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I just found that Mitski's 'First Love/Late Spring' chorus perfectly depicts the feelings of Pran after that kiss. Like see the lyrics-

So please, hurry, leave me, I can't breathe/ Please don't say you love me/ Mune ga hachikire-sōde (translates to 'my heart seems like it’s going to burst')

All this love he had hidden for years, thinking it was unreciprocated, he was hurt but somewhere he was also glad that it's just a secret and those feelings aren't anything real and maybe he'd recover from them sometime later and he won't have to be in this complicated situation but when Pat kissed him, the realization came rushing towards him that's it's real and it's reciprocated. He's scared because every time something good happens between them they're always left hurting so he just wants it to not happen at all. That's why he wants to ignore Pat that maybe through this Pat would back off but we know our stubborn idiot in love would never back off. You see how perfectly the lyrics fit. God I wish I was better with explaining this but I hope you get what I'm saying.