Rf Story: Experiment With Feelings - Tumblr Posts
Experiment with feelings
Chapter 3
*Flashback*
A young girl that looked like a younger version of Lunaria was currently sitting down on the floor of a small room. The room had an uncomfortable bed and had doors and walls made from an unbreakable glass so that the people inside could be seen clearly at all times. It was her cell. Lunaria was sitting down motionless, her back full of dried up and slightly wet blood and ripped flesh. In the cell next to her was a girl that was drawing on the floor with her blood smiling and humming happily. Despite being in such a shit situation, she tried to stay optimistic by finding something to do. Lunaria didn’t look at the girl but listened to her humming. It soothed her and made her forget about what she had just gone through. It also helped her feel a bit more hopeful, a bit optimistic that one day she will be able to get out of this situation and hopefully justice will be served to her and everyone else that has gone through this.
*Flashback end*
Lunaria woke up having fallen asleep on her desk. Her paperwork was done and she had nothing more to do which made her realise that she probably worked herself beyond exhaustion again. She rarely ever fell asleep on her desk because she was able to keep going even when she’s tired. Her dream bothered her though. It was a memory of her past, a past that she didn’t want to remember or think about ever again. Though compared to her previous memory dreams, this one was actually one of the more pleasant ones to have. Most of the time she always dreamt about the worst part of her life before the factory so this was a pleasant change. Not that Lunaria knew that it was pleasant anyway. After what happened she doesn’t know how to feel again and if anything happens she just lets it happen. She has tried to make herself feel emotions but so far nothing has worked. She has been considering experimenting on herself with colours to see if that will help. She hasn’t done it yet because she needs to figure out a way to do it without acting suspicious or potentially getting caught. The colours are heavily guarded just in case a loose experiment happens and tries to steal the colours and use it against them. Also some colours mixed together can cause a lot of damage so the factory wants to avoid that at all costs.
Lunaria sighed and gathered her stuff before heading to her room in the dormitory. She didn’t want to get nagged by Walden again about her sleeping habits and her overworking herself. Despite being the boss of such a factory, Walden definitely cared about most of his workers and Lunaria was one of them. Although he could just be making sure that his workers aren’t being idiots. It’s hard to find people that would actually want to work here and stay here pretty much anyway. Once you came here you didn’t come out. People had to have a very specific reason to be able to even go outside of the factory let alone go further away from it. And if you quit...then you were killed. So finding workers was hard, meaning that Walden may not actually care for them but the fact that something may happen to them and he will have to find new workers. Lunaria didn’t really care about which one it was. She wasn’t an idiot and it was very unlikely for anything to happen to her anyway.
As she was walking by she noticed Jeremy on the way. He looked to be flirting with one of the female workers that was clearly uncomfortable in this situation. It wasn’t surprising to be honest. Jeremy would flirt left and right with anyone he found remotely attractive and he rarely ever took no for an answer. He was an egoistic prick that would never learn his lesson and fuck off. Lunaria had too many encounters like this with him and every time she had turned him down he would just come back again. Working with him on group work was also a struggle since he would always fuck something up. Or do nothing at all and just flirt. The latter was honestly a better option but was still annoying as fuck. At least than they knew that he wouldn’t fuck up the experiment.
“Jeremy leave her alone. Walden had already talked to you multiple times about this type of behaviour” Lunaria said, making Jeremy turn to face her. “Oh hey Luns! What is a lady like you doing at this time of night?” He asked with a cocky smirk on his face. Lunaria gave a quick look to the woman he was bothering before and she left immediately after taking the hint that Lunaria was helping her. “That’s none of your business. You should either be working or going to bed Jeremy since you're not on the night shift. I know that you’re not, so don't even try to lie to me Jeremy. I know your tricks and if I have to I will throw you into the grinder or make an experiment out of you.” Lunaria said before walking away from him not wanting to be anywhere near him for much longer. “Oh you know that deep down you like me Luns~ You may act emotionless but I know that you’re not” Jeremy said grabbing her arm as she was walking. This caused Lunaria to out of instinct to twist his arm and potentially break his bones if she twisted hard enough. This caused Jeremy to yell out in pain not expecting that reaction from her. “What the fuck?!” He yelled at her before pausing as he noticed the death look in her eyes. “Do not touch me” Lunaria said sharply before letting go of his arm and walking back to her dorm. She ignored him yelling after her and as soon as she arrived at her room she locked the door.
Lunaria sighed in relief as she leaned against the door to her room. She didn’t mean to hurt Jeremy. Yes he was annoying as fuck but she didn’t mean to actually do anything to him. She just did it because she was so used to having to do so. It was like it was wired into her and she couldn’t stop that from happening. At least the worst that she had done to him was broke a bone. She didn’t hear a bone crack so she thought that she didn’t but guess she’ll find out soon enough. All she could do now was rest and hope that she didn’t get into too much trouble after this incident.