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Seraph of the End literally altered my brain's chemicals, I'm just obsessed with it, I don't know what is it, but it just feels... Right
Seraph of the end trauma rant pt2 :3
So, I’m back. Not at midnight for once :0
I made the pt1, and I have more ideas. SO today will be (probably) the only other part.
With Yuu, Shinoa, Mitsuba, and Narumi :3
TW: Death, murder, suicide,
Okay, starting off strong with the main character Yuu. He is probably focused on the most, both him and his trauma, so I won’t cover too much. However, I feel like the survivors guilt aspect isn’t shown as much as it could. Like how he felt so guilty about leaving Mika those years ago, even though Mika repeatedly tells him it’s fine. I just feel that could have been shown more. Also the whole thing with his dad trying to kill him and mum committing because she hated Yuu so much??? He has to be conscious about that, and clearly we need more on his reaction and mental state due to it.
Okay! Shinoa now! ;3 She’s the youngest of the most important family in the JIDA, and still ditched the army for Yuu. That has to be lots of pressure, and she still left. That takes guts, or zero impulse control, or both. She lost her sister, but we never really get to see much about that, exercise for Mahiru and Guren, but nothing much about their sisterly bond (if they had one). She had to hide all of the knowledge about the experimentation from the squad, and especially Yuu, which must have been eating her alive.
Okay, Mitsubaaaa :) She has lots to unpack, but I’ll keep it short. She is also a member of a pretty important family in the JIDA, and her sister and her don’t have a great relationship. Her sister, Aoi, works close with Kureto, so (if I were her at least) the guilt she must feel about the Seraph of the End experiment, especially since it was on her squad-mates sister, but be intense. She ALSO feels responsible for the death of her old squad, and watch them get killed. Again, survivors guilt and guilt in general. And then there’s also the fact that the JIDA tried to promote her rank, just because she of her family. I know that being judged on your family can suck, and she said it herself that it she gets a promotion, she wants it to be because of her work specifically.
Rounding off this rant we have the fabulous Narumi. Right off the bat I can say that, as someone three years older than Shinoa Squad, he already probably feels accountable and responsible for them and their safety. And then the poor guy had to watch his whole squad murdered in the space of a few hours. Idk abt y’all, but the scene in Shinjuku broke me, and then Nagoya added salt to the wound. The look on his face after Shinjuku…and then how he didn’t get any time to mourn because of Nagoya, where he lost MORE friends and squad mates, and then he didn’t get to grieve then either because he had to keep fighting, then protect Yuu, then run away.
In summary, for both pt1 and pt2: these poor guys are only teenagers and are going through some really tough shit. Get them therapy, or at least blankets, a warm drink, and cuddles. Because holy fuck they need them.
Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk(s) :3
Ranting about Oni Tsukishima AND Seraph of the End again
I have the coolest idea for an animation, except I can’t animate :/
I’m definitely not posting this for animators to see… _/|\_ But anyways, yk the audio on Tiktok, ‘the worlds greatest actor doesn’t need a stage’ ect ect
I had the idea of doing that song, up until ‘the master of pretending to be something that theyre not’ of Oni Tsukishima or just my Oni interpretation in general, but i cannot draw body proportions. Like at all.
If anyone does do this, or I can bribe someone to. But I have no way of paying them….unless they want a free skip-the-queue fic request or my undying love and loyalty, but other than that I have nothing to offer. :3
But yeah, I’m just posting this to rant about random shit, this is literally a shitpost.
IN OTHER NEWS
I’m starting an angsty Kimizuki-centred fic (a long one) for the OwariNoSeraph fandom (if it’s even still alive), featuring transmale, traumatised Kimizuki and Yoichi being a great friend.
It also includes a half *Something-Other-Than-Japanese* Kimizuki-Which Idk Yet-, endgame Kimiyoi, and found family Shinoa Squad! It’s literally just me bullying Kimizuki for 20-ish chapters, and giving him a really horrific *fun* past.
So message me if you want sneak peaks, updates, or even have ideas to add!
Okay thank you, love you, and have a great day <3
Coming live from my notes app…my gorgeous Chapter Names and Irony for the Kimizuki fic I’m writing :3
I write all on my notes app, and then copy and paste it into AO3 and make a few edits. However, my layout is chaotic asf. Hopefully some other writers out here can relate 🙏
I love seeing how sad and depressing the story goes, to then my references for chapters..
A wonderful reflection of my brain, I’d say.
If you wanna see any snippers and sneak peaks, just message me! :3
Kimiyoi fic snippets
i posted a snippet of a cute Kimiyoi scene im writing in my fic on my tiktok last night. I would post it on here but can i be bothered? nope.
so if angsty, hurt/comfort, bittersweet short snippets of kimiyoi are your thing, check out the vid!
here! (The ‘Kimiyoi fans wait’ one is the one in question)
okay thank you •3•
Oh cool, cool. The Haikyuu fandom revived. That’s great! Some of my fics are getting attention, I have more Haikyuu moots on Tiktok!…
now bring back the sote fandom.
please?
yu corrected shinoa abt mika's gender but not them being together. GAY
GOOD FUCKING BYE!!!! IM OUT OF THIS SHIT NOPE
pov: uzun bi aradan sonra flörtünle yeniden bir araya geliyorsun ama o birden seni b#çaklıyor
THE WHOLE TUMBLRS FLIPPING OVER MIKAYUU BEING CANON AND I CHECK THE CHAPTER AND HOLY SHIT I WAS NOT READY ,MIKA. IS. GONE. AND HES CRYING VAMPIRES DONT HAVE FEELINGS YET HE CLINGED ON HIS FEELINGS FOR YUU ,HIS ONLY FEELINGS, AND HES CRYING MIKA NOO—
AND YUU, HE SAW MIKA DIE FOR HIM HIS MOST PRECIOUS PERSON EXPLODE INTO PIECES AND HES GONNA BLAME HIMSELF FOR IT IM JUST SO-
Edit: Hey guys its 3 min later me im sorry i needed to let it out i learned that mika didnt die and is becoming a demon i guess? But lik there is hope and i was just very sad atm not that im not still crying tho
also
oh this is gonna be one hell of a month for me