn't care much, he is only for the laughs. It's not cheap to play with Mellow since they almost never win and they come often, however it's entertaining to watch, so Dealer doesn't mind.
The contract with the aforementioned demon consists of two parts: Mellow has to come back at the nightclub twice a week and tell nobody about their powers. If another person sees them ressurect or becomes confident that Mellow is immortal, then Mellon has to hypnotize this person to forget. "It's between you, me and Dealer", said the demon after the deal was made.
Mellow signed the contract in order to save her sister from cancer. Her sister isn't immortal, just healthy now. Mellow's sister cared as much as they did about her, so Mellow decided to fake their death and hypnotize their sister to believe in it, as well as all the people that were close to them. Then Mellow changed their identity and started this cycle of living a normal live and playing Buckshot Roulette twice a week.
At first they were into the game. It was fun even with the deaths. Then she became apathetic to the game and tried everything to make Dealer cheat. The attempts were futile, no matter how many times she tried. After some time Mellow started see a bright side duiring the roulette when Dealer told a couple of stories. Then Mellow shared several of theirs and eventually warmed up towards Dealer. There became less tension and they became pals and still continue their game. Mellow often answers snarkly towards Dealers teasing and teases back whenever Dealer shoots himself or loses round without having a turn, but mostly Dealer has a clever comeback at which Mellow has nothing to say back, so she insists on continuing the game.
AU where both Mellow and Ethan exist and live in Mellow's apartment (part 1)
Actually, Ethan lives in the dormitory, but in this AU he comes to Mellow so often, that he can be called a roommate, who exists similar to a cat. Without paying. Ethan became somewhat of a friend to Mellow, so they don't mind him living on her money. They want to have a company of people, who've been in the darkest pits of hell and came back. Figuratively, Mellow usually reappears in the bathroom in the nightclub and Ethan never took live bullet in his head. He is one of the luckiest players and got plenty of money, although he spent them somewhere + Only Mao knows where.
So, I am comissioning Mellow and my version of The Doctor next week to the guy, who did the background of my blog (actually he did an animatic for me and this is my favourite frame). He has really low prices (which I don't like, since this dude deserves far more money, and I told him that 😤).
I have no idea how long it will take since it's two detailed references, but we'll see.
cw: alcohol
Mellow casually goes with their own beer. Mellow: "What? I am not gonna cheat! Your beer leaves me sober. Unless I drink ten cans or more"
Mellow from Bulgaria, btw
I wrote too much smut with them, I won't be able to write sillies for a while :(
And I am now too concentrated on Mellow's commission, so again, no inspiration for memes
Finally I can make memes about Ethan and Mellow! And write some stuff about Ethan x Dealer~
I have two more OCs in BSR and I am in the mood to translate their description (I am not ready to commission them, but I am thinking about cosplaying one of them).
Part 1
I decided to publish fanarts to my OC in a fandom I no longer belong. If I decide to post headcanon of canon character from that fandom, I'll tell.
His name is Dauren. Fanarts belong to:
1) 1-7 @/spolsy for dms and t.me/spolsyy group in Telegram
2) 8-12 @/pinkherringyeah here
Part 2 of fanarts and commissions
1) 1 - elrimio in Discord
2) 2 - @SweetKotya22 in Telegram and another account in Tumblr, but I forgot the name
3) 3 - @/pinkherringyeah in Tumblr
4) 4-5 - v3rtaa in Discord
5) 6 - Red Flags animated by @vixxmann in Telegram
Ugh, I am bored. Can somebody send me messages about BSR, their OCs, their pairings, headcanons or general obsessions?
Here they are~
Commission by @vixxmann aka Larrikin in Telegram
Guess who lost 5 times in a row in second round? Yep, this person. At least she got a consolation prize from The Dealer. Or maybe not so consolatory.
Commission by @vixxmann on Telegram
More Mellow!
tw: slightly suggestive, scars, burns
POV Dealer when Mellow wins at the 5 attempt.
Commission made by @vixxmann aka Larrikin on Telegram.