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osamu x reader - “addition”
genre: fluff
warnings: none
word count: 711
notes: this has a sequel in atsumu’s point of view entitled “another addition”

osamu promised himself he wouldn't cry.
no. he wouldn't give his twin brother the ammunition he needs to forever shame him. he told himself he wouldn't cry but as looked down at the small, tiny human being in his arms, he couldn't help but notice just how minuscule their hand is. he reached out, hesitant, but as if the baby felt the presence of their father, they reached out and latched onto osamu's pinky. it was at that moment that he thought, 'fuck it'. no amount of the humiliation he'll get from his brother's jokes will ever come close to the feeling of joy and love in his heart. the baby was so tiny. their baby. his baby. his own flesh and blood. osamu's eyes crinkled as tears cascaded down his cheeks towards their conjoined hands. he bit his lip, in an effort to stop the stupid sobs that threatened to come out of his shaking lips but to no avail, they escaped anyways. but he paid it no mind. not really. not when his pride and joy was touching him in this intimate moment only they shared.
"'samu..." he couldn't look at you because he wanted to spare some dignity to himself. he's supposed to be stronger than this. he's a father now, for christ's sake!
god. he's a father now. he'll need to repeat this a few more times before it fully sinks in. never in a million years did he see this as his life but now that he's here, there's no way he'd ever regret this. osamu's body shook as he leaned his head closer towards their hands. his forehead gently nudged the baby's soft skin, tears never stopping its flow. the baby was warm. it was different from your hugs that were always tight and comforting. no, it was foreign and fragile but it was home. osamu smiled brightly at that. this was home too.
"thank you," osamu reached his free hand to hold yours, "thank you for this. thank you for giving me a child. thank you for making me a father. thank you for making us a family. i love you. god, i really love you. what did i do to deserve you two?"
you gripped his hand tighter, tears unable to stop flowing from your eyes as well. no. you couldn't after seeing your man look so vulnerable and so happy at the same time. it was this gesture that made osamu look at you, glass-eyed and voice shaking but ever firm and determined, "i will protect the two of you. i'll provide for you, love you, and make sure you're always happy. i promise. i love you. i love you two so, so much. i can't—"
"i know 'samu," you were surprised you could say that much from the uncontrollable sobs that wrecked your body. his eyes twinkled brighter than any star you have come across and its intensity sent a thousand fluttering explosions in your chest. he was so good to you. he always was and you have no doubt that he would be good to your little babe as well.
"my baby, no, our baby... you're finally here... freaking real... this ain't a dream..." osamu mumbled to himself as he caressed the small tuft of hair at the top of their head before moving his hand to their chest, feeling the rapid beating of their heart. just like that, osamu lost all of his calm and fully broke down into a sobbing mess.
fuck. never, not even once, in his life did osamu think that something was missing. not since you came along but this? this ardor, this protectiveness, this joy, this wholeness was beyond anything his words could describe. it was as if the stars joined together to make this dream a reality. because that was what this was. it was a dream. and it came true. he now had a tiny bundle of joy in his arms and a loving partner to stand by his side. he couldn't believe it still but there was no going back now. not like he had any intention of doing so, of course.
his life couldn't be more perfect and yet here he was. and you know? it's all thanks to you.