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Seraph of the End rant

I don’t think this fandom is even alive anymore, but hello, and please correct me if i’m wrong on any of this!

It might just be me, but I feel like many peoples trauma gets brushed over A LOT, and this post will literally just be me ranting about three characters in particular.

Kimizuki, Yoichi, and Mika.

Also, TW: Abuse, murder, suicide, mental health problems, abandonment, SA

First of all, starting off strong with the telephone pole himself, Kimizuki Shiho.

Yes, he’s pretty bitchy, but with reason. His sister is ill with a deadly virus, and he is so much more worried than he lets on. Now, as someone who hasn’t read much manga, (i’m catching up slowly), my knowledge roughly stops after S2 ends. However, I’m pretty sure there is a scene in a manga where the squad is hyping him up, though that could have been a fever dream, it shows again that he isn’t as tough as he lets on.

Now, onto the cinnamon roll known as Saotome Yoichi. Watched his sister get murdered by a vampire for no reason, then had a moment of recognition on the battlefield with LACUS FUCKING WELT. The fear in this mans eyes like- Kimizuki get your ass over here and comfort the fuck out of him, whether on the battlefield or after in his room. I would have sold my soul for that scene. And his trauma is, once again, ignored! Why?! He’s a cinnamon roll and needs comfort (yes, he’s stronger than he looks, but give that boy a hot chocolate, blanket, and some cuddles, STAT)

And, to wrap this up, we have the blond russian vamp himself, Hyakuya (or Shindo) Mikaela. Who, in my opinion, has some heavily brushed over issues. Like how he tried to get Yuu to not give him blood, which would have resulted in his death. Many times in that scene, he said he would rather die than live as a vampire. And I feel that the fact that that was basically an attempt was brushed over. And I have an inkling that that wasn’t the first. But alas, that may be my headcanons catching up to me. Also, not to mention the fact about the whole Livestock stuff and before then! His parents abused him, ans then threw him out of a moving vehicle. A moving. Fucking. Vehicle. And then was finally happy for a while. Then was livestock. Then had his found family murdered in front of him, stabbed, arm ripped off, turned into a vampire, and separated from the only family he had left. Also, isn’t there rumours of Ferid SAing him? Idk if that’s canon or not. Mans has been through shit, and there’s no way he’s okay in the head. I’m not, and I haven’t been through any of that.

BUT AAHHH WE NEED AN EPISODE(S) WHERE THEY COMFORT EACH OTHER AND OPEN UP ABT THEIR TRAUMA

also i’m writing this at midnight so this probs won’t make sense.

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.

(also for all the ONS fanfic writers out there..if you happen to see this and accidentally write drabbles for it… :3)

Ranting about Oni Tsukishima AND Seraph of the End again

I have the coolest idea for an animation, except I can’t animate :/

I’m definitely not posting this for animators to see… _/|\_ But anyways, yk the audio on Tiktok, ‘the worlds greatest actor doesn’t need a stage’ ect ect

I had the idea of doing that song, up until ‘the master of pretending to be something that theyre not’ of Oni Tsukishima or just my Oni interpretation in general, but i cannot draw body proportions. Like at all.

If anyone does do this, or I can bribe someone to. But I have no way of paying them….unless they want a free skip-the-queue fic request or my undying love and loyalty, but other than that I have nothing to offer. :3

But yeah, I’m just posting this to rant about random shit, this is literally a shitpost.

IN OTHER NEWS

I’m starting an angsty Kimizuki-centred fic (a long one) for the OwariNoSeraph fandom (if it’s even still alive), featuring transmale, traumatised Kimizuki and Yoichi being a great friend.

It also includes a half *Something-Other-Than-Japanese* Kimizuki-Which Idk Yet-, endgame Kimiyoi, and found family Shinoa Squad! It’s literally just me bullying Kimizuki for 20-ish chapters, and giving him a really horrific *fun* past.

So message me if you want sneak peaks, updates, or even have ideas to add!

Okay thank you, love you, and have a great day <3

Coming live from my notes app…my gorgeous Chapter Names and Irony for the Kimizuki fic I’m writing :3

I write all on my notes app, and then copy and paste it into AO3 and make a few edits. However, my layout is chaotic asf. Hopefully some other writers out here can relate 🙏

I love seeing how sad and depressing the story goes, to then my references for chapters..

A wonderful reflection of my brain, I’d say.

If you wanna see any snippers and sneak peaks, just message me! :3

Kimiyoi fic snippets

i posted a snippet of a cute Kimiyoi scene im writing in my fic on my tiktok last night. I would post it on here but can i be bothered? nope.

so if angsty, hurt/comfort, bittersweet short snippets of kimiyoi are your thing, check out the vid!

here! (The ‘Kimiyoi fans wait’ one is the one in question)

okay thank you •3•

i wholeheartedly agree with this until i have a crazy batshit dream about a show i like and steal headcanons into a fic.

that, my dear haikyuu and/or seraph of the end fans, is how Tsukishima became a contortionist and Kimizuki an old fashioned bartender.

it came to my realization that 99% of my fandom related headaches would be cured if everyone understood this

oh cool! A character from a show i like that I kin that resembles me in some aspects!

*proceeds to write the most stomach jerking, gut wrenching, skin crawling fanfiction with an ungodly level of angst and trauma and self projection*

cool!

Authors: "Here are some beautiful and handsome young characters who get a lot of screentime and- wait what are you doing?"

Me: *spending all my time fangirling over secondary/support characters* "..what?"

aka Kimizuki 110% tsundere for Yuu confirmed

Yuu: *takes Kimizuki's glasses* do I look cute with these on?

Kimizuki: I wish I could say yes, but I can't fucking see.