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Aaaand I made Mareridt in gacha 2, I still don't know how to do it very well here, but at least it's... nice...

There you have it, a video of Mr. Qi...It's not very good quality, so I apologize for that đ
Happy Pride Month everyone! May this month be as perfect as the others to come :)đłď¸âđđłď¸âđâĽď¸âĽď¸

ZZuhzub.. zabzu? ZZui? The harebee was curious about your scars.
"...Are you an alien or something...? Anyway, I got these scars when I was in the army, I was caught by the enemy squad in an ambush and I was taken captive...probably for three or four months... so I was tortured so they could get information..."

*The woman says calmly as she leans against the wall and crosses her arms.*
"They didn't get the information anyway... Well... Is that all you have to ask me...?"
Drawing made by:@kappywilliams
Here we have two idiots being idiots.
(I love my babies, they deserve the world đâĽď¸)

Made by: @kappywilliams (Love you hun :] )
About Mareridt.
They are 46 years old.
They have a twenty-four year old son.
They are bisexual and gender fluid.
They have a slight respiratory problem after their last mission in the army.
They love rock, but they also love classical music.
Unlike their appearance, they are very kind and friendly and will always be available to help you.
They like to draw and play their instruments.
They don't like Pierre, Morris and Lewis very much (but they prefer Morris more than the others).
They are from Lithuania.
They have a gameplay channel (it's kind of therapeutic).
They like whiskey, black roses and home-cooked food.
They are very good at cooking.
They like Harvey :3

I'm sorry if you've already answered this, but what exactly is your AU? What's it's story, what happens in it, ect? I love AUs :3
Oh, it's a bit complex but I'll try todos summarize it as best I can, my farmer is a retired veteran, and Kaptajn lives with her and he is also a retired veteran, They both met in the military barracks when they were teenagers, and both were raised and trained to be a kind of super soldier.
And the two of them created a very strong bond that they still have today, which is quite remarkable, they had many missions and adventures together and one of them cost the loss of Kaptajn's left arm and some scars that they both have.
Which wasn't the reason they retired, they only retired after their last mission where Kaptajn was shot in the leg and left half lame and Mareridt was shot in the chest and she had some respiratory problem.
The two lived in Scotland but decided to live in Stardew Valley because the farm they live on belonged to Mareridt's deceased father. Mareridt's son, Jon, lives in Zuzu City, and she usually visits him on weekends.
(Sorry if it was bad, I'm terrible at explaining things đĽš)
I love how Mareridt looks good wearing a dress or a suit (also Harvey looks very submissive like this đ)

Artist: @kappywilliams
So...I redesigned my Mr.Qi...


I'm not going to lie, I really liked the result, better than the previous one, I even made a human version of him, and yes, my Mr.Qi is black.
@qiscasino Please see this đđźđđź
I should have posted this a long time ago, but I didn't because I was lazy, but anyway...đ§đ˝
Farmer Lop, after being told " Ew, no. " by Haley at the Flower Dance ;


After my little Hale drawing got the good ol' fashioned seal of approval from @stardewcowboy herself, I have doodled a grey / dulled color of both mine and Nohra's Shane simps bonding over muffins ( that Una made ). <3 ;w;
Hale (C) @stardewcowboy
Una (C) Myself !! @sheriffslop
Asdfhgsafhjda đ¤ đĽşâ¨đ Itâs no problem, queen !! I love drawing Hale, her design is just so fun and unique - absolutely top tier !! One of my favorites. đĽ°đâ¨đĽ


After my little Hale drawing got the good ol' fashioned seal of approval from @stardewcowboy herself, I have doodled a grey / dulled color of both mine and Nohra's Shane simps bonding over muffins ( that Una made ). <3 ;w;
Hale (C) @stardewcowboy
Una (C) Myself !! @sheriffslop
salmonberry season

Spring is winding to its end in Remoria FarmâAmbrose likes the tartness of salmonberries, and Milene likes him.
original characters, Milene & Ambrose (!!!) ; farmer/farmhand

Ambrose thrives in the valley.
Milene knows because she watches, always watches him. She knows that he hums to the beat of cheesy love songs while watering parsnip seedlings. That he likes to lie in the chicken coop and cuddle the hens in his arms when he thinks she isnât looking. The townspeople that laugh brightly when talking to himâthey like him, itâs obvious by the way his arms are never empty from a trip to the town, thereâs always another pot of soup or a jar of pasta sauce.
Most of all, though he canât recognize it himself, Milene sees the bright spark in his eyes.
She remembers what they looked like before they moved to the valley, dull and unfocused and so far away. His office job in Joja made him slowly waste away. Now, the green in his eyes shine whenever he wrangles a particularly fussy fish, or when the two of them stand side by side in the kitchen, following televised recipes that leave the house smelling deliciously of caramelized onion and garlic.
Even now, when they sit under a thick branched tree away from the hot midday sun, Ambrose keeps the twinkle in his gaze. Sticking side by side, they share a handful of spring salmonberriesâhandpicked by Ambrose himself. The berry is sweet and tart, sticky and viscous all over her fingers and lips. She wipes the red stained juice smeared on her fingertips off on the hem of her shorts.
Absentmindedly, Milene reaches to pluck another pea-sized berry from him, but he twists his body away, hiding the salmonberries with a faux frown. She stretches her arm farther, reaching for the berries, resting her other palm on the grassy bed below. She shoots him a puzzled look.
âYou had your share,â he says. Milene raises a brow. âThe rest are mine.â
Huffing, Milene reaches again, her arm bumping his shoulder. Ambrose, this time, fully turns his back to her and protectively cradling berries to his chest, making the reach unsuccessful. She scoffs at his childishness and pokes him in the side.
âSelfish.â
Ambrose wiggles his eyebrows, aiming a smug smirk at her. âAnd youâre a leech,â he replies just as fast. âIf you joined me in picking berries weâd have more, but you didnât. You get what you get.â
âExcuse me,â she forcibly rests her weight against his back. Ambrose breathes on a wheeze as she leans over him. âIâd assume youâd be able to do something as simple as that on your own.â
Milene can hear the smile in his voice. âPicking berries is not simple.â
âPutting up with a brat like you isnât simple either,â she replies dryly, pinching at his ear. âWhat did I do to deserve this? Youâre breaking my heart here, Iâll have to go back to my dingy apartment in Zuzu city to save some face.â
Ambrose stiffens, his back ram-rod straight, his lips pressed into a line when he looks back at her. Milene sits back, the sudden change in atmosphere making her heart rate spikeâdid she say something wrong?
Milene rests a steadying hand on her chest. Damn this man for making her emotions run all over the place.
His hand flexes and rubs absentmindedly at the denim of his overalls. A nervous tell of his, for what reason he is buzzing with nerves she canât tell.
ââAmbrose,â she can hear the high pitchy quality in her voice, she cringes inwardly. âYou eat a rotten berry or something? Whatâs up?â
Small steady streams of light filtered through the branches shine on them, Ambrose turns his head back and looks her directly in the eyes.
âDonât say that,â he says under his breath, Ambrose speaks it like a secret along with a long suffering sigh. Like heâs been hiding the sentiment for a while. âDonât say that youâll leave.â
Oh.
Immediately, Milene feels the giddy swing of her stomach, the knotting and unknotting of her gut as giggles slip past her berry-stained lips. Ambrose fixes her with a weak glare, more of a pout if anything.
His posture is significantly more relaxed when he goes to chastise her. âDude, not funnyââ
Milene takes the opportunity to pluck a salmonberry from his hand while his attention is taken away. âVery funny. Hilarious even.â
His frown deepens as she pops the berry in her mouth, but she knows better. The twinkle in his eyes are bright, overwhelmingly so. The sight makes her heart swell and threaten to burst out of her chest. Itâs honestly kinda terrifying.
âThereâs nothing for me in the city,â she murmurs, pressing her thumb and pointer together, they stick together with berry juice. âI wonât leave, ever.â
Ambrose snorts, bringing two berries into his mouth, his lips stained red along with it. âWhat if thereâs a drought and we lose all our money?â
âHell no,â Milene entertains his inane imagination. âYou wouldnât survive without me. Youâd die of loneliness, or starvation.â
âGee Milene, you really know how to cheer a guy up.â he deadpans.
âNot trying to cheer you up,â she smirks. âItâs just the plain simple truth.â
He narrows his eyes. âOkay, but what ifââ
âNo,â she interrupts, waving her hand. Milene tucks her feet closer underneath her, staving off the brunt of the summer heat.
She rests her hand by his side, studying his face intently. The curve of his nose, the slope of his cheeks and the cut of his cheekbones, his eyesâhis eyes that glitter and shine like emeralds.
Milene thinks that she can stare into them forever.
âBesides,â she shrugs, âI like to watch you. Youâre happy, Iâm happy too.â

8:05 | SAM

word count: 3.2k
summary: samâs ten heart event with a twist.
tags: winter, developing relationships, fluff, swearing, cuddling, hiding from his mother in his bed lol
a/n: this spiralled out of my control and into 3k words⌠enjoy!

itâs cold.
the fleece coat youâve bundled yourself in cannot protect goosebumps from forming from the biting chill of the valleyâs winter nights. your breaths come out in cloudy puffs of air, the heat slowly draining out of every exhale. itâs dark out, poorly spaced lampposts providing the bare minimum amount of light to navigate.
you got samâs letter earlier, a clumsily written note that was stuffed haphazardly into your farmâs mailboxâthe yellow lined paper he used, all crumpled and ripped.
meet me in front of my house! at 8 pm, iâll be waiting. thereâs something i want to tell you.
the ending sentence is somehow even more sloppily written compared to the ones before it. as if he was debating whether or not to add it in, but ultimately decided for itâitâs funny to imagine him hunched over his desk, stressing over what to write to you.
well, you wonât deny feeling excitement over the possibility of whatever sam has to say. if the subtle skip in your step is anything to go by.
you walk through the silent night of the town, it seems like everythingâs frozen in place during the colder times of the yearâeveryoneâs safe at home, toasty under their covers and youâd imagine thoroughly enjoying going to bed at 7 pm.
you do too, sometimes. thereâs less to do when the ground is too frozen to plant any crop.
thereâs a lot more free time out of the farm during the winter. youâve really started integrating yourself with the townspeopleâhelping haley find her bracelet, befriending samâs prickly coworker shane, and even discovering a shadowperson named Krobus in the town sewers. it really is starting to feel like home.
walking, you cut the corner passing by emily and haleyâs houseâand there he is.
he looks devastatingly handsome all dressed in winter clothing. his regular denim jacket switched out for a dark woolen coat, his pants are unripped and, surprisingly, not smeared with dirt.
though what you like most about his winter attire is his hair. those wild golden locks are laid flat under a woolen beanieâa stark difference from the spiked updo he usually does (though you like that one too). the tips of his hair are slightly curled upwards, revealing that family trait of curly hair.
you creep closer, just watching him wait for youâthe way he folds his arms in an attempt to warm up, and the little shuffle he does on his feet. you laugh softly, he mustâve been waiting a whileâjust like you have for him.
sam turns at the sound of your laugh, his body unconsciously tilting towards you, like a magnetâs uncontrollable attracting to metal. âyou made it,â he breathes, his nose, ears and cheeks pinkened by the cold.
you nod, unable to stop a bashful smile from forming on your lips. âi made it.â
a big grin splits his face, mimicking yours. underneath the lone lamplight he looks jaw-droppingly handsome. you feel yourself become warm just in proximity to him.
âi wanted to talk to you in private,â he says. samâs buzzing with energy, surveying the dark streets before meeting your gaze with his. âitâs kinda cold out here though⌠i, umâi can sneak you into my roomâŚâ
your heart skips a beat, like youâve skipped a step on a staircase. âwhat?â you croak.
your eyes catch onto him wringing his fingers, a nervous habit you canât help but always notice (not because his hands are nice and interesting to look at, not at all).
âyou donât wanna?â
âno!â you inhale, trying to alleviate the twisting sensation in your gut. âi do wanna, ahem, lead the way.â
sam smiles at you, dimples and all. he leads you towards the tiny bedroom window in front of his house. the window is already openâyou assume thatâs where he jumped out of to meet you.
he climbs through the window with minimal effort, landing on the flooring with a dull thump!
you raise a brow. âhave you done this before?â
sam stretches his hand out to you, waiting. his smile turnt sheepish. âi mean, i think we were all rebellious teenagers once.â
you resist the urge to snortâsamâs nervous, you can tell. he doesnât have his quips and jokes tonight. and heâs shy, but eager. like a puppy, excited and curious about the world.
âo-kay,â you say, one hand in his hand the other set firmly on the windowsill. âmake sure i donât fall please.â
sam nods, eagerly. the curled ends of his hair shake along with the motion as he does.
how endearing.
you tighten your grip on his hand, hauling yourself through the small window, trying your damn best to not make any sudden noise. which is successful for the most part, only a tiny huff of exertion escapes you.
annoying, yes. but the chill of winter burns through any energy you have faster than other seasons.
your feet connect with the wood of his floor, hand still clasped in his and the chill merely at your back. itâs warm inside, with him.
his room is the same as itâs always been when youâd visit beforeâshelves, band equipment, postersâbut the ambiance is different. a little more charged with tension so thick you could cut through it with a knife.
sam does not bother turning on his light, you donât mind it all that much. but it takes some effort to avoid tumbling over stray objects that clutter his bedroom floor.
âlook, I know Iâve been about nothing but the band for a while nowâŚâ he starts. âbut I donât want you to think thatâs all iâm interested in.â
you chuckle, clasping your fingers behind your back. âit certainly takes up a big chunk of your interests.â
he pouts, literally pouts. it must be the love bug you caught because you think itâs just plain adorable. âiâm really trying over here!â
âsorry!â you grin, âokay, continue.â
âwell, um⌠shoot, this is kinda hard, huh?â he forces an awkward chuckle. âand nerve-wrecking⌠but what iâm trying to say isâŚâ
âiâm really happy that weâve grown this close, and wellâŚâ sam looks at you, heâs stupidly redâthe color spreading all over his face. âiâiâm just wondering, do you think of me as⌠just a friend?â
your breath stutters, and you feel yourself blushing before you can do anything to stop it. you stare at him as he does with you. the two of you locking eyes for a second, it feels like itâs just you and him in the world.
you feel your shy admittance at the tip of your tongue. no, youâd say, youâre more than that for me, if you want to be.
sam smiles at you, shy but so, so overwhelmingly brightâitâs blinding. your head is running a mile a minute when you finally get the courageâ
âsam!â you hear jodiâs groggy voice from outside the door. your stomach drops with dread. âsomebodyâs at the door! go and check please?â
you lock eyes once again, this time for entirely different reasons, and with entirely different feelings.
âoh my god, sam,â you whisper hurriedly, panic gripping you. âyour mom doesnât know iâm hereâwhat do we doââ
âhold onââ he replies, with the same sense of urgency as you. âokay, okayâi have a plan, just trust me, âkay?â
you think you might break out into a cold sweat. you look at him quizzically, âwhat?â
sam gives you an apologetic smile with that stupid beautiful face of his, he moves forward, grabbing you by your wrists, and moving you with himâtowards his bed.
âsam!â you hiss, alarms are blaring in every corner of your mind as sam all but drags you under the toasty covers of his bed. he lifts the blanket and stations you by the edge, covering you in the blanketâwhich is now a lumpy mess.
this is his childhood bed youâre in, where his mother and brother are just by the door.
and his mother is calling him.
âiâll get this over with quick,â he says to you, already heading towards the door of his room. âhang on tight, âkay?â
you breathe a sound of agreement, way too jittery to formulate any proper response as you quieten under the covers.
though the sheets do feel nice, and smells overwhelmingly of that specific cologne he uses (stolen from joja inventory, he told you once). you will yourself not to relax and melt into the sheets so fast. instead, you listen for each and every sound that may give hint to whatever the hell is happening.
thereâs a commotion that you can hear happening, the door swings open, the hinges creaking along with itâthis whole surreal experience feels a little like the confrontation part of a horror movie, the helpless victim hiding and the heavy footfalls of the killer.
though in your case, itâs not one set of footsteps, but two.
âwhat are you two doing here?â
âyouâre the one who called us over, remember?â you can recognize the bandâs shut-in pianistâs voice from anywhere. âyou were all like, stop skipping practice, seb.â
samâs voice is oddly pitchy when he responds. ââŚwell, tonightâs no good!â
you hear the other person huff, you strain your ears harder to listen. the huffing person clearly fed up with the strange behavior samâs putting out right now.
âmy mom and vincent are asleep,â he adds hurriedly. âtheyâd wake upââ
you resist the urge to groan, stifling your mouth under a sweaty palm. jodie was just speaking to him minutes ago, thereâs no way theyâd buy that. he cannot be a more obvious liar.
thankfully they gloss over the fact. âsam, why are you acting so damn weird?â sebastian asks, straightforward as ever.
âyeah,â the other voice adds. feminine but strong. which you now identify as abigailâs, you hear a pinch of impatience in her voice. âand why are you red? did you sit outside in the snow or somethingââ
sam chokes, which he tries to conceal as an odd sounding cough. abigail pauses mid-sentence. the shift in the atmosphere is palpable. you screw your eyes shut, hearing the rapid rate of your heartbeat. itâs so loud youâre almost convinced the trio can hear the thumping from your hiding spot under the sheets. this is it, theyâre going to discover you.
âoh, oh i see,â abigail grins. âon second thought, i wouldn't risk catching all those germs. iâm feeling starved, letâs hit the saloon, seb.â
the aforementioned man grumbles, seemingly puzzled by the sudden switch in abigailâs attitude. âhuh⌠why?â abigail must have whispered something to himâyou can barely hear over the muffle of samâs blanket comforters. âugh, alright. fine. you owe us one, sam.â
âoh, of course! mhm, yup,â you cringe at the immense awkwardness of samâs response, feeling the overwhelming urge to pull out your own hair. âiâll see you guys tomorrow, yeah? now shoo! wouldnât wanna get you both sick or somethinââŚâ
âhuh?â sebastian replies, rightfully puzzled as theyâre forcefully pushed out of the room. âwhy would we see you tomorrow if youâre sickââ
âwell seb,â abigail says smugly. âletâs just say sammy here is taking care of some important businessââ
âokay, bye!â you hear the door click shut. to your utter bewilderment, sam shut the door in their faces.
the room is deathly quiet, the air is stagnant and stuffy. once you feel it safe enough, you crane your neck out of the blankets to check over him. to trace any lingering feeling the sudden visit mightâve given him. samâs got his back rested against the wood of his door, his back slumped.
âiâi wasnât expecting that,â you say quietly from your hiding spot on his bed. peeking the top half of your face, watching the door carefully. âkinda nerve-wracking.â
and embarrassing.
âi knowâiâm sorry,â he sighs, rubbing his temples. âi didnât expect them coming over.â
âsebastian said you invited them for practice, though.â you point out.
âmaybe i did,â he admits, creeping closer to you on the bed, even if heâs guilty and embarrassed. âi totally forgotâi mean, i was really nervous! my mind blanks when i get nervousâŚâ
sam stops right by the side of the bed, as if heâs waiting for your permission to get in with youâin his own bed. and to be perfectly honest, you really want him to.
âkinda ruined the atmosphere too,â he looks away from you, eyes downcast and melancholy. âi had this whole thing planned too, and i, just⌠ughâŚâ
your eyes soften. âsam, itâs really fine. okay, maybe a little shocking but you know itâs not enough to scare me away.â
he looks down at you, worried. his eyebrows are ever so slightly pinchedâyou wish you could run your fingers over it, and smooth it out yourself.
âplus,â you murmur, reaching over the small amount of space between the two of you to clasp his wrist. âiâm not just gonna leave⌠just tell me what you were going to sayâbefore the⌠interruption.â
that gives you the final push to gather your courage to tug him into bed with you. sam follows, flopping onto the empty bedding next to you without a fight. for a moment, itâs just the two of you, side by side, slowly huddling closer and closer for warmth.
and sam is warm. heâs practically radiating comfy heat you wish to burrow intoâor wrap yourself around. the perfect bed-partner for winter nights like these.
you find yourself becoming addicted to the feeling.
sam angles his body towards you. you on your back and him on his side, it feels intimate and special. and for some reason, it feels familiarâlike youâve always belonged by his side.
âi think you know already,â he tells you, his eyes are not clear in the dim light but you know, there are practically hearts in them. âthat i like you.â
you giggle softly. âand i think you know the same about me.â
sam tentatively grasps your hand, the freezing fingertips thawing under his careful touch. the caress of his hand on yours sends tingling electricity down your spine, your whole body feels alertâalive.
he speaks again, but this time his tone is a whisper of what it usually is. âstay awhile?â
âyeah,â you swallow, squeezing his hand in your grip. a small smile on your lips. âyes, i want to.â
âgood,â he smiles, his eyes crinkle at the edges so softly and the dimples on his cheeks deepen. there really is no one else who can compare for you. âhey, youâre really cold⌠let me warm you up?â
you turn to your side, facing him. at this angle, your faces are mere inches apart. you can trace every dip, line and curve of his face, and he yours. your hand tingles with the overwhelming urge to reach for him and squeeze.
âit is cold,â you agree. âiâd very much like that.â
âphew,â he softly sighs. sam drags his fingers up your arm, stopping at your elbow. wherever he touches, a whisper of him lingers on your skinâa bone deep imprint you yearn for him to spread all across your skin.
you roll into him with little to no effort at all. sam drags you to his chest, your ear perched right above his heart, you can hear the steady thump! of his heartbeat from underneath. sam winds his arms around you, intensifying the heat you feel by tenfoldâitâs not uncomfortable at all, though. you like it.
your bodies fit perfectly together, just like puzzle pieces. a mess of limbs tangling together. the warmth of him making you shudder in honey-like delight. it feels syrupy and soft and warm wrapped in his arms.
his hand at your back travels downwards, leaving a trail of goosebumps in its wake you feel even through the thickness of the fabric separating the skin of your back and his fingertips. his hands feel rough and calloused at the small of your backâfrom playing guitar and his skateboarding incidentsâbut you enjoy the feeling.
you trail your fingers under the thick fabric of his jacket and shirt, feeling the smooth skin underneathâthe action has no deeper meaning than you wanting to feel.
samâs uncharacteristically quiet. his breaths are slow and long, like heâs on the verge of sleep. yet his arms are wound tight around youâlike he never wants to let go of you. your nerves make you feel like a slow simmering soup. warm and slowly cooking over the fire.
you two stay entangled for a while, in comfortable silence. sometime during the night youâve matched your breathing to his, and he pulled you somehow even closer to his body.
but, a thump comes from his window, a light tapping sound. soft but persistent. the two of you opt to ignore it, in favor of snuggling closer to each other. yet the taps continue, and become louder and faster.
disrupted by the noise, sam mournfully throws the covers from over him to check, untangling himself from your grip. leaving a very him-shaped indent on the bed left in his wake. you groan, sticking your bottom lip out, you miss the warmth of him already.
âoh shit.â
the expletive makes you sit up in his bed, the comforter draping off your middle. you can make out the shape of him even with the dimness of the lightâsamâs back is towards you, and if your eyes dare deceive you, he looks like heâs shrinking into himself a tiny bit.
âwhat is it?â you whisper-shout to him.
he slowly turns to you, wide eyed, his shoulders stiff. sort of resembling a kicked-dog. sam bows down his headâwith what you think is shame, for what reason, you canât tell. rubbing your eyes of sleep, you furrow your brow, craning your neck to look out the window behind him.
abigail and sebastian are there, waving wildly at you. your eyes widen. abigail and sebastian are waving at you with smug smiles plastered on their faces.
your stomach drops for the umpteenth time that night. you honestly feel too horrified to speak.
you bury yourself under the sheets, a feeble attempt to conceal your mortification. so thatâs why abigail was playing along with samâs urgent ramblingsâshe knew (not that sam was any good at keeping a cool facade, he is totally incapable of lying smoothly). you groan, you feel like a rebellious teenager again, only the part where you get caught and utterly humiliated.
outside, you can hear the loud roaring laughter of the duo through the glass, alongside the awkward, embarrassed chatter of your newly-minted boyfriend. (not technically official, but the title succeeds to relieve your horror by the tiniest bit)
still, you stay put. through the mortification and embarrassment you still stick yourself to samâs side, or more literally, on his bedâbecause you know, thereâs no other place youâd rather be.
you spare another glance out of the covers at the trioâto your surprise, samâs beat you to it. looking at you with heart eyes and the most lovesick expression (youâre pretty sure yours looks the same).
you know thereâs going to be a lot more explaining to do in the morning. but it doesnât matter to you, not right now when youâre in samâs bed on the verge of sleep.
not when you feel so warm.

a/n: shoutout to the ass trio for making an appearance in the fic! i love you abby and seb.
Sebastian likes frogs. Emphasis on the word likes.
He appreciates them, they do good for the environment. They eat up all the nasty flies that buzz around the mountain lake, too. He doesnât have to worry about mosquitos snaking on his blood while he smokes. Itâs just a plus that he finds them cool and interesting.
Which most people find weird. Sebastian thinks itâs weird that they find it weird. Frogs arenât going out of their way to bother people.
Yes, he likes them. Theyâre his favorite animal, certainly.
But favorite is not enough for him to want to smooch a frog.
âSam, Iâm not gonna fucking kiss a frog.â
âCâmon! Itâll be like the movie!â Sam teases, insistently shoving Sebastian to the frog innocently sitting on a park bench. âWho knows, maybe itâll be your very own froggy princessââ
âDidnât the girl turn into a frog when she kissed it,â he shoots back, elbowing Sam backwards in the gut. The blond lets out an overdramatic hiss of pain, bent over and clutching his stomach. âAbby, back me up here.â
âI never watched that stuff,â Abigail shrugs, watching with amusement. She makes no move to help at all, comfortably resting against the wide wooden posts of a fence. âWatched a lotta cartoons though. Phineas and Ferb is my jam.â
âNot about the movie,â Sebastian grits exasperatedly. His brows knitting together in frustration âThe frog.â
âMhm, go on,â a cheshire-like grin on her face. âKiss it, Seb. A big smooch right on its slimy mouth.â
Sam eggs him on, the pain of being elbowed magically disappearing. âDo it! Do it!â
Sebastian presses his lips tightly together. Thereâs no use resisting once Abby and Sam band together. Theyâre a force to be reckoned with like thisâdemanding and overbearing. Sebastian exasperatedly wipes a hand over his face, shooting the poor frog a sorry look.
Sam pushes him one more time, he gives him a stony glare in return. âFuckâalright! Stop being so damn loud, youâll scare it away.â
The frog in question croaks slightly, like it senses the trio talking about it. He gives it a wary glance.
As he slowly approaches, Sebastian can hear Abby and Samâs satisfied sniggering behind him. They roped him into doing another stupidly outrageous thing for the umpteenth time.
He sighs, he really needs better friends.
Mustering up all his courage, he bends down, almost eye level with the frog, resting a hand on the wooden grain bench on where itâs perched upon.
He screws his eyes shut and goes for it.
Sebastianâs lips connect with the frogâs slimy, almost rough skin. So fast and featherlight that it can barely be considered a kiss. Cold against his lips. He pulls back immediately after, wiping any residue off his lips with the back of his hand.
The frog jumps, croaking with,what he assumes is, alarm.
âSee?â Abby laughs, ruffling his hair good-naturedly. âNo princess in sight. You didnât turn into a frog either!â
âMan,â Sam snickers, patting him roughly on the back. Sebastian groans with every smack. âIt wouldâve been cool though, if you turned into a frog. Weâd have a frog drummer in our band!â
Sebastian shoves his unruly friends off. âYeah, whatever. Letâs get going. The frog is probably traumatized.â
âYou can check that off your bucket list,â Abby teases, a smirk playing on her lips. âKiss a frog before I die. Weâll tell the story for generations.â
Sam howls with laughter, Sebastian feels absolutely mortified.
Before the trio could make any move out of the park, a cloud of green smoke curtains the frog, so thick and so unusual. Sebastian unconsciously backs away from it.
âWhatâwoah,â Sam says, more mezmerised than shocked at the green smoke pouring out of the frog Sebastian kissed. âWhat is that?â
âThe fuck if we know, Sam!â
âBoys, boys, shut the fuck up. Look.â
Abigail points at the fog. It grows and grows, stopping and dissipating once the whole bench is covered with the green mist.
The frog is goneâdisappeared into thin air. Instead, a not-so-frog shaped person sits. You blink up at Sebastian slowly.
Woah, woah.
He feels his heart acceleratingâfor all the wrong reasons. An unusual thumping sound that vibrates all throughout his bodyâhis fingertips, his stomach, his toes. Where there should be fear and panic and definitely fear, Sebastian feels exhilaration.
Youâre pretty.
Itâs also pretty horrifying for him to thinkâand feel.
You blink slowlyâa frog-like trait that cement his suspicions. Youâre staring up at him as he stares back down at you, curious meets bewildered. ââŚâ
His eyes are wide, scanning each and every part of your now not frog-like features. Sebastian feels cold sweat dripping down his foreheadâa stark temperature difference to the heat in his cheeks. âOhâoh shit.â
âUhm⌠ribbit?â
-
Another thing he blames on Sam and Abbyâhis horrifying attraction you; the person, not the frog.
He checks that off his metaphorical bucket list, too.
cliff talk | sebastian x reader

word count: 2.1k
summary: sebastian brings you on a ride.
tags: emotional hurt/comfort, slight angst, dialogue heavy, sebastian and reader have a heart to heart
a/n: i never thought i'd be writing for the emo boy but here i am. hope you guys liked this as much as i liked writing this! :D

Like the green rain phenomenon or the cute little junimo creatures that live in the community center, thereâs always something new to experience in the valley. As odd as it might be.
Hunched over, tending to your cropsâis like living in wait, the calm before the storm, the thrum of anticipation as you await the next exciting thing.
Like todayânow.
âAh, there you are.â
The garden shears in your hands are dropped into the thick down crawl of growing fruit. You look up, squinting your eyes due to the warm beat of dying sunlight.
âSebastian?â you pause, looking up at him from your spot amongst growing melon vines. Your overalls smeared with dirt and damp with sweatâthis is the last state youâd want to be seen in.
âHey farmer,â The keys dangling from his index finger jingle as he gives you a close-lipped smile. âWanna go for a ride?â
â
The place Sebastian stops at is quiet.
But not in the way most people thinkâthe valley is never quiet, birds chirping, the breeze singing through tall grass and the rustle of branches swaying slowly. Youâre aware of the sounds in the recesses of your mind.Â
The view is breath-taking.
The sun set long before you arrived on Sebastianâs cliff side spot. Itâs cool and grassy, ticking your ankles as you walk through the field. The air, no longer warm but a cool breeze that you greedily inhale.
You stop right before the edge, thereâs a big drop that you'd rather not slip and fall into. Zuzu city lay just under the horizon, a smatter of light in the otherwise now-dark forest. A cluster of flashing lights that remind you of starsâthat have fallen and gathered from the night sky.
âAmazing, I know.â Sebastian says, a few steps behind you. Heâs leaning against his bike, staring at the same view as you. âZuzu city is miles from here, but thereâs so much lightâyou can see it even from high up.â
You fold your arms, turning your back at the viewâfacing him. âWell, it is nicer from afar.â
Sebastian gives you a look, then nods his head to the grassy patch behind him. âMhm. Letâs sit?â
You settle down together, side by side. You, him, and his motorbike beside himâthereâs barely any space between your legs. You feel the warmth of proximityâso close. What youâd give to bridge that gap once and for all.
âWant a drink?â he asks, pulling out a beer bottle from his hoodie pocketâyour brow raises, a miracle it didnât break on the way. âOnly got one though.â
You shrug, taking the bottle. Itâs warmâwarmed by his body heat. âSâokay with me. Weâll just haveâta share.â
He looks at you, eyes momentarily flickering to your lips as you use your teeth to pop the bottle cap off. âI guess we do.â
â
The beer is settling warmly low in your stomach, loosening every tightly wound muscle in your body. You feel weightless, the edges of your mind made fuzzy.Â
âIâve been savinâ up a lot,â he suddenly says, picking absentmindedly at the blades of grass underneath him. âAlmost have enough too. Once I do, Iâm skipping outta this town on my bike.â
You nod your head. âIt is a pretty cool bike.â
âMhm,â he drawls, patting the side of his motorcycleâalmost lovingly. âItâs gonna take me all the way to Zuzu city.â
âZuzu city,â you repeat slowly, feeling the sound of the words in your mouth. Itâs unpleasant, Zuzu city is a place youâd rather leave behind. You look down at the view of it, squinting. âWhy go there?â
He pauses, inhaling the cool night air deeply. His fingers itchâlike theyâre searching for the comforting hold of cigarettes he so enjoys.Â
A part of you wishes you didnât ask. Difficult conversations and cliff sides donât mesh well together, you think. You donât dare move a muscle as you wait for him, your eyes drifting back to the glittering light-filled view of Zuzu city.
âItâs suffocating hereâeverything about the valley,â he replies mirthlessly. âI live in the basement of my momâs house for fuckâs sake. I know how she looks at me, like she couldâve done so much more to make me less of a shitbag. Maybe she couldâve, I donât care. Itâs way too late now.â
A low whistle escapes past your lips. You swirl the beer bottle loosely in your grip. âI seeâŚâ
Sebastian narrows his eyes at you, scoffing. âYouâre pretty shit at comforting words, yâknow that?â
âHarsh,â you look at him quizzically, shoving the beer bottle into his hands. He accepts it immediately. âWhat do you want me to say, Seb?âÂ
âNothing,â he smirks, downing a generous gulp of beer, the bottle is a little less than half full now. ââm just teasing. Donât gimme that look. I didnât want comfort anyway, Iâve had enough of that. I want you to tell me the stone cold truth.â
âPromise not to get pissed off?â
Sebastian clicks his tongue against his teeth, then smiles. âDepends on what you say.â
âWow, guess Iâll have to lie.â you joke.
âHeyââ
âKidding.â You laugh softly at his pinched expression. His eyes narrowedâlacking any real aggressionâat you as you poke harmless fun.Â
You grin, slowly turning back to the view. âYou wonât find yourself there,â you say simply, taking a slow sip of beer, the smoothness of it running smoothly down your throat. âBelieve me, Iâd know.â
Sebastian turns to face you, irritation spelled out in every feature of his face.Â
âSmartassâŚâ
âHey, you asked for the stone cold truth,â you lift your fingers into air quotations to emphasize your point.
âTch. Tell me this then. If I canât find myself there, or here in the valley. Where the hell do I go?âÂ
You pause, clicking the bottle with your nails idly. Heâs irritated obviously. But you think more frustrated and confused than anything.
You sigh, then smile. The valley hasnât been the kindest to its resident shut-in.
âMid-life crisis at 24,â you tease gently, poking at his side. Sebastian shoots you a heatless glare. âDonât worry too much Seb, your hair is gonna turn gray.â
âHa-ha,â he replies sourly. âYou talk as if that isnât the same reason you moved to the valley.â
âHey, I gave a generous amount of my life to Joja,â you snort, shifting your feet into a better resting position. âI paid my dues over there before I found some semblance of peace here.â
âI canât just sit around and wait my whole life.â
âThen donât,â you reply simply. âGod knows I wish I followed my dear old grampsâ footsteps sooner.â
âIt isnât that simple.â
âYep. It isnât. It does get easier though.â
âYou say it so easily.â
âSometimes, it just is.â you reply. âOnly sometimes, though.â
For all you remember, your grandfather absolutely adored the valley, though he couldnât convince you in the height of your angsty teenage phase to do the same. Youâre long past that now, life didnât go as planned and you ended up right where your grandfather said you would be.
Funny, how fate works so mysteriously, so weirdly.
You shake that thought away, turning to Sebastianâwho has the same contemplative expression as you.
Heâs silent, thinking. His fingers grasping and twirling the drawstrings of his hoodie. âYou never told me the story.â
âWell,â you purse your lips, handing him the bottle. He drops the drawstrings to grab it. A wordless agreement between the two of you to share what remains of the liquid. âYou nâver asked.â
âI wanna hear it,â he says, looking at you at the corner of his glittering obsidian eyes. âplease?â
âHow polite,â you laugh, he lightly hits you on the back of your head with his palm. âOuch. No need to be rough wâme, Iâll tell you.â
You clear your throat with an obnoxious ahem. âOnce upon a timeâŚâ
ââCâmon farmer, stop messing around. I wanna know your story,â he interjects, and it almost sounds like a plea. âNo theatrics.â
Your lips flatten into a grim line. Heâs being unusually insistent on the topic. But now that you think about it, you havenât told anyone why you moved into the farm. Not your mother, not your father, and definitely not anyone else in Pelican Town.
Sebastian may be your first, you think to yourselfâinnuendo unintended.
You hug your arms closer to your chest, the cool draft sliding over your skinâmaking you shiver. No better way to battle the uncomfortable situation with an even more uncomfortable conversation. You take a deep breath.
âI was a fresh graduate when I started working at Jojaâworked my way up from customer service to marketing. Crazy, right?â you chuckle, though it sounds hollow even to you. âAll the pretentious proposals I would write and those useless meetings thatâd take forever. There wasnât a day where I didnât hate my 20 year old self for starting at Joja. 5 years down the fucking drain when I quit. Let me tell you, itâs the best decision I made in my stupid corporate slave life.â
Sebastian says nothing, he hands the bottle back to you, which you take a generous swig of. You grip the bottle tightly around its neck, the warm feeling of alcohol loosening your tongue.Â
You exhale deeply through your nose. âI was in my cubicle when I just âbout had enoughâby the way, I hate that theyâre called cubicles, I felt like a number in some executiveâs spreadsheets instead of a living breathing person.â all that talking and your throat itches for more of the sweet burn of alcoholâyou oblige it with another weighty gulp. âGrandpa left me this letter, told lilâ old me not to open it until I really, really needed to. Now that I think of it, he knew.â
Your voice cracks by the end of it. Your tongue feels way too thick for your mouth. And your eyes blurâthere seems to be twice as many stars as usual.
Sebastian stays quiet, reflective even. Though his hands have stilled, and he feels closer than he was earlier. Itâs warmer, you think.
If he asks, youâve decided youâll blame it on the alcohol.
â
You and Sebastian talk for hours after, the bottle of beer being passed between the both of you too often. You feel a tad tipsyâhaving drank the lionâs share of beer. Your head lolls onto your arms as you talk about everything then nothing.Â
Thereâs a fair moment of silence that blankets the two of you afterâcertainly not uncomfortable. You feel Sebastain knows the fact more than anyone. He seems to thrive in the quiet moments.
âI donât think Iâm leaving the valley any time soon, though,â he says softly, breaking the tranquil silence.Â
So heâs been thinking. âWhy so?â
He shrugs his shoulders, taking the final sip of beer that finishes the bottle. âSomethingâs makinâ it worth staying a little longer.â His eyes meet yours, albeit for a secondâbefore he refocuses on the cliff side view.Â
Ah, you understand.
Suddenly, alcohol isnât the only thing making you feel so warm. You thank the stars for the dark, for hiding any warm pinkness in your expression. You smile, more to yourself than anything. Taking the bottle from him, brushing your fingers over his perpetually cold ones.
The bottle is lighter than it was at the beginning of the nightâyour shoulders too, less achy, less stiff. With all that weight off of them, you can afford to be less wound up.Â
You tip the bottle over the grass, nothing but a single drop comes out. You watch it fall and drop into the grass. âGood. This something thinks youâll come to like it even.â
Sebastian tilts his head, a tentative smile playing on his lips. âThatâs presumptive.â
You shrug, smirking. âI have a sense for this type of stuff.â
âReally now?â
âMhm. I donât just lie for no reason. And my senses are telling me youâll be alright.â
You hear the silent hitch of his breath, the momental widening of his eyes and the tremble in his jaw. It saddens you slightly, no one has probably reassured him of it before.
God knows you needed some while working at Joja, youâre just returning your dues to the universeâand to him.
He laughs softly, and bitterly. His fingers twitch againâfor that darn cigarette. âGod, I sure hope so.â
Sebastian will be just fine, you know that. And itâs about time he knew it too.

INTRODUCING MY SDV FARMER OC!!!

I love him sm omg- here's some quick things about him and headcanons for the sdv world he's in below the cut :))
ABOUT NOAH:
- 22
- transmasc!nb , demiboy , he/they , bi
- doesn't and never has taken testosterone, had top surgery but that's all he's interested in. His voice was always pretty low to begin with and he usually passes with no problem.
-wears long skirts from time to time but isn't a big fan of dresses.
- he dyed his hair blue but by the time he moved to Stardew Valley, his roots have truly been growing back in his original hair colour.
- has hetrochromia and was bullied for it as a child, not so much when he was in highschool but he's still not the most proud or comfortable with his eyes.
- loves the idea of long hair but it's A) too much work to look after and B) makes him feel less valid in his identity as trans even though he knows that's stupid and hair length doesn't make him any less valid. As a way to satiate the want for both long and short hair, he keeps the front parts long enough for him to pull on from time to time.
- wears that stupid jacket all the time. He's had it since his final year of highschool and doesn't go anywhere without it.
- his grandfather was the first person he told of wanting to transition and he fully supported him. Noah considers his Grandpa as his biggest supporter and best role model in his life.
- the overalls he wears aren't quite big enough on the top half so he unbuckles one side that flops over and has the strap tied around the side of his chest instead. Apparently it's comfier.
- not much of a talker at first, very awkward and shows his appreciation for people by gifting them things he finds. Think of a crow gifting people shiny rocks, that's him.
- takes a while to warm up to people but once he does he's very smiley and quite happy to yap on and on about anything. He's also very sweet :3
- misses some social cues, undiagnosed neurodivergency of some kind, he isn't sure what it is but he doesn't really care to find out as it doesn't really affect him too much on the farm. At least he thinks it doesn't, whether he's just ignoring it or not is another issue.
- does not like cooking. Can do the basics but apart from that he sucks in the kitchen.
- doesn't have many animals, just the basic necessities to be able to sell things for the rest of the community. Much prefers his grown produce.
- sometimes doesn't leave the farm for days at a time as he gets super invested in crop or project.
ABOUT HIS SDV:
- Sebastian is also transmasc. They do bond over this eventually and are good friends. Although Noah doesn't really tell anyone other than those on a need to know basis.
- includes the stardew valley expansion mod changes.
- joins in with Sebastion, Vincent, Abigail and Sam's d&d sessions. He doesn't really know how to play so for the first few months he just watched and drew what was happening during the game from time to time.
- beach hater, it's unusual to find him on the beach unless it's to talk to Elliot or when he's fixing the community centre.
- sometimes brings Abigail and Sebastian's into the mines with him for some fun, doesn't go very deep though until he feels like they can handle it.
- has never shopped at Joja mart since he quit his job.
I'll think of some more later, this is already quite long -w- I hope you all love him as much as I do :3
Also sorry if I got any names wrong, I've had Stardew Valley for maybe a month-ish now and haven't gotten very far in the story, I still haven't fixed the community centre .w.
I haven't played stardew valley for very long but I already have a farmer oc in the works >:))) I'll make a drawing / ref / intro post when I have the time :)
And a name-